I am having homesickness at the moment . But unfortunatly i am not missing my family but infact Jaganath. We visited Puri dham during Ratha yatra and it was a amazing feeling. Now that we are back i am ready to go back. I have jaganath in my mind every waking moment. Depression because i am not near the dham . I have read and re read about everything Jaganath online . I am trying to chant to read . even in sleep i dream about Jaganath , subhadra and balabhadraji.
Its like i am having a discussions with them. What is happening and this is going on for 3 weeks. what should i do .