Vaishnav apradh

Prabhu ji,... Mata jis

Please anyone please help me 😭..

I committed very big vaishnav apradh against all devotees

I took oath of all devotees , brajwasi ji , srila Prabhupada ji, that I will never do masturbation... If I do please never forgive me at any cost and give me problems ... I am 18 yrs old ... I accept I gave so many times oath and broke them many times ... But what I could do ..? I was not old enough to control ... But this time I gave so much strongly promise .... But I broke it again 😭😭😭😭😭😭.. I committed very very big offences ... I am really destroyed totally materially, spiritually, mentally. .... I asked sorry to every devotees but unable to come out of this apradh .. please say what I shall do ... I am getting really fear .. my hands and legs are shaking ... I getting dreams my ancestors are suffering in hell ... This masturbation totally destroyed me into pieces ... Before I could start bhakti every finsihed for eternity 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭💔

Hare Krishna,

Stop worrying. You shouldn't have take oath on petty thing like this on all vaishnavas and Krishna and Radha.

Listen to me.

As you feel you have committed a vaishnava apradha you must do some parihaara for removing this offense.

Donate Tulasi plants to 30 Pure devotees and daily for a month from now.. sleep on the floor and do deep daan ( with butter in a cow dung made diya) as this is Karthika maas. Karthik started from Oct 7 you lost a day or two. ( if you are in India).. Karthik starts with Sharad Poornima. So, What I suggest you is.

Do Karthik mass vrat whole 30 days. You are going to get up early morning and go to temple. do pradakshina to Tulasi maiyya and say sorry to her and seek her blessing.

Then sleep on the floor and each day take cow dung made diya with butter and do deep daan to Govinda at the temple ( ask in temple where to buy 30 diya made of cow dung and get fresh butter). Ask more rules about Karthik if possible do them if not do atleast these which i am telling..

Each day you are going to donate one tulasi plant to one pure devotee and take their blessings.

Daily listen and read Damodar leela and sing Damodar ashtakam and byheart it.

eat one time meal.

Do 16 mala japa.

DO EKADASHI VRAT in this month It comes two time do that vrat Perfectly Do nirjala vrat.. DAMODAR MONTH IS VERY AUSPICIOUS AND IN THAT MONTH EKADASHI IS MOST AUSPICIOUS AND YOU KNOW EKADASHI VRAT CAN BURN SINS LIKE KILLING COW OR EVEN SLEEPING WITH GURU PATNI ( I MEAN TO SAY SUCH HENIOUS CRIMES OR SINS ARE ALSO ELIMINATED) PLUS ANY ACTIVITY MENTIONED DONE IN KARTHIK WILL BEGET YOU X100 times more benefits. MAKE USE OF THIS MONTH PERFECTLY. ASK ANY ISKCON DEVOTEE Even more ways to Please Krishna on this month. SALE OF DAMODAR MONTH IS ON.

My blessings for you... I wish you all the best in get rid of all kinds of sinful activities. Now smile.

Btw Let me tell you something important

There are four types of Karma:-

The Karma that is useful for others or benefits others is called the THE BEST KARMA. That pleases Krishna a lot.

The Karma that is done for the Benefit of one's own family or relatives kith and kin is MEDIUM BEST KARMA as it still involves someone other then you.

The Karma that is done for the pleasure of one's own self is called selfish pleasure seeking karma like Masturbation.. which is not useful for anyone.. no one benefits from it. except it gives you self satisfaction temporarily some pleasure.

There is one more Karma that is hated by Krishna, that is.. when you hurt other animals, or other human beings for your own pleasure. ( like killing animals, or hurting people with words or deeds) this type of pleasure is called Paichaasika karma.

So, whatever you did that karma neither hurts anyone nor anyone gets benefited from that karma ( masturbation) it is simple tempoarary pleasuring self.. such selfish pleasure is not worth. learn to give pleasure to Krishna rather then enjoying singly alone.

How can you please Krishna?

You can use all your senses to please Krishna.

Use your eyes for reading about Krishna

Use ur nose for smelling Krishna's Tulasi patta on His feet when taking blessings.

