I am at a loss
My mind is stoped
I am hearing that
Man is a puppet &
Our only freedom is
one of the choice
Who will be my puppet
This is perplexing for me
As I. Come from a long line
of so-called dominant males.
Thing is I. Quest for knowledge
Not for an owner!
I understand however, that returning /-
Addvancing to a better world or an improved circumstance at the time of death is. the preferable out come of researching & participating in this Krishna's HareNama-prescription!
My Intelagence is disturbed but this situation I'm not seeing myself as a
Knee-buckeled Servent of GOD or of Mya.
I invasion or immagin myself as a Sage /a seeker who has become successful! However, now that the ranks of zealous men & Gods have been thined & the liberated path sacred all I'm hearing is GOD will take from me every accomplishment & possession as a jester of love? The problem isThis was never my intended results. Am I wrong minded to not be feeling like unconditional abandonment of all karmic reciprocation with my past works & present potentials is the solution to accomplishing a safer more secure & destiny? Shaken on all levels of my being I'm hoping for some comforting encurragment. Am I. At my best a lapdog? Or is thear a place in ISKCON for the practical application of this knowledge in the material world Or NOT? Is this program simply a " Been me up or through me down Sittuwation?