The mind can be very confusing. Sometimes it will tell you this then that. I know deep inside my heart that Krishna is always there with me no matter how clouded my mind might be, he is always protecting his children. He does so much for us and has had so much of mercy upon me, but still somewhere there is doubt. I recently visited the holy dhams, but still I feel lost and confused. Is there anything I can do for my Lord so that I remember how much I desired to serve my Lord, sometimes I feel on and off, you know. But somewhere deep within my heart I know Krishna will save me.