Hare Krishna everyone 🙏🏻
I recently moved to Hyderabad from Punjab and joined a bhakti centre here in Hyderabad. I have been going there regularly since 3+ months to attend lectures and kirtans every Sunday.
I am a socially awkward person and very introvert. I've been struggling very hard to find a shiksha guru. I will get married soon, I've joined Deloitte as Tax Consultant and I want to progress in Bhakti. I've been doing bhakti alone since 8-10 months but I've been struggling a lot with my mind. Currently doing 8 rounds. I really need a shiksha guru who can guide and INSTRUCT me to move forward in my spiritual life given my complicated life situation.
I have tried making friends in the bhakti centre but they all are of my age and I haven't been able to create a deep bond with them. I don't think anyone there understands me or maybe I'm not able to open upto anyone.
If anyone has any references or suggestions please help.
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Hare Krishna,
Harshita Mata ji I guess the you must take advice of Radharasmai DD mata ji. I see you have her in your contacts. Send her a message. She will guide you.
Plus in my opinion you should have an aspiring guru already in you mind. So just find the shishyas ( followers) of that guru and make friends with them and ask them to guide you.
Hare Krishna.