Use your ears to listen to Krishna's glories and kirtan

Use your hands to serve Krishna do some activity like doing temple seva.. ( ask them to give u even menial job like cleaning sweeping floors) use ur excess energy for Krishna's pleasure instead of using the excess pent up energy for self pleasuring yourself.

Use you legs to walk to Krishna's temple.

Tongue- use it for tasing prasadam only .. OFFER EVERYTHING TO KRISHNA BEFORE YOU EAT.

Use your Skin for touching and cleaning deities and applying chandan to the deities or making use of you body to help poor people. If you are sitting idle your mind is doing yojana for making pleasure so keep urself so busy busy that the time you hit the bed you are fully tired and sleep like a log. So for that find some activity. Do goseva. clean the cows or make ready the fodder for cows.

All these senses which you are using for selfish pleasure should be directed to HIM.

Eyes- watching porn will only watch Krishna from now.

Ears- hearing to bad stuff.. are going to hear on Krishna's katha

nose( vasana) that is main culprit.. so that should be directly nicely to smell sandal wood paste or Tulasi patta. nothing else.

Tongue.. kissing licking sucking.. bad things. .. should be directed towards only tasting Prasadam or talking glorifying about Krishna.

Hands and legs are to be used to do seva of Krishna instead of using for you masturbation. ( KEEP UR HANDS CLEAN)

You need to do all these changes.

ABCD means- association, Books, Chanting and Diet ( no egg, no Non veg, no coffee tea, no onion garlic .. no intoxicants).

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lFX6PV9noEY

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Gayatri October 9, 2025 at 11:58am

Hare Krishna,

Stop worrying. You shouldn't have take oath on petty thing like this on all vaishnavas and Krishna and Radha.

Listen to me.

As you feel you have committed a vaishnava apradha you must do some parihaara for removing this offense.

Donate Tulasi plants to 30 Pure devotees and daily for a month from now.. sleep on the floor and do deep daan ( with butter in a cow dung made diya) as this is Karthika maas. Karthik started from Oct 7 you lost a day or two. ( if you are in India).. Karthik starts with Sharad Poornima. So, What I suggest you is.

Do Karthik mass vrat whole 30 days. You are going to get up early morning and go to temple. do pradakshina to Tulasi maiyya and say sorry to her and seek her blessing.

Then sleep on the floor and each day take cow dung made diya with butter and do deep daan to Govinda at the temple ( ask in temple where to buy 30 diya made of cow dung and get fresh butter). Ask more rules about Karthik if possible do them if not do atleast these which i am telling..

Each day you are going to donate one tulasi plant to one pure devotee and take their blessings.

Daily listen and read Damodar leela and sing Damodar ashtakam and byheart it.

eat one time meal.

Do 16 mala japa.

DO EKADASHI VRAT in this month It comes two time do that vrat Perfectly Do nirjala vrat.. DAMODAR MONTH IS VERY AUSPICIOUS AND IN THAT MONTH EKADASHI IS MOST AUSPICIOUS AND YOU KNOW EKADASHI VRAT CAN BURN SINS LIKE KILLING COW OR EVEN SLEEPING WITH GURU PATNI ( I MEAN TO SAY SUCH HENIOUS CRIMES OR SINS ARE ALSO ELIMINATED) PLUS ANY ACTIVITY MENTIONED DONE IN KARTHIK WILL BEGET YOU X100 times more benefits. MAKE USE OF THIS MONTH PERFECTLY. ASK ANY ISKCON DEVOTEE Even more ways to Please Krishna on this month. SALE OF DAMODAR MONTH IS ON.

My blessings for you... I wish you all the best in get rid of all kinds of sinful activities. Now smile.

Btw Let me tell you something important

There are four types of Karma:-

The Karma that is useful for others or benefits others is called the THE BEST KARMA. That pleases Krishna a lot.

The Karma that is done for the Benefit of one's own family or relatives kith and kin is MEDIUM BEST KARMA as it still involves someone other then you.

The Karma that is done for the pleasure of one's own self is called selfish pleasure seeking karma like Masturbation.. which is not useful for anyone.. no one benefits from it. except it gives you self satisfaction temporarily some pleasure.

