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The best new year resolution for a devotee

My dear devotees,

Please accept my best wishes. All glories to Srila Prabhupada.

Most resolutions take the form of “do’s”–things I resolve to do–and “don’ts”–things I resolve to not do. And Vedic wisdom tells us that all do’s and don’ts should support one main do–always remember Krishna (God)–and one main don’t–never forget Him.

Now, practically, what can we do to always remember Krishna and never forget Him? The item most favorable for remembering Him is chanting and hearing: chanting and hearing His holy names–the Hare Krishna maha-mantra–and chanting and hearing His transcendental topics–krsna-katha such as the Bhagavad-gita and Srimad-Bhagavatam. And in broad terms, the items most obstructive to remembering Him are mental speculation and sense gratification, especially vicious activities against Vedic principles, or God’s laws–activities that include eating meat, taking intoxicants, engaging in illicit sex, and gambling.

So for our New Year’s resolutions, we can resolve to increase our chanting of the Hare Krishna mantra, especially on beads, and our reading of Srila
Prabhupada’s books. And we can resolve to decrease, or stop, activities detrimental to Krishna consciousness. And in our efforts, the Lord will help
us, for God helps those who help themselves.

We wish you a happy New Year–in Krishna consciousness–by the grace of Sri Sri Guru and Gauranga.

Hare Krishna.

Yours in service to Srila Prabhupada,
Giriraj Swami

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importance of vijaya ekadasi

Fasting for Vijaya Ekadasi


Vijaya Ekadasi
Yudhisthira Maharaj said, "Oh Lord Sri Krishna, O glorious son of Vasudeva,
please be merciful to me and describe the EkAdasii that occurs during the
dark fortnight of the month of PhAlguna (February-March)"

Lord Sri Krishna replied, "Oh Yudhisthira, Oh king of kings, gladly I shall
tell you about this great fast, known as VijayA EkAdasii. Whoever observes
it certainly achieves success in this life and the next. All the sins of one
who fasts on this EkAdasii and hears its sublime glories are eradicated.

"NArada Muni once asked lord BrahmA, who sits on a lotus flower about the
VijayA EkAdasii. Sri NArada said, 'Oh best of all the demigods, kindly tell
me the merit one can achieve by faithfully observing VijayA EkAdasii.'
"NArada's great father then replied, 'My dear son, this oldest of fasting
days is pure, and it nullifies all sins. I have never revealed this to
anyone until today, but you can understand beyond any doubt that this
EkAdasii bestows the result indicated by its namei (VijayA meaning Victory).

"When Lord Rama was exiled to the forest for fourteen years, He, the goddess
SitA, and His divine brother Lakshmana stayed at Panchavati as mendicants.
Mother SitA was then kidnapped by the demon RAvana, and Lord Rama seemingly
became bewildered like an ordinary man by distress. While searching for His
beloved consort, the Lord came upon the dying JatAyu and thereafter killed
His enemy Kabandha.. The great devotee-vulture JatAyu returned to Vaikuntha
after telling Rama how His dear SitA had been abducted by Ravana.

" 'Later, Lord Rama and Sugriva, the king of the monkeys, became friends.
Together they amassed a grand army of monkeys and bears and sent HanumAnji
his minister to Sri LankA, where he was able to see Janaki (Srimati SitA
devi) in an Ashoka grove garden. He delivered Lord Rama's message and showed
the ring proving his authenticity for rendering such great service to the
Supreme Lord Sri Rama.
" 'With the help of Sugriva, Lord Rama proceeded toward Sri LankA. Upon
arriving at the shore of the ocean with the army of monkeys, He could
understand that the water was uncommonly deep and hostile. Thus He said to
Lakshmana, "Oh son of SumitrA, how can We earn enough merit to be able to
cross this vast ocean, the unfathomable abode of Varuna deva? I can see no
easy way to cross it, teeming as it is with sharks and other ferocious
aquatics."

" 'Lakshmana replied, "Oh best of all beings, Oh origin of all the devas, Oh
primal personality, the great sage BakadAlbhya lives on an island just four
miles from here. Oh Raghava, he has seen many BrahmAs come and go, so aged
and wise is he. Let us go to him, take his darshan (audience) and ask him
how We can safely reach Our goal."

" 'So Rama and Lakshmana proceeded to the humble Ashrama of the incomparable
BakadAlbhya Muni. Approaching him, the two Lords paid Their respectful
obeisances to him as if he were a second Vishnu. BakadAlbhya could
immediately understand, however, that Sri Rama was actually the Supreme
Personality of Godhead, who for His own reasons had appeared on the Earth
and was enacting just like a human being.
" ' "Rama, " said BakadAlbhya, "Oh best of the human beings, why have You
come to my lowly abode?"
" 'The Lord replied, "Oh great, twice born brahmin, I have come here to the
ocean shore with My phalanx of monkey and bear warriors in order to cross
the sea and conquer LankA and its demon horde headed by Ravana. Oh greatest
of sages, please be merciful unto Me and please tell Me how I can cross this
vast ocean. That is why I have come to your Ashrama today."
" 'The sage said, "Oh Lord Sri Rama, I shall tell you of the most exalted of
all fasts, observing which You will surely conquer Ravana and be eternally
glorified. Kindly now listen with full attention.

" ' "On the day before EkAdasii, fashion a water pot of gold or silver, or
even copper. Even clay will do if these metals are unavailable. Fill the pot
with pure water and then decorate it nicely with mango leaves. Cover it and
place it near a holy altar upon a mound of seven grains (the seven grains
are barley, wheat, rice, corn, chickpeas, kukani, and dahl or peas). Now
take Your morning bath, decorate the water pot with flower garlands and
sandalwood paste, and inn the concave lid atop the pot place there the
barley, pomegranate, and coconut. Now with great love and devotion worship
the water pot Deity form and offer Him incense, sandalwood paste, flowers, a
ghee lamp, and a plate of sumptuous foods. Remain there awake that night
beside this sacred pot. On top of the lid filled with barley, etc., place a
golden mUrthy of Lord Sri NArAyana.
" ' "When EkAdasii dawns, take Your morning bath and then decorate the water
pot with fine sandalwood paste and garlands. Then worship the pot again with
first class incense, lamps, sandalwood paste and flowers dipped in
sandalwood paste, and then devoutly/devotedly place many kinds of cooked
food, pomegranate, and coconut before the water pot. Then remain awake over
night.

" ' "When the DwAdasi dawns, take the water pot to the bank of a holy river,
or even to the shore of a small pond. After worshipping it again properly,
Oh King of kings, offer it with all the aforementioned ingredients to a pure
hearted brahmin, expert in the Vedic sciences. If You and Your military
commanders observe the VijayA EkAdasii in this way, You will surely be
victorious in every way."

"" 'Lord Sri RAmachandra Bhagavan, the Supreme Personality of Godhead, did
just as BakadAlbhya Muni instructed, and thus He conquered all demoniac
forces. Similarly, anyone who observes the VijayA EkAdasii in this way will
always be victorious in this mortal world, and after leaving this world
he/she will reside forever in the anxiety free realm of the Kingdom of God
known as the Vaikunthas."

" 'Oh NArada, my son, from this history you can understand why one should
observe this EkAdasii fast properly, strictly following the rules and
regulations. This fast is powerful enough to eradicate all one's sinful
reactions, even the most abominable ones."

Lord Sri Krishna concluded, "Oh Yudhisthira, anyone who reads or hears this
history will attain the same great merit as that which is earned by
performing a horse sacrifice on days of yore."

Thus ends the narration of the glories of PhAlguna-krsna EkAdasii or VijayA
EkAdasii, from the Skanda PurAna.

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Question by a Devotee:  When we talk of love, we need a person who we can
see, touch, talk and get responses but we cannot see Krishna, cannot touch
Him or get any reciprocation, so how to love Krishna?

HH Bhakti Charu Swami: There are two terms : Sense Gratification and
Spiritual Reciprocation.

Sense gratification - I can touch, see, talk but all that is centered
around sense perception but beyond that is the consciousness. Our
consciousness now in the conditioned stage is flowing through the body and
so sense perception becomes important. But beyond sense perception is the
spiritual reality. I can talk to somebody, touch somebody - yes you can also
have that same relationship with Krishna but you have to follow the
spiritual process. Spiritual life is absolute reality. Krishna is real but
we have lost the ability to realize him. Just like a blind man cannot see
the sun, but that doesnt affect the sun. It is the blind's man fault that he
cannot see the sun and there is a cure for the disease. When the blindness
is cured then he can see the sun and along with will come all kinds of
enjoyment

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HH BHAKTI CHARU SWAMI appreciates youth power

Yesterday, Monday evening 10 January 2012, His Holiness Bhakti Charu Swami
Maharaja addressed over 200 Kwa Zulu Natal ISKCON Youth-Students at the Sri
Sri Radha Radhanath Temple of Understanding in Durban, South Africa!

An exciting interactive class between Guru Maharaja and the youth took
place.

Guru Maharaja also requested His Grace Kshudy Prabhu from Laguna Beach, USA
and His Grace Syhamlal Prabhu, India, disciples of Srila Prabhupada to share
their youthful experiences. They were very young, about seventeen when they
joined Srila Prabhupada ISKCON to help spread his Movement far and wide.

"I am happy to meet all of you. Now I feel confident that ISKCON is in safe
hands, Hare Krishna" said Guru Maharaja in closing.

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glorification of putrad ekadashi

Putrada Ekadasi

from the Bhavishya-uttara PurANa.

The pious and saintly Yudhisthira Maharaj said, “Oh Lord, You have so nicely explained to us the wonderful glories of the Saphalaa Ekaadasi, which occurs during the dark fortnight (Krishna paksha) of the month of Pausha (December – January). Now please be merciful to me and explain to me the details of the Ekaadasi that occurs in the light fortnight (Shukla or Gaura paksha) of this month. What is its name, and what Deity is to be worshipped on that sacred day? Oh Purushottama, Oh Hrishikesha, please also tell me how You can be pleased on this day?

Lord Sri Krishna then replied, “Oh saintly king, for the benefit of all humanity I shall now tell you how to observe fasting on the Pausha-shukla Ekaadasi.
As previously explained, everyone should observe the rules and regulations of the Ekaadasi vrata, to the very best of their ability. This injunction also applies to the Ekaadasi named Putradaa, which destroys all sins and elevates one to the spiritual abode. The Supreme Personality of Godhead Shri Narayana, the original personality, is the worshippable Deity of the Ekaadasi, and for His faithful devotees He happily fulfills all desires and awards full perfection. Thus among all the animate and inanimate beings in the three worlds (lower, middle and higher planetary systems), there is no better personality than Lord Narayana.
“Oh King, now I shall narrate to you the history of Putradaa Ekaadasi, which removes all kinds of sins and makes one famous and learned.

“There was once a kingdom named Bhadraavati, which was ruled by King Suketumaan. His queen was the famous Shaibyaa. Because he had no son, he spent a long time in anxiety, thinking, ‘If I have no son, who will carry on my dynasty?’ In this way the king meditated in a religious attitude for a very long time, thinking, ‘Where should I go? What should I do? How can I get a pious son (putra)? In this way King Suketumaan could find no happiness anywhere in his kingdom, even in his own palace, and soon he was spending more and more time inside his wife’s palace, gloomily thinking only of how he could get a son.

“Thus both King Suketumaan and Queen Shaibyaa were in great distress. Even when they offered tarpana (oblations of water to their forefathers), their mutual misery made them think that it was as undrinkable as boiling water. They thus thought that they would have no descendants to offer tarpana to them when they died and thus become lost souls (ghosts). The king and queen were especially upset to learn that their forefathers were worried that soon there would be no one to offer them tarpana also.

“After learning of their forefathers unhappiness, the king and queen became more and more miserable, and neither ministers, nor friends, nor even loved ones could cheer them up. To the king, his elephants and horses and infantry were no solace, and at last he became practically inert and helpless.

“The king thought to himself, ‘It is said that without a son, marriage is wasted. Indeed, for a family man with no son, both his heart and his splendid house remain vacant and miserable. Bereft of a son, a man cannot liquidate the debts that he owes his forefathers, the demigods (devas) and to other human beings. Therefore every married man should endeavour to beget a son; thus he will become famous within this world and at last attain the auspicious celestial realms. A son is proof of the pious activities a man performed in his past one hundred lifetimes, and such a person achieve a long duration of life in this world, along with good health and great wealth. Possessing sons and grandsons in this lifetime proves that one has worshipped Lord Vishnu, the Supreme Personality of Godhead, in the past. The great blessing of sons, wealth, and sharp intelligence can be achieved only by worshipping the Supreme Lord, Shri Krishna. That is my opinion.’

“Thinking thus, the king had no peace. He remained in anxiety day and night, from morning to evening, and from the time he lay down to sleep at night until the sun rose in the morning, his dreams were equally full of great anxiety. Suffering such constant anxiety and apprehension, King Suketumaan decided to end his misery by committing suicide. But he realized that suicide throws a person into hellish conditions of rebirth, and so he abandoned that idea. Seeing that he was gradually destroying himself by his all consuming anxiety over the lack of a son, the king at last mounted his horse and left for the dense forest alone. No one, not even the priests and brahmins of the palace, knew where he had gone.

“In that forest, which was filled with deer and birds and other animals, King Suketumaan wandered aimlessly, noting all the different kinds of trees and shrubs, such as the fig, bel fruit, date palm, jackfruit, bakula, saptaparnaa, tinduka, and tilaka, as well as the shala, taala, tamaala, saralaa, hingotaa, arjuna, labheraa, bahedaa, sallaki, karondaa, patala, khaira, shaka, and palaasha trees. All were beautifully decorated with fruits and flowers. He saw deer, tigers, wild boar, lions, monkeys, snakes, huge bull elephants in a rut, cow elephants with their calves, and four tusked elephants with their mates close by. There were cows, jackals, rabbits, leopards, and hippopotamuses. Beholding all these animals accompanied by their mates and offspring, the king remembered his own menagerie, especially his palace elephants, and became so sad that he absentmindedly wandered into their very midst.

“Suddenly the king heard a jackal howl in the distance. Startled, he began wandering about, looking around in all directions. Soon it was midday, and the king started to tire. He was tormented by hunger and thirst also. He thought, ‘What sinful deed could possibly have done so that I am now forced to suffer like this, with my throat parched and burning, and my stomach empty and rumbling? I have pleased the devas (demigods) with numerous fire sacrifices and abundant devotional worship. I have given many gifts and delicious sweets in charity to all the worthy brahmins too. And I have taken care of my subjects as though they were my very own children. Why then am I suffering so? What unknown sins have come to bear fruit and torment me in this dreadful way?’

