All Glories to Srila Prabhupada.
Please accept my humble obeisances.
I live in Ireland and I have some European colleagues in the house.
There was a delivery and I was there near the door when the delivery guy came. And I just took it and saw the colleague just behind me. I gave it to him.
I always clean all utensils with soap before cooking although it is already clean and as such do not use house common utensils. Also oven, I use when it is cooled down a bit, when previous food smell is gone.
I later discovered they eat beef also.
I HAVE MADE SURE BY EVEN WEB SEARCHING THE INGREDIENTS CODES, THAT I DID NOT EAT ANY MEAT.
But I am very afraid and depressed regarding the oven thing and handing over the food.
I recently heard that even being a means is sinful. I wasn't aware of it.
I have avoided all oven making foods, using house common utensils and frozen foods. I moved here as I wanted a cheaper rent and heard people are good but did not knew they beef also.
I am looking for new house as well. PLEASE GUIDE ME HOW TO ATONE/ASK FOR FORGIVENESS TO RADHA KRISHNA.
Please assist me. I am really worried and depressed that the Lord will be angry with me because of this.