Hare Krishna,
PAMHO,
AGTSP!
I feel jealous of other devotees who have firm faith in Krishna, where as me after being in ISKCON from so many years unable to relish the devotional service. I chant 16 rounds and regularly associate with devotees. What are the chances of me becoming good devotee. If you view all my post you will come to know how fallen iam. Anyway all the devotees please pray for me I hope Krishna will listen to your prayers.
Your servant
Aakash
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Hare Krsna Prabhuji,
PAMHO.
You should examinethe reason wy you do not have firm faith. If you are chanting 16, then examine whether you are following 4. If yes to both, then what is the time of your chanting - morning chanting is the best. What is the quality of your chanting? To improve quality, it would be a good idea to do Shikshashtakam and 10 offences before you sit down to chant.
I had heard in one lecture that if there are problems between 2 devotees or one is jealous of the other, then the solution is to dance with that person during arati and kirtan. Your heart will get cleansed and you will feel the ecstacy, the jealousy will evaporate and you will be able to make spiritual progress.
Your desire to please the lord and advance spiritually is pleasing to the lord. Please chant attentively and pray fervently. The mercy will come to you in leaps and bounds.
Haribol,
Your servant,
Rashmi
Hare Krishna prabhuji,
Please try to read more and more pastimes of Radha Krishna and Lord Gauranga . Also try to engage your mind in mansi sewa. It is very powerful.
Also read the book trinad api sunichena by HH gaur govinda Swami and Obstacles of bhakti by Sri Vinod Bihari Das Babaji Maharaj (http://kunjeshwari.com/sweettexts/English/obstacles.pdf)
This is a great book prabhu. Thanks for the link. I am half way through it.
Highly recommend reading this Aakash Menon prabhu..
Hariiii booool.
There isnt such thing like good devotees and bad devotees, there is devotees and those in process to become.
To become devotee of Lord you need soft heart and association of those who are very much attracted with Krishna katha and singing holy names.
NBS 60 —Furthermore, bhakti is the embodiment of peace and supreme ecstasy.