“Absorbed in these thoughts, King Suketumaan struggled forward, and eventually, due to his pious credits, he came upon a beautiful lotus bearing pond that resembled the famous Lake Maanasarova. It was filled with aquatics, including crocodiles and many varieties of fish, and graced with varieties of lilies and lotuses. The beautiful lotuses had opened to the Sun, and swans, cranes and ducks swam happily in its waters. Nearby were many attractive ashramas, where there resided many saints and sages who could fulfill the desires of anyone. Indeed, they wished everyone well. When the king saw all this, his right arm and right eye began to quiver, a sakuna sign (for a male) that something auspicious was about to happen.

“As the king dismounted his horse and stood before the sages, who sat on the shore of the pond, he saw that they were chanting the holy names of God on japa beads. The king paid his obeisances and, joining his palms, addressed them with glorified praises. Observing the respect the king offered them, the sages said, ‘We are very pleased with you, Oh king. Kindly tell us why you have come here. What is on your mind? Please inform us what is your heart’s desire.’

“The king replied, ‘Oh great sages, who are you? What are your names, surely your presence reveals that you are auspicious saints? Why have you come to this beautiful place? Please tell me everything.’
“The sages replied, ‘Oh king, we are known as the ten Vishvadevas (the sons of Vishva; Vasu, Satya, Kratu, Daksha, Kaala, Kaama, Dhriti, Pururavaa, Maadrava, and Kuru). We have come here to this very lovely pond to bathe. The month of Magha (Madhava mase) will soon be here in five days (from the Magh nakshatra), and today is the famous Putradaa Ekaadasii. One who desires a son should strictly observe this particular Ekaadasii.’

“The king said, ‘I have tried so hard to have a son. If you great sages are pleased with me, kindly grant the boon of having a good son (putra).’
“ ‘The very meaning of Putradaa,’ the sages replied, ‘…is “giver of a putra, pious son.” So please observe a complete fast on this Ekaadasii day. If you do so, then by our blessing – and by the mercy of Lord Sri Keshava invested in us – surely you will obtain a son.’
“On the advice of the Vishvadevas, the king observed the auspicious fast day of Putradaa Ekaadasii according to the established rules and regulations, and on the Dvaadasii, after breaking his fast, he paid obeisances again and again to all of them.

“Soon after Suketumaan returned to his palace and united with his queen. Queen Shaibya immediately became pregnant, and exactly as the Vishvadevas had predicted, a bright faced, beautiful son was born to them. In due course of time he became famous as an heroic prince, and the king gladly pleased his noble son by making him his successor. The son of Suketumaan took care of his subjects very conscientiously, just as if they were his own children.

“In conclusion, Oh Yudhisthira, one who wises to fulfill his desires should strictly observe Putradaa Ekaadasii. While on this planet, one who strictly observes this Ekaadasii will surely obtain a son, and after death he will achieve liberation. Anyone who even reads or hears the glories of Putradaa Ekaadasii obtains the merit earned by performing an horse sacrifice. It is to benefit all humanity that I have explained all this to you.”

Thus ends the narration of the glories of Pausha-shukla Ekaadasii, or Putradaa Ekaadasii, from the Bhavishya Purana of Veda Vyaasadeva.

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   hare krsna dandvat pranam

   PAMHO

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Don't miss out H.H. Bhakti Charu Swami LIVE Kirtan today on our newly
launched full time LIVE channel on Mayapur.TV.

Date: Today, November 23rd, 2011 Wednesday
Time: 7pm Indian Standard Time
Place: ISKCON Ujjain channel on Mayapur.TV

 

now from today you can always watch ujjain live. because of maharaj's inconceivable

mercy ujjain is now live available always. 

 

we can also ask question with him directly by logging in the login box provided on right

side of the broadcast screen. in this way his holiness is going to deliver fallen souls like me

 come & dont miss his nectarian association today & always.............

 

See you there! Enjoy Watching

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importance of utpanna ekadashi

Utpanna Ekadasi

Suta Goswami said, "O learned brahmanas, long ago Lord Sri Krishna, the
Supreme Personality of Godhead, explained the auspicious glories of Sri
Ekadasi and the rules and regulations governing each observance of fasting
on that holy day. O best of the brahmins, whosoever hears about the origins
and glories of these sacred fasts on the Ekadasi days goes directly to the
abode of Lord Vishnu after enjoying many different kinds of happiness in
this material world.
"Arjuna, the son of Prithaa, asked the Lord, 'O Janardana, what are the
pious benefits of complete fasting, eating only supper, or eating but once
at midday on Ekadasi, and what are the regulations for observing the
various Ekadasi days? Kindly narrate all this to me'.
"The Supreme Lord Krishna replied, 'O Arjuna, in the beginning of winter
(northern hemisphere), on the Ekadasi that occurs during the dark fortnight
of the month of Margasirsha (November-December), a novice should begin his
practice of observing a fast on Ekadasi. On Dasami, the day before Ekadasi,
he should clean his teeth nicely. Then during the eight portion of Dasami,
just as the Sun is about to set, he should eat supper.
" 'The next morning the devotee should make a vow, according to the rules
and regulations, to observe fasting. At midday he should bathe properly in
a river, lake or small pond. A bath in a river is most purifying, thsat
taken in a lake is less so, and a bath in a small pond is the least
purifying. If neither a river, lake nor pond is accessible, he may bathe
with well-water.
"'The devotee should chant this prayer containing the names of Mother
Earth: "O Asvakrante! O Rathakrante! O Vishnukrante! O Vasundhare! O
Mrttike! O Mother Earth! Kindly remove all the sins I have accumulated
throughout my many past lives so that I may enter the sacred abode of the
Supreme Lord." As the devotee chants, he should smear mud over his body.
"'During the day of fasting the devotee should not speak to those who are
fallen from their religious duties, to dog-eaters, to thieves, or to
hypocrites. He should also avoid speaking with slanderers; with those who
abuse the demigods, the Vedic literatures, or brahmanas; or with any other
wicked personalities, such as those who have sex with forbidden women,
those who are known plunderers, or those who rob temples. If any such
person is spoken to or even seen during Ekadasi, one must purify oneself by
looking directly at the sun.
"'Then the devotee should respectfully worship Lord Govinda with first-
class food, flowers, and so forth. In his home he should offer the Lord a
lamp in pure devotional consciousness. he should also avoid sleeping during
the daytime and should completely abstain from sex. Fasting from all food
and water, he should joyfully sing the Lord's glories and play musical
instruments for His pleasure throughout the night. After remaining awake
all night in pure consciousness, the worshipper should give charity to
qualified brahmanas and offer his humble obeisances unto them, begging
their forgiveness for his offences.
"'Those who are serious about devotional service should consider the
Ekadasis that occur during dark fortnights to be as good as those that
occur during bright fortnights. O king, one should never discriminate
between these two kinds of Ekadasi.
Please listen as I now describe the results obtained by one who observes
Ekadasi in this way. Neither the merit one receives by taking a bath in the
sacred place of pilgrimage known as Sankhoddhara, where the Lord killed the
Sankhasura demon, nor the merit one receives upon seeing Lord Gadadhara
directly is equal to one sixteenth of the merit one obtains by fasting on
Ekadasi. It is said that by giving charity on a Monday when the moon is
full, one obtains a hundred thousand times the results of ordinary charity.
O winner of wealth, one who gives charity on the day of the sankranti
(equinox) attains four hundred thousand times the ordinary result. Yet
simply by fasting on Ekadasi one obtains all these pious results, as well
as whatever pious results one gets at Kurukshetra during an eclipse of the
sun or moon. Furthermore, the faithful soul who observes complete fasting
on Ekadasi achieves a hundred times more merit than one who performs an
Asvamedha-yajna (horse sacrifice). One who observes Ekadasi just once earns
ten times more merit than a person who gives a thousand cows in charity to
a brahmana learned in the Vedas.
"'A person who feeds just one brahmacari earns ten times more merit than
one who feeds ten good brahmanas in his own house. But a thousand times
more merit than is earned by feeding a brahmacari is achieved by donating
land to the needy and respectable brahmana, and a thousand time more than
that is earned by giving away a virgin girl in marriage to a young, well-
educated, responsible man. Ten times more beneficial than this is educating
children properly on the spiritual path, without expecting any reward in
return. Ten times better than this, however, is giving food grains to the
hungry. Indeed, giving charity to those in need is the best of all, and
there never has been or ever will be a better charity than this. O son of
Kunti, all the forefathers and demigods in heaven become very satisfied
when one gives food grains in charity. But the merit one obtains by
observing a complete fast on Ekadasi cannot be measured. O Arjuna, best of
all Kurus, the powerful effect of this merit is inconceivable even to the
demigods, and half this merit is attained by one who eats only supper on
Ekadasi.
"'One should therefore observe fasting on Lord Hari's day either by eating
only once at midday, abstaining from grains and beans; or by fasting
completely. The processes of staying in places of pilgrimage, giving
charity, and performing fire sacrifices may boast only as long as Ekadasi
has not arrived. Therefore anyone afraid of the miseries of material
existence should observe Ekadasi. On Ekadasi one should not drink water
from a conch-shell, kill living entities such as fish or pigs, or eat any
grains or beans. Thus I have described to you, O Arjuna, the best of all
methods of fasting, as you have inquired from Me.'
"Arjuna then asked, 'O Lord, according to You, a thousand Vedic sacrifices
do not equal even one Ekadasi fast. How can this be? How has Ekadasi become
the most meritorious of all days?'
"Lord Sri Krishan replied, 'I will tell you why Ekadasi is the most
purifying of all days. In the Satya-Yuga there once lived an amazingly
fearsome demon called Mura. Always very angry, he terrified all the
demigods, defeating even Indra, the king of heaven; Vivasvan, the sun-god;
the eight Vasus; Lord Brahma; Vayu. the wind-god; and Agni, the fire-god.
With his terrible power he brought them all under his control.
"'Lord Indra then approached Lord Shiva and said, "We have all fallen from
our planets and are now wandering helplessly on the earth. O lord, how can
we find relief from this affliction? What will be the fate of us demigods?'
"'Lord Shiva replied, "O best of the demigods, go to that place where Lord
Vishnu, the rider of Garuda, resides. He is Jagannatha, the master of all
the universes and their shelter as well. He is devoted to protecting all
souls surrendered to Him.'"
"Lord Krishna continued, 'O Arjuna, winner of wealth, after Lord Indra
heard these words of Lord Shiva's, he proceeded with all the demigods to
the place where Lord Jagannatha, the Lord of the universe, the protector of
all souls, was resting. Seeing the Lord sleeping upon the water, the
demigods joined their palms and, led by Indra, recite the following prayers:
"'"O Supreme Personality of Godhead, all obeisances to You. O Lord of
lords, O You who are praised by the foremost demigods, O enemy of all
demons, O lotus-eyed Lord, O Madhusudana (killer of the Madhu demon),
please protect us. Afraid of the demon Mura, we demigods have come to take
shelter of You. O Jagannatha, You are the doer of everything and the
creator of everything. You are the mother and the father of all universes.
You are the creator, the maintainer, and the destroyer of all. You are the
supreme helper of all the demigods, and You alone can bring peace to them.
you alone are the earth, the sky, and the universal benefactor.
"'"You are Shiva, Brahma, and also Vishnu, the maintainer of the three
worlds. You are the gods of the sun, moon, and fire. You are the clarified
butter, the oblation, the sacred fire, the mantras, the rituals, the
priests, and the silent chanting of japa. You are the sacrifice itself, its
sponsor, and the enjoyer of its results, the Supreme Personality of
Godhead. Nothing within these three worlds, whether moveable or immovable,
can exist independent of You. O Supreme Lord, Lord of lords, You are the
protector of those who take shelter of You. O supreme mystic, O shelter of
the fearful, please rescue and protect us. We demigods have been defeated
by the demons and have thus fallen from the heavenly realm. Deprived of our
positions, O Lord of the universe, we are now wandering about this earthly
planet."'
"Lord Krsna continued, 'Having heard Indra and the other demigods speak
these words, Sri Vishnu, the Supreme Personality of Godhead, replied, "What
demon possesses such great powers of delusion that he has been able to
defeat all the demigods? What is his name, and where does he live? Where
does he get his strength and shelter? Tell Me everything, O Indra, and do
not fear."
"'Lord Indra replied, "O Supreme Godhead, O Lord of lords, O You who
vanquish the fear in Your pure devotees' hearts, O You who are so kind to
your faithful servants, there was once a powerful demon of the Brahma
dynasty whose name was Nadijangha. he was extraordinarily fearsome and
wholly dedicated to destroying the demigods, and he begot an infamous son
named Mura.
"'"Mura's great capital city is Chandravati. From that base the terribly
evil and powerful Mura demon has conquered the whole world and brought all
the demigods under his control, driving them out of their heavenly kingdom.
He has assumed the roles of Indra, the king of heaven; Agni, the fire-god;
Yama, the lord of death; Vayu, the wind-god; Isha, or Lord Shiva; Soma, the
moon-god; Nairrti, the lord of the directions; and Pasi, or Varuna, the
water-god. He has also begun emanating light in the role of the sun-god and
has turned himself into the clouds as well. It is impossible for the
demigods to defeat him. O Lord Vishnu, please kill tis demon and make the
demigods victorious."
"'Hearing these words from Indra, Lord Janardana became very angry and
said, "O powerful demigods, all together you may now advance on Mura's
capital city of Chandravati." Encouraged thus, the assembled demigods
proceeded to Chandravati with Lord Hari leading the way.
"'When Mura saw the demigods, that foremost of demons started roaring very
loudly in the company of countless thousands of other demons, who were all
holding brilliantly shining weapons. The mighty-armed demons struck the
demigods, who began abandoning the battlefield and fleeing in the ten
directions. Seeing the Supreme Lord Hrsikesha, the master of the senses,
present on the battlefield, the furious demons rushed toward Him with
various weapons in their hands. As they charged the Lord, who holds a
sword, disk, and club, He immediately pierced all their limbs with His
sharp, poisonous arrows. thus many hundred of demons died by the Lord's
hand.
"'At last the chief demon, Mura, began fighting with the Lord. Mura used
his mystic power to render useless whatever weapons the Supreme Lord
Hrsikesa unleashed. Indeed, to the demon the weapons felt just like flowers
striking him. When the Lord could not defeat the demon even with various
kinds of weapons - whether those that are thrown or those that are held -
He began fighting with His bare hands, which were as strong as iron-studded
clubs. The Lord wrestled with Mura for one thousand celestial years and
then, apparently fatigued, left for Badarikashrama. There Lord Yogeshvara,
the greatest of all yogis, the Lord of the universe, entered a very
beautiful cave named Himavati to rest. O Dhananjaya, winner of wealth, that
cave was ninety-six miles in diameter and had only one entrance. I went
there out of fear, and also to sleep. There is no doubt about this, O son
of Pandu, for the great fight made me very tired. the demon followed Me
into that cave and, seeing Me asleep, started thinking within his
heart, "Today I will kill this slayer of all demons, Hari."
"'While the wicked-minded Mura was making plans in this way, from My body
there manifested a young girl who had a very bright complexion. O son of
Pandu, Mura saw that she was equipped with various brilliant weapons and
was ready to fight. Challenged by that female to do battle, Mura prepared
himself and then fought with her, but he became very astonished when he saw
that she fought him without cessation. The king of the demons then
said, "Who has created this angry, fearsome girl who is fighting me so
powerfully, just like a thunderbolt falling upon me?' After saying this,
the demon continued to fight with the girl.
"'Suddenly that effulgent goddess shattered all of Mura's weapons and in a
moment deprived him of his chariot. He ran toward her to attacker with his
bare hands, but when she saw him coming she angrily cut off his head. Thus
the demon at once fell to the ground and went to the abode of Yamaraja. The
rest of the Lord's enemies, out of fear and helplessness, entered the
subterranean Patala region.
"'Then the Supreme Lord woke up and saw the dead demo before Him, as well
as the maiden bowing down to him with joined palms. His face expressing His
astonishment, the Lord of the universe said, "Who has killed this vicious
demon? He easily defeated all the demigods, Gandharvas, and even Indra
himself, along with Indra's companions, the Maruts, and he also defeated
the Nagas (snakes), the rulers of the lower planets. He even defeated Me,
making Me hide in this cave out of fear. Who is it that has so mercifully
protected Me after I ran from the battlefield and went to sleep in this
cave?"
"'The maiden said, "It is I who have killed this demon after appearing from
Your transcendental body. Indeed, O Lord Hari, when he saw You sleeping he
wanted to kill You. Understanding the intention of this thorn in the side
of the three worlds, I killed the evil rascal and this freed all the
demigods from fear. I am Your great maha-sakti, Your internal potency, who
strikes fear into the hearts of all Your enemies. I have killed this
universally terrifying demon to protect the three worlds. Please tell me
why You are surprised to see that this demon has been killed, O Lord."
"'The Supreme Personality of Godhead said, "O sinless one, I am very
satisfied to see that it is you who have killed this king of the demons. In
this way you have made the demigods happy, prosperous, and full of bliss.
Because you have given pleasure to all the demigods in the three worlds, I
am very pleased with you. Ask any boon you may desire, O auspicious one. I
will give it to you without a doubt, though it be very rare among the
demigods."
""The maiden said, "O Lord, if You are pleased with me and wish to give me
a boon, then give me the power to deliver from the greatest sins that
person who fasts of this day. I wish that half the pious credit obtained by
one who fasts will accrue to one who eats only in the evening (abstaining
from grains and beans), and that half of this pious credit will be earned
by one who eats only at midday. Also, may one who strictly observes a
complete fast on my appearance day, with controlled senses, go to the abode
of Lord Vishnu for one billion kalpas after he has enjoyed all kinds of
pleasures in this world. This is the boon I desire to attain by Your mercy,
my Lord, O Lord Janardana, whether a person observes complete fasting, eats
only in the evening, or eats only at midday, please grant him a religious
attitude, wealth, and at last liberation."
"'The Supreme Personality of Godhead said, "O most auspicious lady, what
you have requested is granted. All My devotees in this world will surely
fast on your day, and thus they will become famous throughout the three
worlds and finally come and stay with me in My abode. Because you, My
transcendental potency, have appeared on the eleventh day of the waning
moon, let your name by Ekadasi. If a person fasts on Ekadasi, I will burn
up all his sins and bestow upon him My transcendental abode.
"'"These are the days of the waxing and waning moon that are most dear to
Me: Tritiya (the third day), Ashthami (the eighth day), Navami (the ninth
day), Chaturdasi (the fourteenth day), and especially Ekadasi (the eleventh
day).
"'"The merit one attains by fasting on Ekadasi is greater than that
achieved by observing any other kind of fast or by going to a place of
pilgrimage, and even greater than that achieved by giving charity to
brahmanas. I tell you most emphatically that this is true."
"'Having thus given the maiden His benediction, the Supreme Lord suddenly
disappeared. From that time onward the Ekadasi day became most meritorious
and famous all over the universe. O Arjuna, if a person strictly observes
Ekadasi, I kill all his enemies and grant him the highest destination.
Indeed, if a person observes this great Ekadasi fast in any of the
prescribed way, I remove all obstacles to his spiritual progress and grant
him the perfection of life.
"'Thus, O son of Prtha, I have described to you the origin of Ekadasi. This
one day removes all sins eternally. Indeed, it is the most meritorious day
for destroying all kinds of sins, and it has appeared in order to benefit
everyone in the universe by bestowing all varieties of perfection.
"'One should not discriminate between the Ekadasis of the waxing and waning
moons; both must be observed, O Partha, and they should not be
differentiated from Maha-Dvadasi. Everyone who fasts of Ekadasi should
recognise that there is no difference between these two Ekadasis, for they
comprise the same tithi.
"'Whoever completely fasts on Ekadasi, following the rules and regulations,
will achieve the supreme abode of Lord Vishnu, who rides upon Garuda. They
are glorious who devote themselves to Lord Vishnu and spend all their rime
studying the glories of Ekadasi. One who vows not to eat anything on
Ekadasi but to eat only on the next day achieves the same merit as one who
executes a horse sacrifice. Of this there is no doubt.
"'On Dvadasi, the day after Ekadasi, one should pray, "O Pundarikaksha, O
lotus-eyed Lord, now I will eat. Please shelter me." After saying this, the
wise devotee should offer some flowers and water at the Lord's lotus feet
and invite the Lord to eat by chanting the eight-syllable mantra thrice. If
the devotee wants to gain the fruit of his fast, he should then drink water
taken form the sanctified vessel in which he offered water at the Lord's
lotus feet.
"'On Dvadasi one must avoid sleeping during the day, eating in another's
home, eating more than once, having sex, eating honey, eating from a bell-
metal plate, eating urad-dal, and rubbing oil on one's body. The devotee
must give up these eight things on Dvadasi. If he wants to speak to an
outcaste on that day, he must purify himself by eating a Tulasi leaf or an
amalaki fruit. O best of kings, from noon on Ekadasi until dawn on Dvadasi,
one should engage himself in taking baths, worshipping the Lord, and
executing devotional activities, including the giving of charity and the
performance of fire sacrifices. If one finds himself in difficult
circumstances and cannot break the Ekadasi fast properly on Dvadasi, one
can break it by drinking water, and then one is not at fault if he eats
again after that.
"'A devotee of Lord Vishnu who day and night hears these all-auspicious
topics concerning the Lord from the mouth of another devotee will be
elevated to the Lord's planet and reside there for ten million kalpas. And
one who hears even one sentence about the glories of Ekadasi is freed from
the reactions to such sins as killing a brahmana. There is no doubt of
this. For all eternity there will be no better way of worshiping Lord
Vishnu than observing a fast on Ekadasi.'"

