Hare Krishan PAMHO,
Prabhujis and mataji. I am trying to do bhakti since last 2and half years. Attending Bhakti vriksha classes. Doing daily 16 rounds. I have 4 members family.I am working and doing all household work my own with daily sadhna, lectures reading.Weekly Bhakti classes also. Some times we are asked to do seva also. I also want to do seva of devotess.
It is a seva of Krishna himself. Its good feeling after doing anykind of spiritual seve....cooking..festival seva...rath yatra..temple festivals.
My question is this many times its too difficult to do seva which is expected to us...because of lack of time...due to some family responsibility....I try to do my best in bhakti.
I respect my mentors and dont want to deny for seva.I want to fullfill their expectations in devotion.
I think i will say no to them with some genuine reasons..They can think that i am always giving some excuses as many devotee mataji gives.
In this situation what to do ... must do the seve or say straight forward to our mentor that its difficult for me to do this. One devotee told me that if u r not in a position to do seva , say no to them with respect.They will definatley understand your situation.
..I cannt manage all duteis with my poor health also and also want to progess in bhakti also.
PLZ forgive for any mistake, as my english is poor.
Kindly clearify me.