Prabhu ji,... Mata jis
Please anyone please help me 😭..
I committed very big vaishnav apradh against all devotees
I took oath of all devotees , brajwasi ji , srila Prabhupada ji, that I will never do masturbation... If I do please never forgive me at any cost and give me problems ... I am 18 yrs old ... I accept I gave so many times oath and broke them many times ... But what I could do ..? I was not old enough to control ... But this time I gave so much strongly promise .... But I broke it again 😭😭😭😭😭😭.. I committed very very big offences ... I am really destroyed totally materially, spiritually, mentally. .... I asked sorry to every devotees but unable to come out of this apradh .. please say what I shall do ... I am getting really fear .. my hands and legs are shaking ... I getting dreams my ancestors are suffering in hell ... This masturbation totally destroyed me into pieces ... Before I could start bhakti every finsihed for eternity 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭💔
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Harekrishna mataji 🙏
I offered water to tulsi maiya ji 🙏
I offered diya to tulsi maiya ji 🙏
Yesterday i did 4 rounds mataji 🙏
And I listened harekrishna mahamantra kirtan ji 🙏
Today also i will chant ji and listen to kirtan mataji 🙏
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Thank you so much mataji 🙏 🙏 🙏 🙏 🙏 really it means alot 🙏
Thank you so much mataji 🙏 🙏 🙏 🙏 🙏
After reaching the new kingdom named Chandravathi , chandrahas took rest under a tree ...{ The king and the queen of the kingdom in which chandrahas has come now , had no children.. they performed penances for child .. the brahamanas insisted the king to go near the river . There you will find a boy, adopt him}
The king of Chandravathi came near the river and saw Chandrahas ji sitting under a tree , he went to him and asked " dear boy ! Who are you ? Where are your parents?
Chandrahas said" my name is Chandrahas, Krishna is my father , he is my mother , he is my everything ..
The king by hearing this wanted to adopt him.. he asked " dear boy , we don't have any children , can we adopt you ?
Chandrahas ji said " Srikrishna is my father and mother ..but as your saying that you don't have any children.. I can become your son .. but one condition.."no one should stop me or disturb me while I am serving Krishna "
The king agreed to his condition and adopted him ... Soon the news spread throughout the kingdom ... The king and the queen were very happy ...
One day dristbudhi came to Chandravathi kingdom , because the king forgotten to pay taxes to them ... He went to the Chandravathi kingdoms king and asked for the tax, which was not paid .
The king apologized for that and paid double the tax and introduced his son Chandrahas to minister dristbudhi , as their son
The minister dristbudhi looked at Chandrahas and thinking is he the same child i killed ? How is he alive ?
Dristbudhi asked Chandrahas to show his feet .. when Chandrahas showed his feet ... The minister asked him " did you had six fingers on your toe ?
Chandrahas replied yes .. then the minister dristbudhi understood that on that day his soldiers lied to him .. that they killed chandrahas...
Dristbudhi still wanted to kill chandrahas.. he made a plan .. he wrote a letter addressing his son Madan " DEAR SON, THE PERSON WHO BROUGHT THIS LETTER TO YOU , IS YOUR ENEMY .. WITHOUT ANT LATE GIVE HIM VISH ( POISON) "
dristbudhi gave this letter to Chandrahas and said give this letter to my son Madan,in kuntalpur..
Chandrahas took the letter and started to go towards kuntalpur, where Madan lived, after reaching , he took rest under a tree and slept under it as it had become dark... In the early morning Vishaya , the daughter of dristbudhi came near to the place where Chandrahas ji was taking rest .. she was going to perform devi Pooja .. but suddenly her vision fell on Chandrahas .. she went near to him .. she was attracted to his looks , she saw that he had letter with him.
Vishaya tried to open the letter , because on that letter it was written " TO DEAR MADAN".. vishaya thought her father had sent letter to her brother..she opened it and started reading it...
While reading the first line ,Suddenly Vishaya remembered that her father had promised her that he would bring her the best husband...