Thus ends the narration of the glories of Margasirsa-krsna Ekadasi, or
Utpanna Ekadasi, from the Bhavisya-uttara Purana.
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SRI NARAHARI SARKAR THAKURA

Sri Narahari Sarkar Thakura was born at Sri Khanda. Sri Krsnadasa Kaviraja
Gosvami describes that the residents of Sri Khanda formed a branch of the
desire tree of love of God. "Sri Khan?davasi (the residents of Sri Khanda)
Mukunda and his son Raghu?nandan were the thirty ninth branch of the tree,
Narahari was the fortieth, Chiran Jiva the forty first and Sulocana the
forty second. They were all big branches of the all merciful tree of
Caitanya Mahaprabhu. They distributed the fruits and flowers of love of
Godhead anywhere and everywhere. [Chaitanya Charitamrita Adi-lila 10:78-79]
Srila Jagannatha das Babaji Maharaj once stated - "Navadwip is the abode of
Goloka. Vrindavana is the abode of Gokula. And Sri Khanda is the abode of
Vaikuntha."

Sri Narahari Sarkar Thakura participated in all of Sri Gaurasundora's
pastimes. Bhakti Ratnakara states: "Sri Sarkar Thakura's glories are most
uncommon. In Braja he is known as Madhumati, whose good qualities are
unlimited." (thus proving he was not the author of it)

One day, Nityananda Prabhu arrived at Sri Khanda and said to Narahari, "All
right, we know who you are. So where's the honey, Madhu' ?" In Krsna-lila,
Narahari is the sakhi Madhumati, whose service is to supply honey for Sri
Sri Radha-Govinda and Their associates. So he immediately went to a nearby
pond and filled a pot which immediately turned into honey of the most
nectarean kind. Nityananda Prabhu and His associates drank from this pot to
their full and unlimited satisfaction.

Narahari däsa Sarakära was a very famous devotee. Locana däsa Thäkura, the
celebrated author of Sri Caitanya-mangala, was his disciple. In the
Caitanya-mangala it is stated that Sri Gadädhara däsa and Narahari Sarakära
were extremely dear to Sri Caitanya Mahäprabhu, but there is no specific
statement regarding the inhabitants of the village of Srikhanta. (A.C.
Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupada. Chaitanya Charitamrita Adi-lila 10:78-
79.purport)

Sri Locana dasa Thakura was the dear disciple of Sri Narahari Sarkar. In
his book Caitanya mangala he introduces his guru in this way: "My Thakur
(spiritual master) is Sri Narahari das Thakura, who is very influential
amongst the medical caste. He is continuously absorbed in Krsna-prema, and
in fact his body knows nothing but Krsna. To his followers he speaks about
nothing other than love of Krsna. He was previously known in Vrindavana-
lila as Madhumati and was a storehouse of sweetness (honey), and very dear
to Radharani. Now he is now present in Kali-yuga with Sri Gaurasundara as
Sri Narahari. He is the keeper of the storehouse of love of Radha and
Krsna."  [Sri Caitanya Mangal, Sutrakhanda]

This is supported in Gaura Ganod-desh dipika of Kavi-karnapura 177.,
wherein it is said:

pura madhumati prana-
shakhi vrindavane sthitaa
adhuna naraharya-akhyah
saarakarah prabhoh priyah

"Srimati Radharani's dear friend, the Vraja-gopi named Madhumati-devi,
appeared as Narahari Saarakaara, who was very dear to Lord Chaitanya".

Srila Bhaktivinoda Thakura, in his Gaura-arati kirtana, sings of some of
that intimate service to that he performed for Lord Chaitanya:  'kiba
narahari adikari chamara dhulaya' "Narahari is fanning Gaurasundara with a
yak-tail (chaumara) fan."

Sri Narahari Sarkar Thakura was a very expert singer as well as poet. He
has composed many songs about the pastimes of Lord Caitanya and Lord
Nityananda. He composed a Sanskrit work entitled Sri Bhajanamrta.
Gaurviraha-gita pada kalpataru is also attributed to him, although some
scholar devotees doubt whether it is really his own composition.

Most of Narahari Sarkar Thakura's songs have gotten mixed up with Narahari
Chakravarti Thakura's compositions (Narahari Chakravarti Thakura is the
author of Bhakti-ratnakara). Therefore is difficult to ascertain which are
actually his. Before the appearance of Sri Gaurasundara he also composed
many songs about the pastimes of Sri Sri Radha and Krsna.

Narahari was the only devotee who had the adhikara (right) to do Gaura-
kirtana in Gaurasundara's presence. Ordinarily, if anyone would praise
Mahaprabhu in His presence, or chant His Holy Name, He would block His ears
and call out "Visnu! Visnu!" Narahari, however, enjoyed the special
privilege of being able to sing about Mahaprabhu in a very unique mood and
with sweet descriptions of His transcendental beauty without objection from
Mahaprabhu.

But alas there is little else known of him.

His disappearance is on the ekadasi tithi day, of the dark fortnight, in
the month of Agrahayon (Mrigasir – Nov-Dec

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Song Lyrics: Namamisvaram Saccidananda Rupam (Sri Damodarastakam)

Purport Author: Sanatana Goswami



VERSE 1:



1) Bowing before Sri Damodara-isvara, who is accompanied by Sri Radha, I now commence my purport of Damodarastaka entitled Dig-Darsini.



In the beginning of the mula-shloka, the very first intention is expressed by the word namami - "I bow down". Obeisances are thus offered with love and devotion before commencing the description of the Lord's specific characteristics of excellence that are exhibited by His tattva, rupa, lila, guna and so forth. Also mentioned is the essence of His own divine supremacy as the Supreme Personality of Godhead manifested in Gokula, and also His distinctive features as the origin of all. Furthermore, the word namami is indicative of an auspicious invocation (mangalartham). At the start of all functions it is customary to offer respects to isvara which expresses and attitude of devotional service unto the Lord. For this reason, obeisances are offered first unto the Lord in this verse.



(Now the commentator, Sri Srila Sanatana Goswami examines tattva-visesa or the excellence of the Lord's truth:) Obeisances unto whom? Unto Ishvara, the supreme controller. Namely - He who is (1) sarva-shaktimanta (endowed with all potencies), (2) jagateka-natha (the only Lord of the universe) and (3) nija-prabhu (my own Master). In the first instance He is addressed as such in order to obtain the power of shakti needed to offer the prayer, in the second instance, He is addressed as such to indicate that He is the one and only Lord Who is praiseworthy; in the final instance, He is addressed as such to signify the specific nature of bhakti or devotion. How is He manifest? As sac-cid-ananda-rupam or a form composed of compressed clouds of eternity, knowledge and bliss. This is the statement of His supreme sovereignty in regards to His tattva-visesa attribute or excellence of truth.



(Now rupa-visesa, the excellence of His beauty is described:) His distinct excellence of beauty is illustrated as follows: lasanti (the swinging of His earrings) was manifested when He ran away in fear of Sri Yasoda; or also, His earrings sport upon His cheeks as a result of His continuously playing in the transcendental pastimes of childhood. Thus, His divinely splendrous face is especially portrayed. Or also, yet another meaning of lasat-kundalam is - due to the maha-saubhagya or great fortune of personally kissing His divine cheeks, these earrings have attained a position of superexcellence above all His other ornaments. And this superexcellence also indicates the fortune of the other ornaments adorning His various limbs. Furthermore, lasanti indicates that these earrings are glistening because they are enriched with the splendrous effulgence of the Lord's bodily complexion; therefore Krsna's body is the ornament of His ornaments. This is the meaning. Consequently, it is stated by the gopis in the Tenth Canto (Bhagavatam 10.29.40):



"O Sri Krsna! By seeing Your beauty, which attracts the three worlds, these cows, birds, trees and deer are all experiencing their hairs standing on end!" ("What is the wonder, then, if we are also bewildered?")



In the Third Canto (Bhagavatam 3.2.12), it is also stated by Sri Uddhava to Vidura regarding Sri Krsna's beauty:



"Sri Krsna's beauty is so enchanting that it even astonishes Himself: that beauty represents the supreme zenith of great opulence, so much so that He is actually the ornament of His ornaments."



