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Dear Sri Vaishnavas,

Prabhu Sri Vaishnavas, please bless me. Prabhu Sri Vaishnavas, I offer my respectful obeisances unto you(while typing good chance I said bad word, please forgive me). 

Prabhu Sri Vaishnavas, please guide me with the following questions with the help of Srila Prabhupada's scripture or Vani because Srila Prabhupada is authority because Srila Prabhupada is 1st class Devotee of Krishna:

1) How to make blasphemy impossible to commit? What formula makes  blasphemy impossible to commit? Is there a formula like math class that will help me avoid blasphemy? How to make blasphemy non-existant(wipe it out of existence) ?

Prabhu, during class the mind or the Soul I think sometimes thinks of writing blasphemy on table. Prabhu, blasphemy is disturbing me  because blasphemy makes everything hopeless. Therefore, if I learn how blasphemy will never be committed or how to wipe blasphemy out of existence, I think that will help me divert the mind from blasphemy during class. Prabhu, this is an emergency because if I don't get a solution maybe blasphemy will be written on the table because I am thinking of writting blasphemy on table.

Prabhu, I think I am disturbed with blasphemy because there is always a chance to commit( there's always a  possibility to commit blasphemy).

2) How to make bad words non-existant? How to transform bad words into transcedental words, making bad words no longer bad words?

3) How  to give up Lusty desire to Female? 

Prabhu, I think I have lusty desire to Female because I am interested in smelling. Prabhu, how to deal with smell?

4) Should I give up reading Scriptures, but instead  listen from Sri Vaishnavas?

Prabhu, I asked if I should give up reading   because when I read Scripture I found that Vaishnava Aparadha is never forgiven(which is something negative for me). Because I heard of something hopeless, this may make me think about Vaishnava Aparadha again and again, and disturb me, diverting my mind and increasing anxiety because what if I commit the offence randomly (Prabhu, I don't think I trust myself).