Wonderful that you are a devotee of Krsna since childhood. Please contact your local ISKCON temple and start associating with devotees there. Slowly increase your frequency and duration of visits. Then you may stay in the temple for maybe a day a week, increase that to one week in a month and so on. Try and get someone from temple management of a senior brahmacari or sanyasi to mentor you. SOmeone who can see you personally and understand your capabilitiies and then only commit to stayhing in temple full time.
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Hare KRsna PRabhuji,
PAMHO.
Wonderful that you are a devotee of Krsna since childhood. Please contact your local ISKCON temple and start associating with devotees there. Slowly increase your frequency and duration of visits. Then you may stay in the temple for maybe a day a week, increase that to one week in a month and so on. Try and get someone from temple management of a senior brahmacari or sanyasi to mentor you. SOmeone who can see you personally and understand your capabilitiies and then only commit to stayhing in temple full time.
Continue your devotion at all times.
Thank you.
Haribol,
Your servant,
Radha Rasamayi DD
Hare Krishna Prabhu ji
this might help
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RyQNLV4yL-0
Hare Krishna