(Kadamba Kanana Swami, November 2015, Vrindavan, India, Video interview)
I have no love at all. I selfishly go to Vrindavan, just thinking of how much benefit I can get. Thinking of whatever little bit of mercy and dust I can get, so that I can be delivered from all this suffering in the material world. It is selfish motivation. I have no love for Vrindavan. What can I say!? Love is a big word – it is beyond a conditioned soul like myself.
I have no love for Srila Prabhupada because my heart is like a stone, but I am just amazed at what Srila Prabhupada did and how much effort he made for the benefit of others. That I can never forget – how much effort he made in spreading Krsna consciousness everywhere. This is so amazing that I feel indebted to Srila Prabhupada. But love is such a big word. Love – I do not know what love is!
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