Hare Krishna dandwat pranam
All glories to Srila Prabhupada
Actually I am student and also practicing KC from 3 ½ years by krishnas mercy I also get vaishnav sanga every weekend. I am also getting tattva knowledge by our shiksha guru from weekly classes.
Now from beginning onwards I was against this modern day concept of attraction towards opposite gender and breakup or all stuff, I was happy practicing bhakti and doing studies but out of nowhere gradually I got deeply attached to a girl with clean and good intention due to her overall character, behaviour and good will (I haven't conveyed her anything) but due to this my focus is being disturbed, I am completely thinking of her day and night, and cannot get out of her thoughts but (I am preparing for competitive exam) there I am facing issue in focusing for longer hour and feeling mentally exhausted, even while chanting I cannot get over her thoughts 😭 which is a concerning issue.
I started to hear hari katha so that I can get over her thoughts but still I am in that same zone itself. I cannot directly share this to my shiksha guru. Plz help me, I want to concentrate on bhakti and my studies but (aasakti) towards her is not going and that's why "I am not getting the same interest in studies and in bhakti like before"
Plz 🙏 🥺 help me get over this, plz guide what shall I do. Plz forgive me for any mistake. Hare krishna.
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Hare Krishna,
That is a test for you from Krishna.
Hare Krishna mataji
Thank you for the reply. Can you plz guide me how can I get over this and reroute myself on the normal track. I don't want to fall in this during my competitive exam preparation I want to focus on studies along with bhakti.