My roomates know that I practice krishna consciousness, and being non devotees they try very hard that I get angry or that I get irritated, but I resist them somehow and restrain myself. But lately I get very violent thoughts. Today after 4 months I finally got a little irritated at them and showed it. They got happy that I got irritated. Now I feel very guilty and feel that my sadhana has reduced to such a level that I get irritated by measly things. What should I do? Please help me.
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