i am sorry i am posting this discussion again but i have to. i came to krishna consciousness in august 2013 but in may 2015 i came to live in a house with my family. the house was deserted and was home to 3 demonic spirits . these spirits attacked me and slowly posessed me and my mind. and they now force me to commit vaishnava ninda. the pressure on me is so much that i cannot handle and i commit vaishnava ninda. i have commited now many vaishnava apradhas and i am suffering a lot. please help me how should i deal with this problem. i will ask forgiveness from the devotees i offended as sonn as i get rid of the spirit.i have lost all bhakti and i am most sinful man on earth please anyone please help me.
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Kindly be patient . it takes time to heal if you are taking proper medication.
kindly visit a genuine tantrik or muslim baba with your parents if you think you are possessed .
You need to visit a good neurologist, or psychologist in Vellore .
read the replies of your earlier post. No one can save you but yourself.
why are you so much bothered by aparadha ? you are not doing aparadha . you are self destructing yourself with mental speculation.
You have to do prayaschitta for the Vaishnava Aparad you commit.
Search online for Harinama Cintamai pdf download. Haridas Thakur, explains in detail how to.
prabhu ji i have to do prayaschitta by asking forgiveness?
Narayana Kavaca is the best shield of all shields.
http://www.vedabase.com/en/sb/6/8