Forum

Naam apradh or vaishnav apradh.

Posted by Rajatkumar on August 30, 2024 at 6:34pm in Bhakti, Karma, and Guru

Hare Krishna ,

PAMHO,   AGTSP.

 

Today out of nowhere morning i doubted that naam jap is better or mantra and in that i scrolled YouTube and chrome all way. And then i saw videos where some say maha mantra is right but gudiya vaishnava turned it and put krishna first and that kind of videos and that created a kind of doubt in my mind. I cannot understand What to do. Then after hours of debate seen on YouTube i took radha naam for 24 hour jap and don't know why but whenever i spoke that uncertain incidents happening around me. And then out of fear i stop doing naam jap and stick to astakshar mantra which i used to chant "it's without initiation ". And don't know what happened to me. I felt immense fear out of nowhere. And intense fear of unknown and after that i lost my bhakti.  I can't concentrate on sri krishna anymore. Is it naam apradh or vaishnav apradh because that mantra debate created doubt and  also i feel some kind of hate towards HG amogh lila prabhu and Dr. Vrindavan Chandra das regarding that mantra claim. Now I don't know what to do and how to atone this. Please guide me and help me i don't wanna lose krishna bhakti. please help

You need to be a member of ISKCON Desire Tree | IDT to add comments!

Join ISKCON Desire Tree | IDT

Email me when people reply –
Follow

Replies

  • Riki Maru November 4, 2024 at 6:34am

    Your reflection on the complexities of spiritual practice is quite insightful. It's natural to encounter doubts and fears on this path, especially when confronted with differing opinions. For those seeking clarity and assistance in their spiritual journey, I highly recommend exploring the resources available at research papers for sale. They offer valuable guidance and support, which can help you regain focus and understanding in your practice. Engaging with their content has been beneficial for me, providing the tools to navigate uncertainties and strengthen my devotion. It's essential to find a supportive community and resources to help you through these challenges.

     
    Research Papers for Sale | Best Pricing Policy for Students 🔥
    Every student should have access to qualitative help with assignments. We offer upscale research papers for sale online that you can totally afford!
This reply was deleted.