Dear Prabhuji and Mataji,
I am 38 Yrs old Married guy with 1 child . It is my personal treit from my childhood that i am short tempered guy . Even though i do very good work for any person or my familiy member but due to this behaviour they often misunderstood me badly. For this reason relationship with people around me getting pale day by day. When my age was 18 yrs my mother arrange to take initiation of a SPIRITUEL GURU to practice meditiation to control myself but i couldnt successful. I found that people around me who are indeed bad but due to their polite behaviour people accept them nicely .
Now i have been started BHAKTI YOGA through ISKCON for 2 years along with my Wife. I have been trying to take control over me but still failed . My wife is very sensitive about Bhakti Yoga when she found any mistake during my Aroti / Puja at home she always shout over me badly . Sometimes it is happening while she do this myself also behaving badly with Her. I know that My wife is not wrong as She Loved Krishna from her childhood hence she is very sensitive in this issue. Now i do wanna make myself correct and want to bring control over my mind even in worse circumstances .
Please help how i can control my mind always even in worse condition? I indeed required a permanant solution.