There is one more Karma that is hated by Krishna, that is.. when you hurt other animals, or other human beings for your own pleasure. ( like killing animals, or hurting people with words or deeds) this type of pleasure is called Paichaasika karma.

So, whatever you did that karma neither hurts anyone nor anyone gets benefited from that karma ( masturbation) it is simple tempoarary pleasuring self.. such selfish pleasure is not worth. learn to give pleasure to Krishna rather then enjoying singly alone.

How can you please Krishna?

You can use all your senses to please Krishna.

Use your eyes for reading about Krishna

Use ur nose for smelling Krishna's Tulasi patta on His feet when taking blessings.

Use your ears to listen to Krishna's glories and kirtan

Use your hands to serve Krishna do some activity like doing temple seva.. ( ask them to give u even menial job like cleaning sweeping floors) use ur excess energy for Krishna's pleasure instead of using the excess pent up energy for self pleasuring yourself.

Use you legs to walk to Krishna's temple.

Tongue- use it for tasing prasadam only .. OFFER EVERYTHING TO KRISHNA BEFORE YOU EAT.

Use your Skin for touching and cleaning deities and applying chandan to the deities or making use of you body to help poor people. If you are sitting idle your mind is doing yojana for making pleasure so keep urself so busy busy that the time you hit the bed you are fully tired and sleep like a log. So for that find some activity. Do goseva. clean the cows or make ready the fodder for cows.

All these senses which you are using for selfish pleasure should be directed to HIM.

Eyes- watching porn will only watch Krishna from now.

Ears- hearing to bad stuff.. are going to hear on Krishna's katha

nose( vasana) that is main culprit.. so that should be directly nicely to smell sandal wood paste or Tulasi patta. nothing else.

Tongue.. kissing licking sucking.. bad things. .. should be directed towards only tasting Prasadam or talking glorifying about Krishna.

Hands and legs are to be used to do seva of Krishna instead of using for you masturbation. ( KEEP UR HANDS CLEAN)

You need to do all these changes.

ABCD means- association, Books, Chanting and Diet ( no egg, no Non veg, no coffee tea, no onion garlic .. no intoxicants).

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lFX6PV9noEY
- Gayatri > Gayatri October 9, 2025 at 11:51am
  
  Start and do even if it 28 days as you lost 2 days. the sins vanish like wild fire.
  
  Trust in the process and start doing. Be happy.
  - Vivek > Gayatri October 9, 2025 at 12:13pm
    
    I am extremely sorry for saying this ji ...it is practically very difficult to follow this.. due to my health and family problems but I can do tulsi maiya seva , getting up early and going temple , chanting ... But ji, I am really getting fear that Krishna will not forgive me , i committed huge apradh..😭will I ever receive his bhakti ?
    - Gayatri > Vivek October 9, 2025 at 12:23pm
      
      even doing one day of Karthik month EVEN one seva also X1000 times results and all sins will vanish.
      
      ARE YOU DOUBTING ON THIS?
      
      THEN NO USE TELL U ANY ADVICE. KEEP CRYING
      - Vivek > Gayatri October 9, 2025 at 12:25pm
        
        Sorry ji, I am not all doubting ji, sorry for the offence ji
        
        I will follow the advice ji ...🙏🙏🙏forgive my offences ji mataji
      - Gayatri > Gayatri October 9, 2025 at 12:24pm
        
        CANT you learn the DAMODAR ASHTAKAM? how much time it takes daily practice.
        
        Gayatri > Gayatri October 9, 2025 at 12:28pm
        
        I wasted my blessings.
        
        Vivek > Gayatri October 9, 2025 at 12:27pm
        
        I will learn ji 🙏 🙏 🙏 🙏
        
        I will try to serve devotees ji as much as possible , i will follow ur advice 🙏... Please forgive my offences ji 🙏🙏🙏
        
        Gayatri > Vivek October 9, 2025 at 12:31pm
        
        LEARN FIRST LINE NOW AND SHOW ME.
        
        QUICKLY
        
        Vivek > Gayatri October 9, 2025 at 12:35pm
        
        Namamisvaram saccidananda rupam
        
        Lasat kundalam gokule brajamanam

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