Hare Krishna to all the devotees.
I wanted to know how can I do repentance or ask for forgiveness for Krishn ji ....I was suffering from anxiety and I wanted to overcome my addiction of watching pornography so I promised to lord shree Krishna that for the next 30 days I will chant hare Krishna mahamantra daily and I'll chant the name of shree mati Radha Rani for 24 mins every day and I'll not look at any sort of pornographic content not will I release semen for next 30days I also promised him that I will not be eating meat and eggs for next 30 days...I was successful in keeping my promise till the 28th day but on the last day I don't know how and why I broke it by releasing semen ...I really didn't wanted to do it ...I was chanting shree radha rani name asking her to remove this lusty thoughts from my mind which was arised because I watched something on the Instagram but the feeling of lust was so strong at that moment that I did the sin and broke my promise....I am feeling really guilty that I wasn't able to keep my promise to shree Krishna and maa Radha... please help how do I ask for forgiveness from them so that they don't punish me and keep loving me the way they did for last 28 days.
Hare Krishna
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HareKrishna, Dandavat Pranam
All Glories to Shrila Prabhupada!!!
i heard in one Lecture of Amarendra Prabhuji that, one Gaudiya Vaishnav Saint made the statement that of one recites one chapter of the Bhagavad Gita, then Krishna forgives all the offenses you have made... Except for Vaishnav Apradh, because for that, one must take shelter of the Vaishnav towards whom one has committed an offense, and glorify him. And in the Purushottam Maas, if one Recites the Purushottam Yoga Chapter (15th Chapter), then RadhaKrishna become Extremely Pleased!
So, keep your Deity Service on, Recite the 15th Chapter for Their Divine Pleasure, and sure enough, you will get many Spiritual Credits that will take you back to Godhead! 🤩
NitaiGauranga ki Jai!!
Shrila Prabhupada ki Jai!!
HareKrishna!!!
And such service, will automatically eliminate your material desires. You should convince your mind to take up a Higher Taste.
Hare Krishna prabhuji...I realised this myself that Krishna and Sri mati Radha Rani loves me a lot and whatever happens I won't leave them .... I'll love them with all my heart with their grace....thank you for the reply prabhuji and thanks for motivating me.
Jai radhavallabh Sri harivansh