In the second line it was written "dear son , give vish ( poison) to the person who brought this letter".. but vishaya thought " my father may be mistakenly written vish instead of vishaya "
So she changed the letter by making vish as vishaya .. and kept the letter near to chandrahas and went away.
In the morning, Chandrahas woke up, and went to madan s house and gave him the letter...
Madan read it and became happy because it was written " dear son, give vishaya to the person who brought this letter to you"
Madan thought, my father has chosen him as husband for vishaya so he sent me letter by saying give vishaya to Chandrahas...
Madan without any late , wanted to perform marriage of his sister vishaya with Chandrahas
By then galav rishi was passing by his house .. Madan request him to perform their marriage... Galav rishi agreed and the marriage was done .
After some days dristbudhi came to his house ... He was shocked to see her daughter married to chandrahas.. he could not understand how it had happened ,, his anger grew stronger...
He again made a plan to kill Chandrahas ji.. He said to him " Chandrahas! Now you got married to my daughter.. it is our family tradition to perform devi Pooja by the new son in law.. so you go to the temple tomorrow morning and perform Pooja... Chandrahas ji agreed..The minister dristbudhi arranged his soldiers near the temple and said " soldiers ! Kill the person who will come to perform devi Pooja tomorrow early morning"
The soldiers were arranged near the temple .. the next day one person came to the temple and performed Pooja early morning.. the soldiers thought minister dristbudhi said about this person only, let us kill him....
And the soldiers killed that person , without even seeing who he was ..
But the person who got killed was kuntalpur kingdoms king . He had come to the temple to perform Pooja for his kingdom.... On that day Chandrahas ji was little late to reach the temple , before him the king reached there and got killed by the soldiers...
Soon the news spread throughout the kingdom. The soldiers who killed the king were captured and asked why did they do it .. the soldiers replied" minister dristbudhi said to kill the person who will come to the temple ... We don't know anything.. we didn't know it was our king""
After that minister dristbudhi also got captured and kept in jail... All the other ministers of the kingdom started thinking who will become the next king ... Finally they were left with no option other than Chandrahas, because there was no ther person who was as talented as him..
Then Chandrahas ji was made as the king .....
This whole story of Chandrahas ji was being narrated to Arjun and Krishna by Narada Muni ji..
Please forgive me Mataji if I made any mistakes while narrating the story 🙏🙏 harekrishna 🙏.
I read the whole story else where as the Indresh prabhu ji's story telling is nice but lots of songs in between. so I read this story somewhere.
But please do share the next part also.
I am so happy you are doing the best devotion.
May Krishna be pleased with your hard work and surrender.
Chandrahasa is indeed the best devotee of Lord and His devotion not many know about.
I really liked that fact that Lord Narada Himself became His initiating guru.
I know those who don't have anything in life completely depending on only Krishna is met always by Sri Narada muni HImself for instructing them.
I admire always Narad muni for some reason.. Narayana Narayana
Hare Krishna.
I am so so so happy seeing your progress. Please keep doing like this.
Once upon a time there lived a king of Keral desh , the king and the queen had a son named Chandrahas.. One day their kingdom got attacked my enemy nation .. that killed chandrahas jis mother and father... Soon the caretaker of chandrahas ji took him with her and ran away from the kingdom to save him ... They both reached a place and started living there.. the caretaker of chandrahas ji used to work in the kingdom .. the little boy Chandrahas had lost his kingdom, father mother everyone and now have to live as ordinary child.. one day the caretaker s health got deteriorated.. chandrahas ji cried and said to her "i don't have any one except you, if you leave me who will take care of me i don't have any one "
The caretaker replied"chandrahas, from now onwards your father mother is Srikrishna , if anyone asks where are your parents , say to them that srikrishna is my father and mother... Soon the care taker had died.
Chandrahas cried as he lost his only person , now he has become lonely.. the villagers started behaving badly with him , they even said to their kids not to play with him..
The little boy Chandrahas had to live under a tree , he didn't had food to eat, clothes to wear.. Whole day he chanted "Mere Praan srikrishn, mere jivan Srikrishn, mere sarvasv Srikrishn"
The sages would give him some food to eat...
