I am in college. Struggling with the stress of work everyday. I try to release myself with intoxication and filling my mind with perversion but I become further enslaved to misery. I am unable to eat prasada, I can't cook. What is the use of following other regulative principles if sin by eating? I am at loss. I need help, but I feel ashamed to mention God's name as I feel unworthy because of the great sins I have committed.