Hare Krishna Prabhuji,
Recently one of my friend with whom I was discussing the lectures which were held in Temple, he came up with one question for which I was not able to give him any convincing reply and I accepted that I might not be the right person to answer this question, Please have a look to what he has to say...
1. We as a human being right now are fully aware of our existence in this earth. We dont knwo as to why we have born in this world and what is the purpose of this birth and moreover we dont have the knowledge of our past birth which makes even more difficult to comprehend as to why we are born. now scriptures have a definition of "why we are Here" but the question is that when we would be in some other form we won't have any knowlegde of our previous existence like right now we don't have any idea as to where was my immediate previous existence and in which form, so suppose we became eligible to enter into Lord's Personal Kingdom then at that time will I have that conciuosness about from where I started and how did I reached here so that I would know that after so many lives and suffering I have entered here, Does God gives us that realization so That we become more attached to him knowing that after how many lives and difficulties I am able to reach him.
2. Scriptures say that once we are accepted by Lord in his spiritual existence then we will never return to this material world, but scriptures also say that we are here just bcos we wanted to enjoy separately from the Lord, thats why he made such temporary arrangements, so if we were present with him in some point in time then its so unfortunate that we are here even after being with my Lord at that time and if I became eligible to go back to my original home and be with my Lord again, then is it not possible that I can become polluted or come in contact with material energy again (Prabhuji, This is actually my question which came in my mind due to association of other questions)
I don't know if I was able to frame our questions properly but I also wanted to pray for one thing and I need your blessings Prabhuji, Personally I don't like to ask any questions anymore bcos I feel I just want surrender in Front of my Lord who will surely take care of me in his own way, I just pray that Please give me that strength that I am able to remember him even in my life's most difficult situation, but when my Mind is hit by such questions I just feel that somehow or from somewhere someone can just destroy this feeling of asking such questions which creates disturbances in my remembering the Lord.
**Hare Krishna Hare Krishna Krishna Krishna Hare Hare
Hare Ram Hare Ram Ram Ram Hare Hare**