From the Padma Purana: "My Lord, I know that young girls have natural affection for young boys, and that young boys have natural affection for young girls. I am praying at Your lotus feet that my mind may become attracted unto You in the same spontaneous way."
From the Nectar of Devotion: One should feelingly pray and become eager to render his particular service to the Lord...one should learn how to cry for the Lord...such tears are the price for the highest perfection. If one develops this laulyam, or excessive eagerness for meeting and serving the Lord in a particular way, that is the price to enter into the kingdom of God.
When one is sufficiently eager to achieve success in devotional service, that eagerness is called samutkantha. This means "complete eagerness." Actually this eagerness is the price for achieving success in Krsna consciousness...It is stated in the Vedic literature that to purchase the most valuable thing, Krsna consciousness, one has to develop intense eagerness for achieving success.
I am such a fool and a rascal that I am always eager for sense gratification, and only sometimes a little eager for Krsna consciousness. Still, I'm hopeful.
In this connection, also from the Nectar of Devotion: Rupa Gosvami prays, "I have no love for Krsna, nor for the causes of developing love of Krsna - namely, hearing and chanting. And the process of bhakti-yoga, by which one is always thinking of Krsna and fixing His lotus feet in the heart, is also lacking in me. As far as philosophical knowledge or pious works are concerned, I don't see any opportunity for me to execute such activities. But above all, I am not even born of a nice family. Therefore I must simply pray to You, Gopijana-vallabha. I simply wish and hope that some way or other I may be able to approach Your lotus feet, and this hope is giving me pain, because I think myself quite incompetent to approach that transcendental goal of life."
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matsamo nasti papatma
naparadhi ca kascana
parihare 'pi lajja me
kim bruve purusottama
yuvatinam yatha yuni
yunam ca yuvatau yatha
mano 'bhiramate tadvan
mano me ramatam tvayi
"O Purusottama, there is no sinful person or offender who is equal to me. How
can I describe my shame? Just as the minds of young ladies take pleasure in a
young man, and the minds of young men take pleasure in a young woman, kindly
let my mind take pleasure in You, alone."
bhumau skhalitapadanam
bhumir evavalambanam
tvayi jataparadhanam
tvam eva saranam prabho
"Just as the ground is the only support for those whose feet have slipped, so
also You alone are the only shelter, even for those who have committed
offense to You."
govindavallabhe radhe
prarthaye tvam aham sada
tvadiyam iti janatu
govindo mam tvaya saha
"O Srimati Radharani, the dearest of Lord Govinda, this is always my request
to You. Please let Lord Govinda, along with Yourself, consider me to be one
of Your assistants."
radhe vrndavanadhise
karunamrtavahini
krpaya nijapadabja
dasyam mahyam pradiyatam
"O Srimati Radharani, O queen of Vrndavana, You are a riverflowing with the
nectar of mercy. Please be kind upon me, andgive me a little service at Your
lotus feet."