i attented for two days with my bhagavatha book on the occassion of the bhagavatha sapthaham held at our family temple on 12and 13 of this month, although i am practicing the principles of prabhupada, for some years my shiness held me against contact with iskcon members,but the next day when i attended the concluding function of bhagavatha satram at thuravoor,cherthala, i got luck to  see some devoted servants of our lord who were engaged in book selling at iskcons stall there. i got a japamala and advice from sri sanandakumar,an iskcon swamiji.i think this as a miracle.on the same day i got the first prize on the bhagavatha quiz at our temple.hare krishna,though i have so many doubts in krishna conciousnes, i feel i will soon become perfect in my service.aum tat sat