Now the parivara-visesa or attributes of His family portray His unique excellence. The word gokule indicates that place where gopas, gopis, cow, calves and so forth reside. The word bhrajamanam indicates a particularly befitting place wherein He can manifest an excellence that surpasses that of previous lilas. Moreover, He is splendrous because only in Gokula does He manifest His svabhavika-sobha, or most natural characteristics of brilliance. It is stated in the Tenth Canto (Bhagavatam 10.32.14):



"(Bhagavan Sri Krsna, Who sits upon the asana formed in the lotus-like hearts of the siddha-yogis...) Manifesting a body that is the abode of all the splendour of the three worlds, He sat upon the asana presented by the gopis, was worshipped by them, and thereby radiated even more splendour."



His excellence of lila-visesa, or attributes of His pastimes, are stated in the last two lines of the verse. The word Yasoda indicates Yasodaya, or "From His mother Yasoda". Bhiya indicates the fear of being punished for His offense of breaking the yoghurt pots, stealing fresh butter and so forth. Ulukhalat denotes "from the mortar" - in order to steal the fresh butter suspended from the rafters, He took a large wooden grinding mortar that was kept in the same storeroom, turned it on end, and climbed up on it; but (spotting His mother coming into the room with a stick in her hand) He immediately gets down again. Dhavamanam - He speedily runs away. In this regardd, if one desires to know the particulars of this pastime, it can be found in the Tenth Canto (Bhagavatam 10.9.8-9) thus:



"Then Sri Krsna turned the grinding mortar on end, climbed up on it and began distributing the fresh butter hanging from the rafters to the monkeys as freely as He liked. Due to knowledge of His own mischievous thievery, His eyes fearfully darted this way and that. Mother Yasoda saw Him doing this and slowly crept up from behind to catch Him; but He noticed Her coming with a stick in her hand, and He quickly got down from the mortar and started running away, just like a person stricken with fear. Even though highly advanced yogis are enabled by the strength of their penances to merge their minds with brahma, still they cannot get a glimpse of this scene - of Yasoda-devi chasing her son Krsna from behind while attempting to catch Him."



Then, tato-drutya - she ran very swiftly. Due to the samasa conjunction, these two words become one. Gopya - by Sri Yasoda, para amrstam - catching hold of His back. Herre the words atyanta tato drutya (running behind Krsna very swiftly) imply the saundarya-visesa (excellence of beauty) of Yasoda's full breasts, broad hips and so on, as well as the particulars of her affection for her son. The loving use of the word gopya connotes the grand fortune that came upon the gopa caste (by Krsna preferring to appear among them). By the word paramrishtam (caught by His back), the unique attribute of superexcellent affection that Bhagavan Sri Krsna feels for Yasoda-mata (sneha-visesa) is intimated. In this regard also, one may search out the following verse from the Tenth Canto (Bhagavatam 10.9.10):



"While chasing after Krsna, the slim waisted Yasoda's broad hips caused her pace to slow down. From running quickly, the flowers had come loose from her hair and were falling after her, but she still continued to pursue Him. In this fashion, after chasing and chasing Him, she finally caught Him from behind."



Thus ends Sanatana Goswami's Dig-Darsini-Tika on the first shloka of Sri Damodarastakam.



VERSE 2:



After this, Krsna's lila-visesa (excellence of pastimes) is mentioned, as confirmed in the Bhagavatam (10.9.11) thus:



"(Mata Yasoda saw that) The mischievous child then cried and cried while rubbing His eyes with His hands, thereby smearing the dark eye-lining cosmetics from them. (Krsna saw the stick in her hands, and) His eyes became overwhelmed with fright. In this condition, Yasoda seized His hand and proceeded to chastise Him in order to instil fear in Him."



The details of this pastime are now spoken of in the second verse beginning with rudantam. Seeing the whipping stick in His mother's hand, and apprehending being struck with it, He behaved as if terrified so that she would see His distress and think "He is afraid of being punished". He hoped that by her seeing this attitude of His, she would not hit Him with the stick. Thinking in this way (that He would be spared punishment), therefore karambhoja-yugmena netra-yugmam mrjantam - He rubbed both eyes again and again with both of His lotus-like hands at the same time. This is a natural characteristic of balya-lila, and indeed the normal habit of small children.



Or else, karambhoja-yugmena netra-yugmam mrjantam may also indicate that by the influence of His fright, many tears were actually forming in His eyes; therefore He rubbed them again and again in order to make the tears fall out. Or furthermore, He rubbed His eyes again and again in order to wipe away the tears that were falling again and again; this is yet another meaning. Now satanka-netram - dreading His mother's punishment, Hisss eyes expressed how much He was terrified in His mind. Or else, it refers to His glancing this way and that in extreme fear. In this regard also, He tries to avoid being punished; thus another confidential pastime is disclosed.



Moreover, muhuh svasena - due to His crying and sobbing again and again, kampat - trembling, tri-rekhanka - marked with three lines just like a conchshell, kanthe stitham graivam - all His neck ornaments like pearl necklaces and so forth - He who appears this way. Damodaram - Whose belly is tied with a rope. He is described thus in the Bhagavatam (10.9.14):



"Just as an ordinary mother binds her naughty son, Yasoda Mata considered Sri Krsna to be her own ordinary child and tied Him to the grinding mortar with a rope."



In stating that knots were tied on the rope both to His belly and to the mortar, this indicates the particulars of Sri Krsna's excellence called bhakta-vasyata, or His quality of coming under the control of His devotees. Bhaktyaiva baddham - this refers to He Who responds only to bhakti in the following two ways: from His mother's viewpoint, He is bound by the loving parental devotion she feels for her son; from His viewpoint, He is bound by His mother's devotion in the form of bhakta-vasyata. Baddham - He willingly accepted the binding, although no rope had the power to bind Him. Thus mother Yasoda eventually collected all the ropes in her household, but upon tying them together the length still came out two fingers too short to fit around His waist. This is described in the following shlokas from the Bhagavatam (10.9.15-17):



"While tying up the naughty child, the rope came out two fingers short, so Yasoda Mata tied another length to it. This rope also came out two fingers short, so she tied yet another length to that one; but no matter how many ropes she added, it always ended up too short. Thus she was unable to bind Him, even by combining all the ropes in the house. (Then her gopi friends began to smile and she herself also smiled and laughed in astonishment)."



Of furthermore, the reason for this characteristic of the rope around His waist is: bhaktyaiva baddham - He can be bound only by devotion and nothing else. By this He becomes controlled. Such is certainly the conclusion of the afore-mentioned description. In this connection, it is further stated in the Bhagavatam (10.9.18-21):



"While attempting to bind Krsna) Yasoda became fatigued from tying so many ropes together again and again, and she perspired as the flower garlands in her hair fell loose. Then the young child Sri Krsna saw her weariness and mercifully consented to being tied up. O Maharaja Pariksit! Although He controls the entire universe along with its highly qualified demigods, the supreme independent Hari thus displayed how He comes under the control of His devotees. Therefore this gopi Yasoda Mata received such a great benediction from He Who awards liberation - a favour not granted to Lord Brahma, Mahesvara or even Laksmi Devi herself, who sports as half the body of all the Lord's incarnations. Bhagavan Gopika-suta, the Supreme Lord appearing as the son of a cowherd woman, is thus readily available for His devotees, yet remains far away from those absorbed in the bodily concept of the eight fold yoga practices as well as those focusing on visions of the Self through intellectual pursuits." (In other words, the tapasvis and the jnanis embark on a very difficult path of spiritual searching, but - being completely unable to attain Bhagavan - at best can end up >realising only a minute fraction of Lord Krsna's true glory".



These verses from the Bhagavatam indicate direct proof of all such conclusions. Elsewhere in the Bhagavatam it is stated (10.10.25):



"Because Devarsi Narada is My dear devotee, and because these two boys are the sons of My devotee Kuvera, I will deliver them in order to fulfil the words previously spoken by Mahatma Narada."



The purport of these words spoken by Sri Krsna is that He totally depends on the devotion of Sri Narada; (being pleased with Narada's bhakti) Krsna therefore dragged the grinding mortar and broke down the two trees in which the cursed brothers stood. This is why the Lord performs these and indeed all other pastimes (-because of the devotion of His devotees).



Thus ends Sanatana Goswami's Dig-Darsini-Tika on the second shloka of Sri Damodarastakam.





VERSE 3:



Now the excellences of His guna-visesa (attributes of His qualities) are expressed in this verse beginning with the word iti. It depicts the reason for His coming under the sway of His devotees. And furthermore, iti means "by this Damodara-lila"; it also connotes idrsibhis ca - "by all Sri Krsna's supremely enchanting childhood pastimes like the Damodara-lila." The word svasya indicates His own uncommonly divine pastimes - lilabhih - by all His sportive pastimes (He drowns all the living beings of Gokula in ecstasy). This is confirmed by many statements of the Bhagavatam such as the following (10.11.7-8):



"'If you dance, then we will give you a sweet' - by these words, or by clapping their hands, the elder gopis sometimes induced Sri Krsna to dance. Thus Bhagavan, the Supreme Personality of Godhead, danced just like an ordinary child. Sometimes they made Him sing, and He therefore sang just like a bewildered innocent boy. In this way, He came under the control of the cowherd women exactly like a wooden puppet on strings. Sometimes His relatives would order Him to bring their shoes, chair or measuring pot; but if He was unable to lift the article called for, He would grasp it firmly and, just to please His dear relatives, flap His elbows again and again to demonstrate His childish strength."



On the basis of these conclusions of the Bhagavatam, it is further stated - sva-ghosam means all the living beings dwelling in Gokula - ananda-kunde nimajjantam - He immersed them in a deep pool brimming with liquid bliss mellows (ananda-rasa-maya-gabhira-jala). Therefore it is declared in the Bhagavatam verse quoted above: svanam pritim samudvahan - by these actions, He stimulated the ccomplete love of His own dearmost relatives (priti). And furthermore, the word ghosah additionally means "the loud proclamation of His glories." Similarly, the word sva also connotes either svasya or svanam - that either His own glory or the glory of the gopas and gopis is proclaimed by these pastimes. In this mood He personally drowned them all in pools of bliss (ananda-kunde nimajjantam) - and they experienced a very special excellence of supreme happiness (parama-sukha).



And furthermore, it is especially noted that - tadiyesita-jnesu - unto those who are attached to knowleedge of the Lord's majestic opulence (aisvarya), and who worship Him accordingly, He declares bhaktair jitatvam - only in front of His own pure devotees does He become totally submissive, being conquered by their loving devotion; akhyapayantam - He has fully displaced this quality for all to see. The meaning is - "I willingly become submissive to the control of My servants who are attached to bhakti, but I will never submit Myself to those fond of jnana." This is confirmed in the Bhagavatam (10.11.9) thus:



"Bhagavan Sri Krsna has proclaimed to the bhaktas of the universe who are fond of aisvarya-jnana that He is fully submissive only to His own pure devotees."



The meaning of this Bhagavatam verse is - the word tad-vidam indicates devotees who are attached to bhagavad-aisvarya-jnana. Or yet another meaning is - tadiyanam suggests that He displays this quality (of submission to His devotees) only in front of those who are already aware of the prabhava or power of His most dear, favourite devotees; He does not exhibit this feature to others. The reason for such behaviour is - those who are unaware of the special glories of the Vaisnavas, and those who cultivate kevala-jnana (impersonal knowledge) are unqualified to be presented with a display of the supremely confidential truth regarding devotion and the glories of devotion. In this mood, a further meaning of tad-vidam (from the Bhagavatam verse 10.11.9 quoted above) is - this word reveals bhrtya-vasyata-vidam, or those who are unaware of Sri Krsna's quality of submitting to His devotees. Now (in Damodarastakam) the word prematah denotes "with an excellence of love and devotion"; satavrtti means hundreds and hundreds of times; tam - unto that isvara - punah vande - I repeatedly offer my respectful obeisances. Therefore the only thing worshipful for me is to offer my obeisances unto the superexcellence of the process of bhakti, which brings the Supreme Lord under the control of His devotees. Such a condition can never come about through aisvarya-jnana, or knowledge of His divine majesty. This alone is the mood of the devotee offering this specific prayer.



Thus ends Sanatana Goswami's Dig-Darsini-Tika on the third shloka of Sri Sri Damodarastakam.



VERSE 4:



In this way, continuing the description of the Lord's particular excellences, the prayer progresses with a request that mentions one's cherished desires. This is presented in two verses (4 and 5), starting with the word varam. The word deva means "O supremely effulgent one!" Or it also implies "O Lord engaged in superexcellent sweet sports!" The word iha means "here in Vrindavana" -varesad - from You, Who can bestow any benediction - varam na vrne - I do not seek any boon. Specifically,,, I do not pray for moksha, the fourth purushartha or goal of human life (to achieve freedom from material contact by merging into the brahman effulgence); nor do I pray for mokshaya-avadhim, the highest supreme zenith of liberation in the form of eternally living in Sri Vaikuntha-loka, where the excellence of life is the nature of thickly condensed happiness; nor do I pray for anyan ca - other things such as the nine methods of devotional service headed by shravana (hearing, chanting, etc.) - I do not desire the boons that may be obtained by any of these processes. Furthermore - even if You want to give them to me, and additionally - even if others consider such things to be very appealing - iha, here in Vrindavana I do not have the slightest desire for them. This word iha can also be used in relation to the statements of the rest of the verse. It is naturally understood that the three benedictions referred to - moksha (liberation), mokshavadhi (the highest zenith of liberation) and anya (other things) - all reflect an ascending level of superiority, each being greater than the last. In this regard, the superiority of Vaikuntha to impersonal liberation is clearly described in my (Srila Sanatana Goswami's) Brhad Bhagavatamrta, Uttara Khanda 1.14-15. And the superiority of the nine process of devotion (headed by sravana) to Vaikuntha-loka is described in the Bhagavatam (3.15.49) thus:



"(The four kumaras headed by Sanat, after cursing the disrespectful devotees named Jaya and Vijaya, said to Lord Visnu Who had just appeared:) Oh Lord, we pray that you let us be born in any hellish condition of life, as long as our ears are always filled with the chanting of Your transcendental qualities."



By these words, it becomes evident that the nine processes of devotion beginning with shravana can be perfected even while living in hell - wherever one is, and in whatever condition of life, one thereby experiences the perfection of living in the eternal abode of Vaikuntha.



This being the case, then what boon does one want from the Lord? The answer is given in this fourth verse of Damodarastakam: he natha! - iha idam te vapur gopala-balam - O Lord! This form of Yours as a cowherd child in Vrindavana - sada me manasi avirastam - may such a form ever be manifest in my mind. Since He is antaryami, situated as the indwelling Supersoul, He may be seen manifesting the divine beauty of His every limb within one's heart, just as clearly as one sees directly with the eyes.



