Hi to all,
Ok I understand sence gratification.. means basically it pulls you in and you forget to do sadhana. Not that sence gratification on its own is bad. I mean no harm in enjoying youself now and again BUT. Its obv an impediment so far as you totally forget to chant (not always on mala) just while driving car or something.
So my question is what is the FEAR? Which makes me (or YOU!) that oh if i do bit of sadhana i feel be a super duper maha bhakta and if i make some offence like not flushing the toilet after bhakta john has took a .... Or seems if i do sadhana like OMG i am so great and cool now. I am better then YOU HIM.
There is a fear its something unsual. ANyway maybe someone can shed some light. I know also whatever you do goes in the bank account of Krishna. And its not lost. I also know doing aparadha to devotees is almost or totally impossible as they never take it to heart. Knowing full well how dumb we really are lol.