I began my Krsna Consciousness journey 1.5 months back, when, after getting fed up of my tendencies of material sense gratification, in which I was deeply engaged, because of the grace of The Supreme Personality of Godhead, a voice said inside me that I want to go towards the path that leads to the Abode of Godhead.
As stated above, I am a beginner in Krsna Consciousness. Hence I am facing 2 major issues, one related to mayavadis, and other related to western propaganda to spread atheism amongst people following Sanatana Dharma. I am mentioning the issues below. I request all the Mata ji and Prabhu ji, please provide solution to my doubts.
First issue: The mistake I believe that I did was to listen to mayavadi philosophy from people like Sadhguru (who said Krsna is not God but just a consciousness and also that Gods were aliens), Arya Samaj (who are impersonalists) and some of my close relatives (who are also impersonalists) etc. This arose doubts in my mind some days back, whether I was on right path or not. I listened to some lectures on this by Shri HG Amogh Lila Prabhu ji and got a clear picture. But, I don't know, maybe its an unknown fear or unknown doubt in my mind, tha's cause problems. Please help me in this issue.
Second issue: Few years back, I watched a web series called Ancient Aliens, which said that Hindu Gods were actually aliens, and based their arguements on the facts like, Shri Vishnu ji having 4 hands (chaturbhuj), or the existence of vimanas in such a historic times. I got convinced after following some questions here on ISKCON Desire Tree, but still, as in previous issue, maybe the unknown doubt remains.
Please help me in the issue. In elaborating my problems above, I realized that, maybe, my issue is unnecessary unknown doubt, even after knowing that the scriptures reveal the truth, and, getting influenced by the western media, and, mayavadis.
Please help me in how to totally get free from all such foolish doubts.