Still - (even if Krsna were to personaally address the devotee and offer:) "O he! The above-mentioned three kinds of boons beginning with moksha are not ordinary; they are most desirous, and anyone would immediately accept them...would you accept them?" The answer is given herein - kim anyaih - "What is the use of all these thhings? They have no value to me." This is the meaning. The reason behind this attitude is - Sri Krsna is composed of all the bliss in the universe, so if He is attained then everything else is automatically and perfectly attained. But if one cannot attain Krsna, then the imperfection perceived in the absence of the desired goal especially creates a grand distaste and lamentable misery at the mere thought of attaining something of lesser value. Therefore it is said here that other boons are useless - kim anyaih - "What good are they?" This is the mood.



Or else, the words kim anyaih show yet another meaning. (Again the Lord may ask) "Even though you do not pray for the boons beginning with moksham, would you care then for the boon of directly seeing and conversing with My supremely worshipable four-armed form (of Sri Narayana and other aisvarya-maya-murtis)?" The answer remains the same - kim anyaih - "Other boons are useless to me.&" The intention behind this is - "If Your divine form of a cowherd child (which is the crest-jewel of all splendours) would always be manifest in my heart, then I would feel very, very pleased; nothing short of that would satisfy me." This is the mood.



For further details regarding the glories of antar-darsana (seeing the Lord within the heart), please see Brhad Bhagavatamrta, Uttara-Khanda 2.86-96. Therein the sage Sri Pippalayana on the planet Tapoloka has explained all these principles very elaborately. Now the Damodarastaka prayer offered by Satyavrata Muni similarly demonstrates that the longing for inner darsana is the best goal of all - from this prayer all these things can be clearly understood.



Thus ends Sanatana Goswami's Dig-Darsini-Tika on the fourth shloka of Sri Sri Damodarastakam.



VERSE 5:



And furthermore, the longing to see Your sri-mukha, Your divine lotus face that is parama-manohara (supremely enchanting) is stated in this verse beginning with idam te. Sometime while one is meditating deeply within and perceives such indescribable beauty and splendour - that is what is revealed in this verse. His face is praphulla-kamalakara 0 it resembles a fully-blossomed lotus flower; nikhila-santapa-hari - His face is the remover of all kinds oof distress; and paramananda-rasa-maya - and it is pervaded with the supreme mmellows of pure bliss. That lotus face - manasi muhur-avirastam - may it be revealed again and again within my mind.



What does that lotus face look like? It is surrounded (vrtam) by curling hair (kuntala) that is very dark blue (avyakta-nila), glossy (snigdha) and tinged with red (rakta). The word vrtam suggests that just as a lotus flower is surrounded with hovering honeybees, similarly the Lord's lotus face is encircled with curly locks that bounce around whenever He moves. The word gopya ("by the gopi") indicates that His face is kissed again and again by either Sri Yasoda or by Sri Radha. The word muhuh (again and again) is relative to this word gopya, and it reads properly exactly where it is in the verse. This being the case, may that divine lotus face - muhus-cumbitam - kissed repeatedly by the supremely foortunate gopi-mama manasi - in my mind - avirastam - may it manifest even once. This is thhe meaning.



Or else - the word sada (always) found in the previous verse carries over to is definitive conclusion in the present verse, thereby indicating "may it always manifest" - this intention can also be accepted. Finally, that lotus face is especially described thus - bimba-vad-raktadharam - He Whose lips are cherry red like the bimba fruit. (If that form is manifest within my mind, I will be fully satisfied). Therefore it is said about laksa-labhaih, the attainment of millions and millions of other types of benedictions - alam - they are of no use to me whatsoever. This is the meaning. This is most definitely the message that is conveyed by the fifth verse.



Thus ends Sanatana Goswami's Dig-Darsini-Tika on the fifth shloka of Sri Sri Damodarastakam.



VERSE 6:



Now, by the potency of prayer, feelings of spontaneous love arise and one especially craves to have the direct vision of the Lord. In this regard, when referring to topics about saksat-darsana or direct vision of the Lord, only sri nama-sankirtana is the parama sadhana or supreme method for this attainment. After fixing His beauty in the mind, one then offers sorrowful prayers by way of sri nama-kirtana, as in this verse beginning with namo. In the text of a mula-shloka such as this sixth verse, usually the word tubhyam ("unto You") would be found in order to complete the sense of the prayer; but in this case, the excitement of prema causes the reciter to neglect all feelings of awe or reverence. Therefore, in the mood of being in the personal presence of the Lord, the word tubhyam is neglected.



He prabho - means he madiya isvara, O my controller! (Offering You my obeisances, I beg) prasida - this word indicates prasadam, or be pleased with me and show Your mercy. (The reason for praying is) I am duhkha-jalabdhi-magnam - immersed in the ocean of misery. Speccifically, the word duhkha (pain, misery, distress) indicates either the agony of repeated birth and death in the samsarika material world, or else the torment of not seeing You (resulting in feelings of ocean-like infinite desolation). Jalam - (meaning net, illusion, deception), and abdhih (ocean) denotes the extreme vastness - (By the force of my own karma) I am thus magnam (submerged). (I am tortured by all these harsh afflictions); therefore I am ati-dinam - very distressed.



Or else, another meaning of the word ati-dinam is - I am completely bereft of the association of saintly persons, and consequently without their assistance I am extremely fallen. Or else, yet another meaning is - (due to not seeing >You) I am just like a living dead man. In this regard, I am also ajnam - I am particularly ignorant about how to resolve this problem. Then krpaya drsti-vrstya - showing Your own mercy, please shower me with Your nectar-laden glances - anugrhana - thereby uplifting me and once more enthusing me with life. This alone is the purport of the prayer. Then aksi-drsyo-edhi - please become visible before my eyes.



Prayers are usually made according to the sequence in which this one is prayed; as such it is not appropriate in this case to first mentioned the boon that is being requested, due to its nature of being the topmost of rarely attained benedictions.



The glory of attaining the direct vision of the Lord (saksat-darsana) within the mind is explained very logically by the personal associates of the Lord (sri bhagavat parsada) in the Brhad Bhagavatamrta, Uttara Khanda 3.179-182. From this passage one may gain specific knowledge of these topics.



(Now the devotional kirtana of the Lord's names, used to address Him at the beginning of the mula-shloka, will be explained:) In this sixth verse the word deva indicates he divya rupa - O Lord of divine beauty! This beauty is the cause for desiring His darsana. The address of damodara intimates specifically that He is glorified for His excellence of bhakta-vatsalya, or affection for His devotees (up to the point of allowing them to bind Him around the waist). Therefore I will be qualified only by bhakti to see Him with my own eyes. He Who has no end (Whose mercy has no limits) is addressed as ananta. Therefore He will certainly shower His glance of mercy and thus favour me. The address prabhu connotes he acintya-ananta-adbhuta-maha-sakti-yukta - O You Who are endowed with inconceivable, limitless, astonishingly grand potency! Therefore You Who cannot be perceived by the senses can only become visible to my eyes by dint of this same inconceivable sakti of Yours. Addressing Him as isa suggests - he parama-svatantra - O You Who are supremely independent! IIn showing Your favour even to unfit souls, You are dependent on no one else. And moreover, the address visnu means he sarva-vyapaka - O You Who are all-pervading! Furthermore, it means - O You Who are fond of entering into Vrindavana's secluded caves and bower-cottages! Praying like this indicates that it is not difficult for Him to come before one's eyes; He does not have to labour hard to come from a distance.


(Some additional interpretations of the above-mentioned forms of address are now given:) Or else, he ananta means that He is aparicchinna or continuously existent without interval or separation. The address of visnu means He is sarva-vyapin or living everywhere. Therefore, he damodara proclaims Him thus - under the sway of His own parama-vatsalya-visesa or supremely affectionate attribute, there is absolutely nothing that He cannot do. The purport of the other words used for addressing Him may also be understood in terms of these expanded indications.

Thus ends Sanatana Goswami's Dig-Darsini-Tika on the sixth shloka of Sri Sri Damodarastakam.



VERSE 7:



In this way, by the attributes of pure ecstatic love (prema-visesa) one becomes infused with supreme longing and prays for direct audience with the Lord (saksat-darsana). From the attributes of that prayerful longing arises ecstatic loving service (prema-bhakti), which demonstrates the supreme rarity of saksat-darsana. This prema-bhakti is verily the only means for attaining His darsana; first establishing this as a fact, prayer is then offered to Him. Or else - if one does receive His vision but once, the mind is unsatisfied, and (due to not seeing Him the very next second) the agony of separation sets in. Holding an apprehension like this, which perpetually brings the Lord under one's sway, is a feature of prema-bhakti - which is the one and only means of maintaining such a condition. This being declared the case, then how could it possibly be accomplished by such an utmost offender like me? The answer to this concern is that Sri Bhagavan's quality of bhakta-vatsalya (affection for His devotees) makes the impossible quite possible. In order to resolve this for certain, the proposal of moksha is again rejected here in the seventh verse beginning with kuveratmajau, where the prayer is made purely for attaining prema-bhakti.



The words baddha-murtya indicate that His sri vigraha (divine bodily form) was bound with ropes tied to the grinding mortar by Sri Yasoda; by that sri vigraha (He liberated the two sons of Kuvera). Thus by His dragging the mortar between (the two trees known as yamalarjuna) Bhagavan personally demonstrates the supreme fortune that comes in the form of saksat-darsana (seeing His form), personally touching His form, and so forth, which are integral attributes of His supremely beautiful pastimes. (Even though He Himself was tied up, now it is described how he liberated Nalakuvara and Manigriva:) The word mocitau denotes that they were liberated not just from the curse of Sri Narada, but from samsara (the material world) as well; they were not awarded with kevalam or impersonal liberation of merging into His all-pervading effulgence, but it is definitely stated that they were gifted with prema-bhakti. These two boys are described as bhakti-bhajau - they took shelter of bhakti as the supreme goal. Those who cannot give up the shelter of devotion in any way, shape or form are called bhakti -bhajam. (Krsna personally transformed them in this way). Thus it is the intention of the author to specifically declare that not only were they liberated, but that they were also awarded with prema-bhakti. In this regard, the Lord has declared to these two boys in the Bhagavatam (10.10.42):



"The sprout of prema for Me, which was your most supremely cherished goal, has now fully arisen in both of you. From this ecstatic mood, you will never take birth in the material world again."



(Srila Sanatana Goswami has elucidated upon this verse in his own commentary on the Bhagavatam). The purport is - The word vam ("You two") indicates that Lord Krsna was addressing the two boys thusly: "The most desire thing you have prayed for is parama-bhava and you both have fully developed this prema for Me. Therefore you will never again experience bhava, the repeated birth and death in the material world, nor will you feel the misery of samsara even while living here."



Then, he damodara! tatha - just like that - svakam - the exclusive shelter (ashraya) of Your own lotus feet, or else - the exclusive objective (vishaya) of such a beautiful form as Yours; namely prema-bhakti - me - unto me - prayaccha - please bestow it unto me in the most lavish way. (yaccha means "please give" and the prefix pra indicates prakarshena or "with profusion or intensity").



Verily, it is just like Lord Sri Krsna is saying, "O he! Why are you so enthusiastic for prema-bhakti? Just accept liberation like the two sons of Kuvera, whereby the miseries of birth and death in the material world are finished." To that, the answer remains the same - neti - no, thank you. Other than iha, this goal named prema-bhakti - na mokshe graho me asti damodara - I have no eagerness for any other type of liberation, O Damodara! The purport of this is: one may think, "If the samsara is destroyed by engaging in prema-bhakti, let it be." Or, "If prema-bhakti doesn't destroy the samsara, then let me not develop it." I truly have no inclination for either mentality. The confidential mood is thus - if a cintamani lies in the palm of your hand, then all activities you undertake will be perfect; therefore what is the value of grasping a tiny, insignificant thing (like moksha)?



Or else, the phrase he damodara! prema-bhaktim svakam me prayaccha means - this Bhagavan's belly is bound with ropes, so from Him one prays for prema-bhakti in order to perpetually bind His belly; the eagerness for this reciprocation makes it actually possible. Apprehending such, the prayer continues (na mokshe grahah, etc.), wherein the alarmed devotee offers - "Do I not have eagerness for You to become liberated from the ropes?" The purport is: "Yes, I certainly care." This is precisely the meaning. But all I want from You (in Your bound up form) is that You bestow my most cherished benediction of prema bhakti.



Or else, yet another meaning is - the word iha indicates "please bestow prema-bhakti here in Vrindavana" - this intention also follows. To interpret further,, one prays thus because Sri Vrindavana is the exclusive agent for the arising of prema-bhakti's unique happiness, also, only in Vrindavana Sri Krsna especially appears; also, the attributes of His sakshat-darsana are found there in that form) with His belly bound); and further, one prays for perpetual residence in Vrindavana because only there does Sri Bhagavan desire to especially manifest as the enjoyer of the forest - Vrindavana-Vihari. All this is additionally evidence. Further details of these topics could be ascertained as we have been doing herein.



Thus ends Sanatana Goswami's Dig-Darsini-Tika on the seventh shloka of Sri Sri Damodarastakam.



VERSE 8:



Now at the conclusion of the prayer, in order to summarize the presentation of topics that are being prayed for, and also to arouse the attributes of bhakti, obeisances are given separately unto Bhagavan's unique binding,, bodily limbs, associates, and so on in the verse beginning with namas te 'stu. It is stated te damne namo 'stu - I bow to the maha-pasha, the magnificent rope that binds Your belly. What is this grand rope like? It is sphurantya dipte dhama - the source or shelter of a splendrous effulgence. In this regard, it is suggested by the author that such a maha-pasha is the very abode of the (endlessly radiant) concentrated brahma-teja, or all-pervading brahman effulgence.



After that, tvadiyaya udaraya namo 'stu - I bow to Your belly. The reason for this is because while bound with ropes, You especially manifest the beauty and other qualities of Your belly as well as the glorious characteristics of vatsalya-lila and other pastimes. What is that belly like? It is stated vishvasya dhama - that belly is the support for all theee universes in creation, including all the stationary and moving beings contained therein. From the lotus navel on His abdomen has sprouted a gigantic lotus flower that sustains the fourteen worlds. Additionally, (during His childhood pastimes in Vrindavana) He bodily displayed the vishva-rupa or universal form to His mother on two occasions. This is another indication. Therefore, in such a pastime of binding Him by the waist, mother Yasoda bound up the whole universe, indeed, she brought the entire creation under her control. This is the proclamation.



It is never possible to factually bind the (all-pervading, limitlessly potent) Lord, Who is Isha (the supreme controller), but He willingly accepts binding as an attribute of His superexcellent affection for His devotees (bhakta-vatsalya-visesa). And by that acceptance of binding we are informed that such pastimes are imperceptible to all the logic and reasoning available within all the material universes. This is an intimation of His aisvarya-visesa or attributes of majesty.



The reason for offering obeisances first unto the rope (dama) and then unto the Lord's belly (udara) is - because the rope is situated upon His belly. Or furthermore, to indicate the ascending superiority in the significance of different things, (respects are first offered to the rope, then to His belly).



