I have been trying to understand the physical suffering that can come to one who is trying to serve devotees, guru and Lord Krishna when that one cannot get away from drug addiction. I direct this question especially about anyone who tries very much to be free of addiction, but who is caught in the addiction again and again, with great physical suffering involved.
I do not yet understand - the modes someone is born into - whether on one's birth chart one is deva human or demon -- and reactions one has yet to suffer -- do these have influence on whether one suffers as addict in this lifetime?
When one is devotee trying to serve guru and Krishna, though not yet perfect, they continue to suffer reactions due to them like a fan to which the power has been stopped but the fan blades continue for some time still to spin?
Please offer information concerning this.