Hare Krsna to all devotees,
Please accept my humble obeisance,
All Glories to Srila Prabhupad,
I am getting married in few weeks. I am very tensed and nervous. I am just a beginner in KC and my would be husband is not a devotee.He is based in Singapore and I will be shifting with him after marriage. the place Singapore is more materialistic than India, there is more Maya there, how do I am preserve my chastity among men,truthfulness and purity there is a thing that is worrying me.I wish to stay true to him throughout my life.
Even, I am worried about my Sadhana there, will he permit or not?
My constant fear, he should love only me and not go behind other other women or associate after marriage.
Also, I have read in scriptures that common man can have two wives, though legally not permitted, I feel that taking scriptures as source, he might do such act. This is what I am fearing because I want his total love and the same I should do to him. I feel that any slight fight he will leave me and go behind other women.
Such thoughts are coming to my mind.
My only wish is to progress further in K.C, make my husband a devotee and also my future child.
Please help me come out of this fear and do my duties religiously as per scriptures.