Now, namo radhikayai - obeisances are offered unto His beloved, Bhagavati Sri Radhika. This is done in order to show that the mercy of His beloved enables one to fully attain the desire objective - including objectives that are even beyond the range of desire. By offering obeisances unto Sri Radhika, it is implied that obeisances are also being offered unto all the gopis. Or else, since Sri Radhika is the foremost of them all, obeisances are offered only unto Her.



The word radhika is used here to denote the attributes and excellence of one who is always engaged in Sri Bhagavan's aradhana or worship (arranging only for His pleasure); this is the purpose of using Her specific name "Radhika" in this text. Therefore - tvadiya-priyayaih - obeisances unto Your beloved. Or else, this name "Radhika" indicates rudhi (in grammatical terms, it is capable of conveying a meaning not supported by derivation). Therefore, regardless of Her aradhana or worship of You, She is still Your eternally dearmost beloved (nitya-priya). In this connection also, the word tvadiya indicates that not only is She dear to Yourself, but to all Your other devotees as well; what more, then, could be said about how dear She is to You? Additionally, this statement implies that You are also Her nitya-priya (eternally dear beloved). By such the excellence of Sri Radhika's love for Sri Krsna (prema-visesa) is suggested. This the words priyayaih namah in this verse can either mean - my obeisances unto You, Radhika's beloved; or, my obeisances unto Radhika, Your beloved. Whoever is beloved to You, such a person is certainly worshipable for the entire universe. Therefore, since Radhika is Your own dearmost beloved, namo 'stu - I bow before Her.



And finally at the conclusion of the prayer, the author desires to describe the supreme superexcellence of the rasa-lila and other transcendental pastimes that Lord Sri Krsna performs with Sri Radhika, but since these are the topmost of confidential topics, they are not mentioned directly. The logic of madhurena samapayet - "all undertakings should be completed sweetly" - applies here. Therefore such confidential pastimes are referred to only by a mere dint as they are offered obeisances with the words namo 'nanta-lilaya (obeisances unto Your limitless pastimes).



The word devaya indicates that obeisances are offered unto Bhagavan Who is lokottara - supernatural, divine, transcendental. With this it is intimated that by Damodara Krsna's divinely supernatural quality, then all the lilas performed by Him are also similarly transcendental. Or else, it could also be interpreted to mean - my obeisances unto You Who are continuously engaged in pastimes along with Sri Radhika. Therefore, ananta-lilaya tubhyam namah - I offer my respectful obeisances unto You Who are thus performing limitless pastimes. By the words ananta-lila, it is suggested to include all the pastimes associated with the realm of Gokula Vrindavana. I offer my obeisances unto all those lilas, such a mood is most certainly expressed in this verse.



Thus ends Sanatana Goswami's Dig-Darsini-Tika on the eighth sloka of Sri Sri Damodarastakam.

