Hare Krishna
please accept my humble obeisance
All glories to srila prabhupada
It was more than a year i realized and started worshiping the almighty nama, vocal chanting on beads in random way, writing a lot on papers everyday as far as i can without fail hardly for last 6 months. which yielded me positive change on mental and internal family problems. However due to some personal bad incidents in the past suddenly i loose my job, wealth, life and suffered a lot a year before and its slowly curing improving on my constant meditating on God's nama. Still i could n't catch the height which i had before. should i need any change on meditation techniques or counts? pls advice.
Regards
Lenin
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Hare KRsna,
PAMHO.
What you need to do is - sustained chanting on beads, with a minimum number of committed rounds. That will help you immensely. While chanting, we should be attentive, in prayerful mood, helpless condition to get best results.
You could start reading a little - it will make the faith firm. You could read Bhagavad Gita As It Is. You could also read - Chant and Be Happy, Perfect Questions and Perfect Answers before that.
Haribol,
Your servant,
Radha Rasamayi DD
Hare krsna
No, you dont have to change anything or try a different meditation technique. You just have to bring yourself back to chanting again and start to enjoy the bliss. The feeling of ecstasy will start to manifest again but it might take a while.
Just like a champion would need to retrain again to reach the peak if he/she has had a long break.
Hope that answers your query.
All glories to Srila Prabhupada
Hare krsna