One day Narada Muni ji saw Chandrahas and went to him. Chandrahas saw him and asked "oh ! Respected sage , who are you?
Narada Muni ji said i am devotee of lord krishna
.as soon as Chandrahas ji heard it , he asked "what? Srikrishn ? My srikrishn?
Narada Muni ji said yes.. Chandrahas said please tell how can I meet srikrishna, he is my everything... Narada Muni said"very soon you will meet Krishna but before that many things have to done by you "
Narada Muni initiated chandrahas ji and made him as his disciple.. And days Chandrahas, you have to serve KRISHNA...
Chandrahas said"how can I serve Krishna, i don't even have him ?
{Chandrahas used to play with some stones everyday}
Narada Muni ji took one of the stones from which Chandrahas ji used to play and said "here is your Srikrishna,
Chandrahas said"what is he srikrishna ? I didn't know it and used to play with him
Narada Muni ji said "no problem , from now serve him, whatever you eat and drink offer shaligram ji and eat ...
The little boy Chandrahas said "i have one idea , i will keep him in my mouth .. So that whatever i will eat and drink it will get offered to Krishna "
Narada Muni was pleased by his devotion .. And shared the process of how to serve shaligram ji with chandrahas..
Days passed away.. Chandrahas ji continued his service .. His devotion grew stronger day by day
Once day Galav rishi reached the kingdom and met with the kingdom s minister called dristbudhi
The minister dristbudhi asked galav rishi to say her daughter Vishaya s future ... Galav rishi looked at her and said your daughter will get married to a very talented king ,
Dristbudhi became happy and requested him to say who was that king ? Where he is ?
{ Chandrahas ji was playing with his friends outside}
Galav rishi saw Chandrahas and said to dristbudhi "he is the one , who will become the king and Marry your daughter"
The minister dristbudhi was surprised..and said " what ? This orphan kid , will marry my Daughter? Will he became the king ?
Galav rishi said yes , it will definitely happen
The minister dristbudhi became angry as he didn't wanted his daughter Vishaya to get married to chandrahas.
He ordered his soldiers to take chandrahas to far away in the forest and kill him.. And he ordered them to bring a part of his body with them ..to get confirmation of his death
The soldiers reached to little boy Chandrahas... But no one wanted to kill that innocent boy ... But due to fear of their minister , they had no option left... They dressed as saints and reached to chandrahas...
Chandrahas as soon as he saw them he offered his obeisances and washed their feet .. the soldiers were very pleased and got attracted to his devotion... But due to fear of their minister. They executed his order .. and took chandrahas with them to far away in forest ... Chandrahas trusted them as they were dressed as saints ..
But after reaching the forest they came back to their original forms... And said we are going to kill you ... { The soldiers inside , didn't want to kill that innocent boy}
Chandrahas ji said " but why ? What did I do ? What is my apradh?
The soldiers didn't say anything...they said they were executing misters order ...
Chandrahas ji said you can kill me but for the last time let me serve my Krishna for the last time
The soldiers agreed..
Chandrahas offer fruits to shaligram ji and cried out in devotion " oh Krishna! I lost everything , i have to die without seeing you... Now i will offer my life at your lotus feet..
Chandrahas requested the soldiers that they can take his life now... The soldiers hands were trembling they didn't want to kill him .. they were understanding what to do
Soon one soldier saw that chandrahas ji has 6 fingers ... They thought we can take that finger and show to minister that we had killed chandrahas
Soldiers said to chandrahas.. " we will not kill you .. we will lie to minister that we killed you but we have to cut down your sixth finger and take it with us ...
The Soldiers cut down his sixth finger and took it with them . They said to chandrahas not to come back to this kingdom again go to any far place.
Chandrahas ji reached a new kingdom called Chandravali , he sat down under a tree.
( Mataji till here i watched ji, next part i will share soon ji 🙏)
Yes mataji, now only i will share mataji 🙏
Chandrahas bhaktudi katha cheptava?
Thank you so much mataji 🙏 🙏 🙏 🙏 🙏
Very good.
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