All Glories to Guru & Gaurang!
Dandvat to all the Devotes!
My working schedule (which takes me out of house at 6.30 am & back at 9 pm) allows me to chant only while travelling. Now the problems which i feel like hurdles are as follows, i request to all the devotees to please give me some solutions which i can apply to solve these problems.
1. I have to take shared auto to come to metro station( it takes around 50 minutes), most of the time these auto drives have loud music in their auto...senseless & sometime vulgar songs. When ask them to please switch off these songs they ask to leave the auto..this disturbs the chanting...and sometime these songs left such a bad impression on mind that its tune keep going in my mind even after leaving the auto.
2. In delhi metro, i travel in girls coach, either most of the girls are talking blaaa blaaaaa..& loud or hearing FM/songs by headphone, sound of headphone is so loud that many time i had left my seat due to disturbing..din chak din chak...but where to go in a single crowded coach?
3. In my office one of my collegue, seats near my seat, has habit to humming or singing all the time, while working, i asked him two times for not to do so...but waste of effort...cant change my seat as no other space is free.
These all sounds are disturbing so much...sometime i feel so guilty that i completed my 16 round but without any realization...it feels like i have done one of my duty....feel so bad...that is different issue that i never skiped my Japa routine..continously praying Kanha to help me..so putting my problems in front of all of you.
My purpose is not to blame anybody...IT IS WORLD...ASHASHWATAM>>>DUKHALAYAM..but if we can't put carpet all over the earth..we can put good slipers on our feet.
So please help me to change my mindset...i dont want to lose this precious HARINAAM...want to do intense japa.