Hare Krishna Pr Ji/ Mata Ji,
Truly speaking I do not have any question technically, I am just feeling to share something with my true family which is ISCKON because it is truly in devotional service of Supreme and all the member situated in transcendental love with God. So here I am sharing my little experience I have mother but she do not loves me, some people says that God has send mother because he cannot come to earth! how foolish they are unfortunately. I have sister who played better than enemy role in my life so far and I believe they will continue this role till my death, some unfortunate people says sisters are best friend, now I just feel pity on their condition how grossly negligent they are. I am 28 yrs old and I have realized at this stage of my life that in this world each and every relation is there only to hurt other. I am so tired now in this material world that I started praying to God that Oh my God please take me out of this world if you cannot take me to your Kingdom send me to other hell, I am ready to even eat insect but I do not want be here any more.
I do not know why when I listen about God why I start crying ? whenever I listen his name tears will automatically starts falling from my eyes, why it is so?
I wish If I could send him directly this message but I am doing this through his merciful devotees.