I had bought a laddu gopal when I was 11 and said I will take care of him since he is a baby. So I gave him chocolates, cookies, cakes, fruit flavored yogurt etc. I thought he was simply a cute baby and took care of him like one. after sometime I felt that when I go to school, he must be feeling very lonely considering he has no friends 😂. so I bought a bal radha rani for him too.
Now, after reading a few books by Srila Prabhupad, I realise that deity service is actually full of rules and regulations but I can't do all of that right now and I am very attached to both my deities and really can't let them go. I have promised them that when I grow older I will take nice care of them but I hope I didn't do any offence to them.