🆘 hare Krishna everyoneÂ
Please it's very urgent... Please say me the solutionÂ
I am 18 years old , , I was addicted to masturbation from 13/14 years of age .one dayI was really in so much problem due to masturbation, one day in front of Radha Rani ji and Krishna ji , I took kasam / oath t of all devotees and gurudev ji that i will never do masturbation , if i do please never forgive me ,and give me problems.but after some days i broke my oath, 😠Krishna ji gave me punishment of very big health problem please say now what I shall do , i begged every devotee ji from heart to please forgive me ... Will krishna take it as vaishnav APRADH? Will I have to be separated from him till eternity? Can't I ever get krishn bhakti ? Please say I am very very depressed... I really want to commit sucide ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜. Because similar thing happened with Chapala Gopala ji 💔. But CHAPALA GOPALA JI surrender to SRIVASA THAKUR JI but on to whom i should surrender ? I committed apradh against all vaishnav ji , my gurudev ji , all braj wasi ji every one ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ by breaking their oath/kasam will krishna ever forgive me ? I don't want to leave him ðŸ˜
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Hare Krishna prabhujiÂ
I understand that this problem is very common, but due to being connect to lust, it is very difficult to overcome.
A practical way of solving this would be reading scriptures and watching videos from channels of iskcon on kathaa, lila, glories of the lord, etc. especially at the time when you usually engage in masturbation. It really does helps, because we take oaths to try to I prove ourselves, but once senses drive us to do that we cannot control them. But hearing and reading about lord is the only way.
I hope you get cure from your health problemsÂ
Hare KrishnaÂ
Hare Krsna dear Vivek Prabhu
Firstly let me make it clear to you that you are not the only one struggling with this problem of masturbation in these times where naked girls are available only a click away.Â
Secondly you wanted to rid yourself of this problem. That is why you thought taking a strong oath will work. That much is appreciable.
Thirdly Krishna does not take such things as Vaisnava aparadh. The reason for your health problem is not this but something else. I hope you find cure for that very soon.
Wishing you all the best!
Hari bol
Prabhu ji , hare KrishnaÂ
Prabhuji will krishna really not take it as vaishnav apradh ? Because I took oath of all his devotees ji , brajwasi ji,radha rani ji , and srila Prabhupada ji
.. I took oath many times and broke it but I really want to change now ... Will krishna not trust on me now .???
Prabhuji I strongly believe I got these health problems due to I broke his oath .... I didn't know prabhuji what I shall do ...I begged radha rani ji , Prabhupada ji , every devotees from my heart but I feel they don't trust on me anymore ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜... I accept I broke oath many times but what I can do ... I dug hole for my self destruction only ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