i need help from people on this community as i have committed many vaishnava apradhas against many devotees my heart is tottaly filled with ignorance and i need your help to make it pure i chantt more than 10 rounds of nityananada naam daily. read chaitanya bhagwat daily. my problem is really serious i need help people i need help i think i am probably under demonic possesion i need help from you prabhu jis . i have nearly all symptoms of demonic possesion and their is more than one demon that has possessed me the symptoms that i witness are 1- convulsions while on remembering lord nityananda 2- unlimited strength 3- possession 4- suicidal thoughts the demon makes me to commit vaishnava apradha what should i do i fear i am going to end my life. as my heart is filled with apradhas i cannot recieve love for god should i go to a saint and ask for love of god?
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Hare Krishna!
It is important to understand that committing Vaishnava aparadha is a serious offense, but it is not unforgivable. Lord Sri Krishna is merciful and can forgive all sins if we sincerely repent and ask for forgiveness. Here are some spiritual remedies that can help you overcome your situation:
Chant the Hare Krishna Mahamantra: The Hare Krishna Mahamantra is the most powerful mantra in Kali Yuga. By chanting this mantra with devotion, you can purify your heart and mind. Lord Sri Krishna says in the Bhagavad Gita (18.66), "Abandon all varieties of religion and just surrender unto Me. I shall deliver you from all sinful reactions. Do not fear."
Seek Forgiveness: You should seek forgiveness from the devotees you have offended. Vaishnava aparadha is an offense against the devotees of Lord Sri Krishna, and it is important to seek their forgiveness. You can approach them humbly and ask for their forgiveness. Lord Sri Krishna says in the Bhagavad Gita (9.30), "Even if one commits the most abominable action, if he is engaged in devotional service he is to be considered saintly because he is properly situated in his determination."
Associate with Devotees: You should associate with devotees who are sincere in their devotion to Lord Sri Krishna. By associating with them, you can learn from their example and develop a deeper understanding of devotional service. Lord Sri Krishna says in the Bhagavad Gita (10.9), "The thoughts of My pure devotees dwell in Me, their lives are fully devoted to My service, and they derive great satisfaction and bliss from always enlightening one another and conversing about Me."
There is a story in the Srimad Bhagavatam about the hunter Mrgari who was forgiven by Lord Sri Krishna for his sins. The hunter had killed many animals and had even tried to kill Lord Sri Krishna, but when he realized his mistake and surrendered to the Lord, he was forgiven. This story teaches us that no matter how great our sins are, if we sincerely repent and surrender to Lord Sri Krishna, He will forgive us.
Just as a dirty mirror cannot reflect the image of a person clearly, a heart filled with Vaishnava aparadha cannot reflect the love of God. But if we clean the mirror, it can reflect the image clearly. Similarly, if we purify our hearts by chanting the Hare Krishna Mahamantra, seeking forgiveness, and associating with devotees, we can reflect the love of God.
Remember, Lord Sri Krishna is merciful and is always ready to forgive us if we sincerely repent and surrender to Him.
Hare Krishna Prabhu
Read Narasimha kavacham and pray to lord Narasimhadev to help you in your spiritual growth , he removes all the bad thoughts and hindrances in your way while serving the lord
Abhay prabhu,
Many Vaishnavas are now praying for your well-being.
While you are sad now, Lord Krishna is seeing your sorrow, and hearing the prayers and concerns from your friends here on IDT. Please meditate on the Love that we are sending you via Sri Krsna Himself.
Your aparadh is forgiven. Please wake in the morning with a renewed passion for your devotional life.
You are part and parcel of the Lord,.. never to be lost. Already you are on the Path to the best Eternity!
You are Loved, by Krishna, and us.
As for the thoughts of your heart... This is Kali-yuga. Most all of us have had to face our personal shortcomings.
Do not dwell on the darkness. (I have personal experience in this!) Rather, if you are sad in the mornings, then take a deep breath and remember that you are worth a million million diamonds!
Save yourself for the service of the Lord, and you will soon be qualified to save others by your example.
Please use this One Human Life, that you are living now, to grow and move beyond this slight stumbling which you now experience. Life will get better. Any plans to end this Human Life only sets you up to face the same thing in the next birth.
Krishna will never let us faint away. The pressures of life change as we experience passing time.
We are here for you. There is no "unsolvable" situation in Krishna Consciousness.
Be well, and "Always remember Krishna, and never forget Krishna"
Your servant and friend, Bhakta Rankin.
thannk you very much sir for your positive words heartly thank you
Dear Prabu
I can identify with what u are going through, having experienced similar thoughts of guilt and being unable to feel love for Krishna. U are not possessed but probably going through a bout of depression/anxiety.
Please consult a mental health professional immediately!
All the best. U will get well. This is only temporary.
thank you mata ji
SB 6.13.8-9 — One who has killed a brāhmaṇa, one who has killed a cow or one who has killed his father, mother or spiritual master can be immediately freed from all sinful reactions simply by praising the holy name of Lord Nārāyaṇa. Other sinful persons, such as dog-eaters and caṇḍālas, who are less than śūdras, can also be freed in this way. But you are a devotee, and we shall help you by performing the great horse sacrifice. If you please Lord Nārāyaṇa in that way, why should you be afraid? You will be freed even if you kill the entire universe, including the brāhmaṇas, not to speak of killing a disturbing demon like Vṛtrāsura.
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CHANT
AND BE HAPPY
thank you prabhu
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