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Srila Prabhupada’s arrival in the USAThese excerpts have been taken from Satswarup dasa Goswami’sPrabhupada-lilamrita ch 11-12.Srila Prabhupada’s Departure for preaching in the west.With the manuscript for Volume Three complete and with the money to printit, Bhaktivedanta Swami once again entered the printing world, purchasingpaper, correcting proofs, and keeping the printer on schedule so that thebook would be finished by January 1965. Thus, by his persistence, he who hadalmost no money of his own managed to publish his third large hardboundvolume within a little more than two years.At this rate, with his respect in the scholarly world increasing, he mightsoon become a recognized figure amongst his countrymen. But he had hisvision set on the West. And with the third volume now printed, he felt hewas at last prepared. He was sixty-nine and would have to go soon. It hadbeen more than forty years since Srila Bhaktisiddhanta Sarasvati had firstasked a young householder in Calcutta to preach Krishna consciousness in theWest. At first it had seemed impossible to Abhay Charan, who had so recentlyentered family responsibilities. That obstacle, however, had long ago beenremoved, and for more than ten years he had been free to travel. But he hadbeen penniless (and still was). And he had wanted first to publish somevolumes of Srimad-Bhagavatam to take with him; it had seemed necessary if hewere to do something solid. Now, by Krishna’s grace, three volumes were onhand.Srila Prabhupada: I planned that I must go to America. Generally they go toLondon, but I did not want to go to London. I was simply thinking how to goto New York. I was scheming, “Whether I shall go this way, through Tokyo,Japan, or that way? Which way is cheaper?” That was my proposal. And I wastargeting to New York always. Sometimes I was dreaming that I have come toNew York.Then Bhaktivedanta Swami met Mr. Agarwal, a Mathura businessman, andmentioned to him in passing, as he did to almost everyone he met, that hewanted to go to the West. Although Mr. Agarwal had known Bhaktivedanta Swamifor only a few minutes, he volunteered to try to get him a sponsor inAmerica. It was something Mr. Agarwal had done a number of times; when hemet a sadhu who mentioned something about going abroad to teach Hinduculture, he would ask his son Gopal, an engineer in Pennsylvania, to sendback a sponsorship form. When Mr. Agarwal volunteered to help in this way,Bhaktivedanta Swami urged him please to do so.Srila Prabhupada: I did not say anything seriously to Mr. Agarwal, butperhaps he took it very seriously. I asked him, “Well, why don’t you askyour son Gopal to sponsor so that I can go there? I want to preach there.”But Bhaktivedanta Swami knew he could not simply dream of going to theWest; he needed money. In March 1965 he made another visit to Bombay,attempting to sell his books. Again he stayed at the free dharmasala,Premkutir. But finding customers was difficult. He met Paramananda Bhagwani,a librarian at Jai Hind College, who purchased books for the college libraryand then escorted Bhaktivedanta Swami to a few likely outlets.Mr. Bhagwani: I took him to the Popular Book Depot at Grant Road to helphim in selling books, but they told us they couldn’t stock the books becausethey don’t have much sales on religion. Then we went to another shop nearby,and the owner also regretted his inability to sell the books. Then he wentto Sadhuvela, near Mahalakshmi temple, and we met the head of the templethere. He, of course, welcomed us. They have a library of their own, andthey stock religious books, so we approached them to please keep a set therein their library. They are a wealthy asrama, and yet he also expressed hisinability.Bhaktivedanta Swami returned to Delhi, pursuing the usual avenues ofbookselling and looking for whatever opportunity might arise. And to hissurprise, he was contacted by the Ministry of External Affairs and informedthat his No Objection certificate for going to the U.S. was ready. Since hehad not instigated any proceedings for leaving the country, BhaktivedantaSwami had to inquire from the ministry about what had happened. They showedhim the Statutory Declaration Form signed by Mr. Gopal Agarwal of Butler,Pennsylvania; Mr. Agarwal solemnly declared that he would bear the expensesof Bhaktivedanta Swami during his stay in the U.S.Srila Prabhupada: Whatever the correspondence was there between the fatherand son, I did not know. I simply asked him, “Why don’t you ask your sonGopal to sponsor?” And now, after three or four months, the No Objectioncertificate was sent from the Indian Consulate in New York to me. He hadalready sponsored my arrival there for one month, and all of a sudden I gotthe paper.At his father’s request, Gopal Agarwal had done as he had done for severalother sadhus, none of whom had ever gone to America. It was just aformality, something to satisfy his father. Gopal had requested a form fromthe Indian Consulate in New York, obtained a statement from his employercertifying his monthly salary, gotten a letter from his bank showing hisbalance as of April 1965, and had the form notarized. It had been stampedand approved in New York and sent to Delhi. Now Bhaktivedanta Swami had asponsor. But he still needed a passport, visa, P-form, and travel fare.The passport was not very difficult to obtain. Krishna Pandit helped, andby June 10 he had his passport. Carefully, he penned in his address at theRadha-Krishna temple in Chippiwada and wrote his father’s name, Gour MohanDe. He asked Krishna Pandit also to pay for his going abroad, but KrishnaPandit refused, thinking it against Hindu principles for a sadhu to goabroad—and also very expensive.With his passport and sponsorship papers, Bhaktivedanta Swami went toBombay, not to sell books or raise funds for printing; he wanted a ticketfor America. Again he tried approaching Sumati Morarji. He showed hissponsorship papers to her secretary, Mr. Choksi, who was impressed and whowent to Mrs. Morarji on his behalf. “The Swami from Vrindavana is back,” hetold her. “He has published his book on your donation. He has a sponsor, andhe wants to go to America. He wants you to send him on a Scindia ship.” Mrs.Morarji said no, the Swamiji was too old to go to the United States andexpect to accomplish anything. As Mr. Choksi conveyed to him Mrs. Morarji’swords, Bhaktivedanta Swami listened disapprovingly. She wanted him to stayin India and complete the Srimad-Bhagavatam. Why go to the States? Finishthe job here.But Bhaktivedanta Swami was fixed on going. He told Mr. Choksi that heshould convince Mrs. Morarji. He coached Mr. Choksi on what he should say:“I find this gentleman very inspired to go to the States and preachsomething to the people therei” But when he told Mrs. Morarji, she againsaid no. The Swami was not healthy. It would be too cold there. He might notbe able to come back, and she doubted whether he would be able to accomplishmuch there. People in America were not so cooperative, and they wouldprobably not listen to him.Exasperated with Mr. Choksi’s ineffectiveness, Bhaktivedanta Swami demandeda personal interview. It was granted, and a gray-haired, determinedBhaktivedanta Swami presented his emphatic request: “Please give me oneticket.”Sumati Morarji was concerned. “Swamiji, you are so old—you are taking thisresponsibility. Do you think it is all right?”“No,” he reassured her, lifting his hand as if to reassure a doubtingdaughter, “it is all right.”“But do you know what my secretaries think? They say, “Swamiji is going todie there.’”Bhaktivedanta made a face as if to dismiss a foolish rumor. Again heinsisted that she give him a ticket. “All right,” she said. “Get yourP-form, and I will make an arrangement to send you by our ship.”Bhaktivedanta Swami smiled brilliantly and happily left her offices, pasther amazed and skeptical clerks.A “P-form”—another necessity for an Indian national who wants to leave thecountry—is a certificate given by the State Bank of India, certifying thatthe person has no excessive debts in India and is cleared by the banks. Thatwould take a while to obtain. And he also did not yet have a U.S. visa. Heneeded to pursue these government permissions in Bombay, but he had no placeto stay. So Mrs. Morarji agreed to let him reside at the Scindia Colony, acompound of apartments for employees of the Scindia Company.He stayed in a small, unfurnished apartment with only his trunk andtypewriter. The resident Scindia employees all knew that Mrs. Morarji wassending him to the West, and some of them became interested in his cause.They were impressed, for although he was so old, he was going abroad topreach. He was a special sadhu, a scholar. They heard from him how he wastaking hundreds of copies of his books with him, but no money. He became acelebrity at the Scindia Colony. Various families brought him rice, sabji,and fruit. They brought so much that he could not eat it all, and hementioned this to Mr. Choksi. Just accept it and distribute it, Mr. Choksiadvised. Bhaktivedanta Swami then began giving remnants of his food to thechildren. Some of the older residents gathered to hear him as he read andspoke from Srimad-Bhagavatam. Mr. Vasavada, the chief cashier of Scindia,was particularly impressed and came regularly to learn from the sadhu. Mr.Vasavada obtained copies of Bhaktivedanta Swami’s books and read them in hishome.Bhaktivedanta Swami’s apartment shared a roofed-in veranda with Mr.Nagarajan, a Scindia office worker, and his wife.Mrs. Nagarajan: Every time when I passed that way, he used to be writing orchanting. I would ask him, “Swamiji, what are you writing?” He used to sitnear the window and one after another was translating the Sanskrit. He gaveme two books and said, “Child, if you read this book, you will understand.”We would have discourses in the house, and four or five Gujarati ladies usedto come. At one of these discourses he told one lady that those who weartheir hair parted on the side—that is not a good idea. Every Indian ladyshould have her hair parted in the center. They were very fond of listeningand very keen to hear his discourse.Every day he would go out trying to get his visa and P-form as quickly aspossible, selling his books, and seeking contacts and supporters for hisfuture Srimad-Bhagavatam publishing. Mr. Nagarajan tried to help. Using thetelephone directory, he made a list of wealthy business and professional menwho were Vaishnavas and might be inclined to assist. Bhaktivedanta Swami’sneighbors at Scindia Colony observed him coming home dead tired in theevening. He would sit quietly, perhaps feeling morose, some neighborsthought, but after a while he would sit up, rejuvenated, and start writing.Mrs. Nagarajan: When he came home we used to give him courage, and we usedto tell him, “Swamiji, one day you will achieve your target.” He would say,“Time is still not right. Time is still not right. They are all ajnanis.They don’t understand. But still I must carry on.”Sometimes I would go by, and his cadar would be on the chair, but he wouldbe sitting on the windowsill. I would ask him, “Swamiji, did you have anygood contacts?” He would say, “Not much today. I didn’t get much, and it isdepressing. Tomorrow Krishna will give me more details.” And he would sitthere quietly.After ten minutes, he would sit in his chair and start writing. I wouldwonder how Swamiji was so tired in one minute and in another minuten Even ifhe was tired, he was not defeated. He would never speak discouragement. Andwe would always encourage him and say, “If today you don’t get it, tomorrowyou will definitely meet some people, and they will encourage you.” And myfriends used to come in the morning and in the evening for discourse, andthey would give namaskara and fruits.Mr. Nagarajan: His temperament was very adjustable and homely. Our friendswould offer a few rupees. He would say, “All right. It will help.” He usedto walk from our colony to Andheri station. It is two kilometers, and heused to go there without taking a bus, because he had no money.Bhaktivedanta Swami had a page printed entitled “My Mission,” and he wouldshow it to influential men in his attempts to get further financing forSrimad-Bhagavatam. The printed statement proposed that God consciousness wasthe only remedy for the evils of modern materialistic society. Despitescientific advancement and material comforts, there was no peace in theworld; therefore, Bhagavad-gita and Srimad-Bhagavatam, the glory of India,must be spread all over the world.Mrs. Morarji asked Bhaktivedanta Swami if he would read Srimad-Bhagavatamto her in the evening. He agreed. She began sending her car for him at sixo’clock each evening, and they would sit in her garden, where he wouldrecite and comment on the Bhagavatam.Mrs. Morarji: He used to come in the evening and sing the verses inrhythmic tunes, as is usually done with the Bhagavatam. And certainpoints—when you sit and discuss, you raise so many points—he was commentingon certain points, but it was all from the Bhagavatam. So he used to sit andexplain to me and then go. He could give time, and I could hear him. Thatwas for about ten or fifteen days.His backing by Scindia and his sponsorship in the U.S. were a strongpresentation, and with the help of the people at Scindia he obtained hisvisa on July 28, 1965. But the P-form proceedings went slowly and eventhreatened to be a last, insurmountable obstacle.Srila Prabhupada: Formerly there was no restriction for going outside. Butfor a sannyasi like me, I had so much difficulty obtaining the governmentpermission to go out. I had applied for the P-form sanction, but no sanctionwas coming. Then I went to the State Bank of India. The officer was Mr.Martarchari. He told me, “Swamiji, you are sponsored by a private man. So wecannot accept. If you were invited by some institution, then we couldconsider. But you are invited by a private man for one month. And after onemonth, if you are in difficulty, there will be so many obstacles.” But I hadalready prepared everything to go. So I said, “What have you done?” He said,“I have decided not to sanction your P-form.” I said, “No, no, don’t dothis. You better send me to your superior. It should not be like that.”So he took my request, and he sent the file to the chief official offoreign exchange—something like that. So he was the supreme man in the StateBank of India. I went to see him. I asked his secretary, “Do you havesuch-and-such a file. You kindly put it to Mr. Rao. I want to see him.” Sothe secretary agreed, and he put the file, and he put my name down to seehim. I was waiting. So Mr. Rao came personally. He said, “Swamiji, I passedyour case. Don’t worry.”Following Mrs. Morarji’s instruction, her secretary, Mr. Choksi, made finalarrangements for Bhaktivedanta Swami. Since he had no warm clothes, Mr.Choksi took him to buy a wool jacket and other woolen clothes. Mr. Choksispent about 250 rupees on new clothes, including some new dhotis. AtBhaktivedanta Swami’s request, Mr. Choksi printed five hundred copies of asmall pamphlet containing the eight verses written by Lord Caitanya and anadvertisement for Srimad-Bhagavatam, in the context of an advertisement forthe Scindia Steamship Company.Mr. Choksi: I asked him, “Why couldn’t you go earlier? Why do you want togo now to the States, at this age?” He replied that, “I will be able to dosomething good, I am sure.” His idea was that someone should be there whowould be able to go near people who were lost in life and teach them andtell them what the correct thing is. I asked him so many times, “Why do youwant to go to the States? Why don’t you start something in Bombay or Delhior Vrindavana?” I was teasing him also: “You are interested in seeing theStates. Therefore, you want to go. All Swamijis want to go to the States,and you want to enjoy there.” He said, “What I have got to see? I havefinished my life.”But sometimes he was hot-tempered. He used to get angry at me for thedelays. “What is this nonsense?” he would say. Then I would understand: heis getting angry now. Sometimes he would say, “Oh, Mrs. Morarji has stillnot signed this paper? She says come back tomorrow, we will talk tomorrow!What is this? Why this daily going back?” He would get angry. Then I wouldsay, “You can sit here.” But he would say, “How long do I have to sit?” Hewould become impatient.Finally Mrs. Morarji scheduled a place for him on one of her ships, theJaladuta, which was sailing from Calcutta on August 13. She had made certainthat he would travel on a ship whose captain understood the needs of avegetarian and a brahmana. Mrs. Morarji told the Jaladuta’s captain, ArunPandia, to carry extra vegetables and fruits for the Swami. Mr. Choksi spentthe last two days with Bhaktivedanta Swami in Bombay, picking up thepamphlets at the press, purchasing clothes, and driving him to the stationto catch the train for Calcutta.He arrived in Calcutta about two weeks before the Jaladuta’s departure.Although he had lived much of his life in the city, he now had nowhere tostay. It was as he had written in his “Vrindavana-bhajana”: “I have my wife,sons, daughters, grandsons, everything, / But I have no money, so they are afruitless glory.” Although in this city he had been so carefully nurtured asa child, those early days were also gone forever: “Where have my lovingfather and mother gone to now? / And where are all my elders, who were myown folk? / Who will give me news of them, tell me who? / All that is leftof this family life is a list of names.”Out of the hundreds of people in Calcutta whom Bhaktivedanta Swami knew, hechose to call on Mr. Sisir Bhattacarya, the flamboyant kirtana singer he hadmet a year before at the governor’s house in Lucknow. Mr. Bhattacarya wasnot a relative, not a disciple, nor even a close friend; but he was willingto help. Bhaktivedanta Swami called at his place and informed him that hewould be leaving on a cargo ship in a few days; he needed a place to stay,and he would like to give some lectures. Mr. Bhattacarya immediately beganto arrange a few private meetings at friends’ homes, where he would sing andBhaktivedanta Swami would then speak.Mr. Bhattacarya thought the sadhu’s leaving for America should make animportant news story. He accompanied Bhaktivedanta Swami to all thenewspapers in Calcutta—the Hindustan Standard, the Amrita Bazar Patrika, theJugantas, the Statesman, and others. Bhaktivedanta Swami had only onephotograph, a passport photo, and they made a few copies for the newspapers.Mr. Bhattacarya would try to explain what the Swami was going to do, and thenews writers would listen. But none of them wrote anything. Finally theyvisited the Dainik Basumati, a local Bengali daily, which agreed to print asmall article with Bhaktivedanta Swami’s picture.A week before his departure, on August 6, Bhaktivedanta Swami traveled tonearby Mayapur to visit the samadhi of Srila Bhaktisiddhanta Sarasvati. Thenhe returned to Calcutta, where Mr. Bhattacarya continued to assist him withhis final business and speaking engagements.Mr. Bhattacarya: We just took a hired taxi to this place and that place.And he would go for preaching. I never talked to him during the preaching,but once when I was coming back from the preaching, I said, “You said thisthing about this. But I tell you it is not this. It is this.” I crossed himin something or argued. And he was furious. Whenever we argued and I said,“No, I think this is this,” then he was shouting. He was very furious. Hesaid, “You are always saying, “I think, I think, I think.’ What is theimportance of what you think? Everything is what you think. But it doesn’tmatter. It matters what sastra says. You must follow.” I said, “I must dowhat I think, what I feel—that is important.” He said, “No, you shouldforget this. You should forget your desire. You should change your habit.Better you depend on sastras. You follow what sastra wants you to do, and doit. I am not telling you what I think, but I am repeating what the sastrasays.”As the day of his departure approached, Bhaktivedanta Swami took stock ofhis meager possessions. He had only a suitcase, an umbrella, and a supply ofdry cereal. He did not know what he would find to eat in America; perhapsthere would be only meat. If so, he was prepared to live on boiled potatoesand the cereal. His main baggage, several trunks of his books, was beinghandled separately by Scindia Cargo. Two hundred three-volume sets—the verythought of the books gave him confidence.When the day came for him to leave, he needed that confidence. He wasmaking a momentous break with his previous life, and he was dangerously oldand not in strong health. And he was going to an unknown and probablyunwelcoming country. To be poor and unknown in India was one thing. Even inthese Kali-yuga days, when India’s leaders were rejecting Vedic culture andimitating the West, it was still India; it was still the remains of Vediccivilization. He had been able to see millionaires, governors, the primeminister, simply by showing up at their doors and waiting. A sannyasi wasrespected; the Srimad-Bhagavatam was respected. But in America it would bedifferent. He would be no one, a foreigner. And there was no tradition ofsadhus, no temples, no free asramas. But when he thought of the books he wasbringing—transcendental knowledge in English—he became confident. When hemet someone in America he would give him a flyer: ““Srimad Bhagwatam,’India’s Message of Peace and Goodwill.”It was August 13, just a few days before Janmashtami, the appearance dayanniversary of Lord Krishna—the next day would be his own sixty-ninthbirthday. During these last years, he had been in Vrindavana forJanmashtami. Many Vrindavana residents would never leave there; they wereold and at peace in Vrindavana. Bhaktivedanta Swami was also concerned thathe might die away from Vrindavana. That was why all the Vaishnava sadhus andwidows had taken vows not to leave, even for Mathura—because to die inVrindavana was the perfection of life. And the Hindu tradition was that asannyasi should not cross the ocean and go to the land of the mlecchas. Butbeyond all that was the desire of Srila Bhaktisiddhanta Sarasvati, and hisdesire was nondifferent from that of Lord Krishna. And Lord CaitanyaMahaprabhu had predicted that the chanting of Hare Krishna would be known inevery town and village of the world.Bhaktivedanta Swami took a taxi down to the Calcutta port. A few friendsand admirers, along with his son Vrindavan, accompanied him. He writes inhis diary: “Today at 9 a.m. embarked on M.V. Jaladuta. Came with meBhagwati, the Dwarwan of Scindia Sansir, Mr. Sen Gupta, Mr. Ali andVrindaban.” He was carrying a Bengali copy of Caitanya-caritamrita, which heintended to read during the crossing. Somehow he would be able to cook onboard. Or if not, he could starve— whatever Krishna desired. He checked hisessentials: passenger ticket, passport, visa, P-form, sponsor’s address.Finally it was happening.Srila Prabhupada: With what great difficulty I got out of the country! Someway or other, by Krishna’s grace, I got out so I could spread the Krishnaconsciousness movement all over the world. Otherwise, to remain in India—itwas not possible. I wanted to start a movement in India, but I was not atall encouraged.The black cargo ship, small and weathered, was moored at dockside, agangway leading from the dock to the ship’s deck. Indian merchant sailorscuriously eyed the elderly saffron-dressed sadhu as he spoke last words tohis companions and then left them and walked determinedly toward the boat.For thousands of years, krishna-bhakti had been known only in India, notoutside, except in twisted, faithless reports by foreigners. And the onlyswamis to have reached America had been nondevotees, Mayavadiimpersonalists. But now Krishna was sending Bhaktivedanta Swami as Hisemissary.SPL 12: The Journey to AmericaCHAPTER TWELVEThe Journey to AmericaToday the ship is plying very smoothly. I feel today better. But I amfeeling separation from Sri Vrindaban and my Lords Sri Govinda, Gopinath,Radha Damodar. My only solace is Sri Chaitanya Charitamrita in which I amtasting the nectarine of Lord Chaitanya’s lila. I have left Baharatabhumijust to execute the order of Sri Bhaktisiddhanta Saraswati, in pursuance ofLord Chaitanya’s order. I have no qualification, but have taken up the riskjust to carry out the order of His Divine Grace. I depend fully on Theirmercy, so far away from Vrindaban.—Jaladuta diarySeptember 10, 1965The Jaladuta is a regular cargo carrier of the Scindia Steam NavigationCompany, but there is a passenger cabin aboard. During the voyage fromCalcutta to New York in August and September of 1965, the cabin was occupiedby “Sri Abhoy Charanaravinda Bhaktivedanta Swami,” whose age was listed assixty-nine and who was taken on board bearing “a complimentary ticket withfood.”The Jaladuta, under the command of Captain Arun Pandia, whose wife was alsoaboard, left at 9:00 A.M. on Friday, August 13. In his diary, SrilaPrabhupada noted: “The cabin is quite comfortable, thanks to Lord SriKrishna for enlightening Sumati Morarji for all these arrangements. I amquite comfortable.” But on the fourteenth he reported: “Seasickness,dizziness, vomiting—Bay of Bengal. Heavy rains. More sickness.”On the nineteenth, when the ship arrived at Colombo, Ceylon (now SriLanka), Prabhupada was able to get relief from his seasickness. The captaintook him ashore, and he traveled around Colombo by car. Then the ship wenton toward Cochin, on the west coast of India. Janmashtami, the appearanceday of Lord Krishna, fell on the twentieth of August that year. Prabhupadatook the opportunity to speak to the crew about the philosophy of LordKrishna, and he distributed prasadam he had cooked himself. August 21 washis seventieth birthday, observed (without ceremony) at sea. That same daythe ship arrived at Cochin, and Srila Prabhupada’s trunks ofSrimad-Bhagavatam volumes, which had been shipped from Bombay, were loadedon board.By the twenty-third the ship had put out to the Red Sea, where SrilaPrabhupada encountered great difficulty. He noted in his diary: “Rain,seasickness, dizziness, headache, no appetite, vomiting.” The symptomspersisted, but it was more than seasickness. The pains in his chest made himthink he would die at any moment. In two days he suffered two heart attacks.He tolerated the difficulty, meditating on the purpose of his mission, butafter two days of such violent attacks he thought that if another were tocome he would certainly not survive.On the night of the second day, Prabhupada had a dream. Lord Krishna, inHis many forms, was rowing a boat, and He told Prabhupada that he should notfear, but should come along. Prabhupada felt assured of Lord Krishna’sprotection, and the violent attacks did not recur.The Jaladuta entered the Suez Canal on September 1 and stopped in PortSa’id on the second. Srila Prabhupada visited the city with the captain andsaid that he liked it. By the sixth he had recovered a little from hisillness and was eating regularly again for the first time in two weeks,having cooked his own kichari and puris. He reported in his diary that hisstrength renewed little by little.Thursday, September 9To 4:00 this afternoon, we have crossed over the Atlantic Ocean fortwenty-four hours. The whole day was clear and almost smooth. I am taking myfood regularly and have got some strength to struggle. There is also aslight tacking of the ship and I am feeling a slight headache also. But I amstruggling and the nectarine of life is Sri Chaitanya Charitamrita, thesource of all my vitality.Friday, September 10Today the ship is plying very smoothly. I feel today better. But I amfeeling separation from Sri Vrindaban and my Lords Sri Govinda, Gopinath,Radha Damodar. The only solace is Sri Chaitanya Charitamrita in which I amtasting the nectarine of Lord Chaitanya’s lila [pastimes]. I have leftBharatabhumi just to execute the order of Sri Bhaktisiddhanta Saraswati inpursuance of Lord Chaitanya’s order. I have no qualification, but have takenup the risk just to carry out the order of His Divine Grace. I depend fullyon Their mercy, so far away from Vrindaban.During the voyage, Srila Prabhupada sometimes stood on deck at the ship’srail, watching the ocean and the sky and thinking of Caitanya-caritamrita,Vrindavana-dhama, and the order of his spiritual master to go preach in theWest. Mrs. Pandia, the captain’s wife, whom Srila Prabhupada considered tobe “an intelligent and learned lady,” foretold Srila Prabhupada’s future. Ifhe were to pass beyond this crisis in his health, she said, it wouldindicate the good will of Lord Krishna.The ocean voyage of 1965 was a calm one for the Jaladuta. The captain saidthat never in his entire career had he seen such a calm Atlantic crossing.Prabhupada replied that the calmness was Lord Krishna’s mercy, and Mrs.Pandia asked Prabhupada to come back with them so that they might haveanother such crossing. Srila Prabhupada wrote in his diary, “If the Atlanticwould have shown its usual face, perhaps I would have died. But Lord Krishnahas taken charge of the ship.”On September 13, Prabhupada noted in his diary: “Thirty-second day ofjourney. Cooked bati kichari. It appeared to be delicious, so I was able totake some food. Today I have disclosed my mind to my companion, Lord SriKrishna. There is a Bengali poem made by me in this connection.”This poem was a prayer to Lord Krishna, and it is filled with Prabhupada’sdevotional confidence in the mission that he had undertaken on behalf of hisspiritual master. An English translation of the opening stanzas follows:*I emphatically say to you, O brothers, you will obtain your good fortunefrom the Supreme Lord Krishna only when Srimati Radharani becomes pleasedwith you.Sri Srimad Bhaktisiddhanta Sarasvati Thakura, who is very dear to LordGauranga [Lord Caitanya], the son of mother Saci, is unparalleled in hisservice to the Supreme Lord Sri Krishna. He is that great, saintly spiritualmaster who bestows intense devotion to Krishna at different placesthroughout the world.By his strong desire, the holy name of Lord Gauranga will spread throughoutall the countries of the Western world. In all the cities, towns, andvillages on the earth, from all the oceans, seas, rivers, and streams,everyone will chant the holy name of Krishna.As the vast mercy of Sri Caitanya Mahaprabhu conquers all directions, aflood of transcendental ecstasy will certainly cover the land. When all thesinful, miserable living entities become happy, the Vaishnavas’ desire isthen fulfilled.Although my Guru Maharaja ordered me to accomplish this mission, I am notworthy or fit to do it. I am very fallen and insignificant. Therefore, OLord, now I am begging for Your mercy so that I may become worthy, for Youare the wisest and most experienced of alliThe poem ends:Today that remembrance of You came to me in a very nice way. Because I havea great longing I called to You. I am Your eternal servant, and therefore Idesire Your association so much. O Lord Krishna, except for You there is nomeans of success.In the same straightforward, factual manner in which he had noted the date,the weather, and his state of health, he now described his helplessdependence on his “companion, Lord Krishna,” and his absorption in theecstasy of separation from Krishna. He described the relationship betweenthe spiritual master and the disciple, and he praised his own spiritualmaster, Sri Srimad Bhaktisiddhanta Sarasvati, “by whose strong desire theholy name of Lord Gauranga will spread throughout all the countries of theWestern world.” He plainly stated that his spiritual master had ordered himto accomplish this mission of worldwide Krishna consciousness, and feelingunworthy he prayed to Lord Krishna for strength. The last verses give anunexpected, confidential glimpse into Srila Prabhupada’s direct relationshipwith Lord Krishna. Prabhupada called on Krishna as his “dear friend” andlonged for the joy of again wandering the fields of Vraja. This memory ofKrishna, he wrote, came because of a great desire to serve the Lord.Externally, Srila Prabhupada was experiencing great inconvenience; he hadbeen aboard ship for a month and had suffered heart attacks and repeatedseasickness. Moreover, even if he were to recover from these difficulties,his arrival in America would undoubtedly bring many more difficulties. Butremembering the desire of his spiritual master, taking strength from hisreading of Caitanya-caritamrita, and revealing his mind in his prayer toLord Krishna, Prabhupada remained confident.After a thirty-five-day journey from Calcutta, the Jaladuta reachedBoston’s Commonwealth Pier at 5:30 A.M. on September 17, 1965. The ship wasto stop briefly in Boston before proceeding to New York City. Among thefirst things Srila Prabhupada saw in America were the letters “A & P”painted on a pierfront warehouse. The gray waterfront dawn revealed theships in the harbor, a conglomeration of lobster stands and drab buildings,and, rising in the distance, the Boston skyline.Prabhupada had to pass through U.S. Immigration and Customs in Boston. Hisvisa allowed him a three-month stay, and an official stamped it to indicatehis expected date of departure. Captain Pandia invited Prabhupada to take awalk into Boston, where the captain intended to do some shopping. Theywalked across a footbridge into a busy commercial area with old churches,warehouses, office buildings, bars, tawdry bookshops, nightclubs, andrestaurants. Prabhupada briefly observed the city, but the most significantthing about his short stay in Boston, aside from the fact that he had nowset foot in America, was that at Commonwealth Pier he wrote another Bengalipoem, entitled “Markine Bhagavata-dharma” (“Teaching Krishna Consciousnessin America”). Some of the verses he wrote on board the ship that day are asfollows:*My dear Lord Krishna, You are so kind upon this useless soul, but I do notknow why You have brought me here. Now You can do whatever You like with me.But I guess You have some business here, otherwise why would You bring meto this terrible place?Most of the population here is covered by the material modes of ignoranceand passion. Absorbed in material life they think themselves very happy andsatisfied, and therefore they have no taste for the transcendental messageof Vasudeva [Krishna]. I do not know how they will be able to understand it.But I know that Your causeless mercy can make everything possible, becauseYou are the most expert mystic.How will they understand the mellows of devotional service? O Lord, I amsimply praying for Your mercy so that I will be able to convince them aboutYour message.All living entities have come under the control of the illusory energy byYour will, and therefore, if You like, by Your will they can also bereleased from the clutches of illusion.I wish that You may deliver them. Therefore if You so desire theirdeliverance, then only will they be able to understand Your messageiHow will I make them understand this message of Krishna consciousness? I amvery unfortunate, unqualified, and the most fallen. Therefore I am seekingYour benediction so that I can convince them, for I am powerless to do so onmy own.Somehow or other, O Lord, You have brought me here to speak about You. Now,my Lord, it is up to You to make me a success or failure, as You like.O spiritual master of all the worlds! I can simply repeat Your message. Soif You like You can make my power of speaking suitable for theirunderstanding.Only by Your causeless mercy will my words become pure. I am sure that whenthis transcendental message penetrates their hearts, they will certainlyfeel gladdened and thus become liberated from all unhappy conditions oflife.O Lord, I am just like a puppet in Your hands. So if You have brought mehere to dance, then make me dance, make me dance, O Lord, make me dance asYou like.I have no devotion, nor do I have any knowledge, but I have strong faith inthe holy name of Krishna. I have been designated as Bhaktivedanta, and now,if You like, You can fulfill the real purport of Bhaktivedanta.Signed—the most unfortunate, insignificant beggar,A. C. Bhaktivedanta Swami,On board the ship Jaladuta, Commonwealth Pier,Boston, Massachusetts, U.S.A.Dated 18th September 1965.He was now in America. He was in a major American city, rich with billions,populated with millions, and determined to stay the way it was. Prabhupadasaw Boston from the viewpoint of a pure devotee of Krishna. He saw thehellish city life, people dedicated to the illusion of material happiness.All his dedication and training moved him to give these people thetranscendental knowledge and saving grace of Krishna consciousness, yet hewas feeling weak, lowly, and unable to help them on his own. He was but “aninsignificant beggar” with no money. He had barely survived the two heartattacks at sea, he spoke a different language, he dressed strangely—yet hehad come to tell people to give up meat-eating, illicit sex, intoxication,and gambling, and to teach them to worship Lord Krishna, who to them was amythical Hindu god. What would he be able to accomplish?Helplessly he spoke his heart directly to God: “I wish that You may deliverthem. I am seeking Your benediction so that I can convince them.” And forconvincing them he would trust in the power of God’s holy name and in theSrimad-Bhagavatam. This transcendental sound would clean away desire formaterial enjoyment from their hearts and awaken loving service to Krishna.On the streets of Boston, Prabhupada was aware of the power of ignorance andpassion that dominated the city; but he had faith in the transcendentalprocess. He was tiny, but God was infinite, and God was Krishna, his dearfriend.On the nineteenth of September the Jaladuta sailed into New York Harbor anddocked at a Brooklyn pier, at Seventeenth Street. Srila Prabhupada saw theawesome Manhattan skyline, the Empire State Building, and, like millions ofvisitors and immigrants in the past, the Statue of Liberty.Srila Prabhupada was dressed appropriately for a resident of Vrindavana. Hewore kanthi-mala (neck beads) and a simple cotton dhoti, and he carriedjapa-mala (chanting beads) and an old chadar, or shawl. His complexion wasgolden, his head shaven, sikha in the back, his forehead decorated with thewhitish Vaishnava tilaka. He wore pointed white rubber slippers, notuncommon for sadhus in India. But who in New York had ever seen or dreamedof anyone appearing like this Vaishnava? He was possibly the first Vaishnavasannyasi to arrive in New York with uncompromised appearance. Of course, NewYorkers have an expertise in not giving much attention to any kind ofstrange new arrival.Srila Prabhupada was on his own. He had a sponsor, Mr. Agarwal, somewherein Pennsylvania. Surely someone would be here to greet him. Although he hadlittle idea of what to do as he walked off the ship onto the pier—“I did notknow whether to turn left or right”—he passed through the docksideformalities and was met by a representative from Traveler’s Aid, sent by theAgarwals in Pennsylvania, who offered to take him to the Scindia ticketoffice in Manhattan to book his return passage to India.At the Scindia office, Prabhupada spoke with the ticket agent, JosephFoerster, who was impressed by this unusual passenger’s Vaishnavaappearance, his light luggage, and his apparent poverty. He regardedPrabhupada as a priest. Most of Scindia’s passengers were businessmen orfamilies, so Mr. Foerster had never seen a passenger wearing the traditionalVaishnava dress of India. He found Srila Prabhupada to be “a pleasantgentleman” who spoke of “the nice accommodations and treatment he hadreceived aboard the Jaladuta.” Prabhupada asked Mr. Foerster to hold spacefor him on a return ship to India. His plans were to leave in about twomonths, and he told Mr. Foerster that he would keep in touch. Carrying onlyforty rupees cash, which he himself called “a few hours’ spending in NewYork,” and an additional twenty dollars he had collected from selling threevolumes of the Bhagavatam to Captain Pandia, Srila Prabhupada, with umbrellaand suitcase in hand, and still escorted by the Traveler’s Aidrepresentative, set out for the Port Authority Bus Terminal to arrange forhis trip to Butler.(These excerpts have been taken from Satswarup dasa Goswami’sPrabhupada-lilamrita ch 11-12.)
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janmashtmi in ujjain with bhakti charu swami

*Janmashtami in Ujjain*

Drums playing in perfect rhythm, walkway filled with flowers, exquisite
lighting all over the temple that the temple can be easily be marked from
far far away just like a palace and if you are close by-you will be stunned
without your 3D glasses. Everyone was so happy today from little children to
adults that everyone had a smile from ear to ear. After all, it was a moment
everyone was waiting for and counting minutes to receive and welcome dearest
Gurudev at Ujjain temple as he was coming back to Ujjain after a long period
of 5 months! My heart was beating in happiness at the same time as I was
about to begin a new journey to serve Guru Maharaj for the next few months
and I had traveled seven seas to see him on the auspicious occasion of
Janmashtami. As Gurudev entered the gate, the music and voices became very
loud with excitement and joy, the drums and kartals got into a very high
beat. As Gurudev walked on the flower path, he was showered with flowers as
well. So many people had tear of happiness in their eyes as they saw Guru
Maharaj and most people had big smiles as they were totally over joyed by
seeing Gurudev.

Gurudev had a very hectic schedule before coming to Ujjain. He left at
3:30am from Habibpur where Iskcon has a Jagannath temple midway between
Mayapur and Calcutta. He reached Calcutta airport at 5:30am, then he left
for Mumbai at 6:30am and reached Mumbai at 9am. He had a connecting flight
through Indoor and only reached Ujjain temple at 1:30pm. Upon his arrival he
gave a short welcome class which ended pretty sweetly with the distribution
of sweets by Guru Maharaj. After a little rest and prasadam Gurudev gave
another class at 6pm to around 100 youth students who came from different
colleges to celebrate Janmashtami which was followed by ecstatic kirtan and
dancing.

The Special day of Janmashtami was here. Guru Maharaj began the day by doing
the mangal arti and Nrshingha dev arti in temple. Gurudev also gave a very
entertaining class in the morning on Krishna’s birth and story of demons
Krishna killed in his childhood. Janmashtami is a holiday for everyone in
Ujjain from government to schools-everything pretty much is closed here.
It’s reported that with no invitation 200,000 people came to the Janmashtami
festival in our Ujjain temple! There were extra shoe stalls put up for the
festival and luckily no shoes were lost, yes that’s right! People walked
half Kilometer to get into the temple due to the extensive crowd. The road
was completely blocked for any traffic. The crowds were very systematically
handled. Although there are other temples in Ujjain, Iskcon temple is one of
the two most popular.

There was a big hardworking team of temple devotees, outside devotees and
200 volunteers which led to a very successful and smooth festival with
absolutely nothing falling through the cracks- it was a class act! Every day
it has been raining in Ujjain for the last one month. In all nearby areas
there was heavy rain on Janmashtami, water was till knees everywhere but at
our temple there was no rain or even a drop of water just that 1 day!

The temple was extremely crowded from 4:30am to 1am next day. The peak hours
were 7-11pm and at 12am the temple room was absolutely packed. For the first
time we had Kirtan party on the road outside the temple where many people
joined in. The temple president Bimal Krishna prabhu shared that same day
with all these activities happening, the auspicious installation of solar
plant happened.

There were fifteen different special stall including book shop, Iskcon youth
forum etc. Krishna Lila was depicted with props throughout the temple.  Little
Krishna animation movie was shown in the afternoon from 2-5pm. From 5 to
6pm-Instead of doing individual grhastha deity abhishek at home, the
grhastha devotees did collective diety abhishek in temple.

The evening was filled with several cultural programs with a very nice Guru
Maharaj’s class in the middle of the program. The cultural program done by
the I.Y.F. Girls and Bhakti Vedanta Sunday School was a huge hit and the
auditorium was more than full. Children melodiously sang “Lord Krishna is so
Big” and “Krishna jinka naam hai”. Dance items included “Choti Choti Gaiya”,
Madhurashtakam, “Vrindavan me gopi ayo” and “Murli manohar Krishna”. These
programs were choreographed by Jamuna Priya, Radha Piyari and Shyam Pyari.
When I asked Jamuna Priya about her best part of Janmashtami, she answered
“training the kids and see all the hard work manifest into the actual
performance was so great. The kids performed brilliantly and seeing the kids
happy with their performance was nice too. The unexpected icing on the cake
was when Gurudev acknowledged their efforts and blessed them”.

While talking to the regular Ujjain youth temple girls and mata ji’s, here
is what they said- Bhanushri said “doing the dance was her favorite part”
Ratna enjoyed watching the abhishek and Gurudev’s Bhagavatam class which
gives the Kansa daman Lila. I was so surprised to see how another girl-Gauri
could remember all the details of the festivities even in the huge crowds we
had and her favorite part of the festivities was Gurudev’s lecture and the
midnight kirtan and dance! Mitr Vrinda mataji’s favorite part was seeing
Gurudev after so long.

The maha abhishek was performed by Gurudev, Bimal Krishna prabhu and Ganga
Narayan prabhu.  This was followed by kirtan till 12am. For the maha darshan
at 12am, the kirtan and dances took a high note and people jumped with joy
for Krishna’s birth. The alter was magnificently decorated with fruits. I
was breathless after seeing the beautiful special dress of Radha Madan Mohan
which was navy blue color with golden work on it and red border. Radharani’s
hair was decorated with flowers and pearls. Their garlands were made of
Chinese rose and other flowers. Krishna had star shaped exquisite gopi dots
and a cute little butterfly on his hand. More than 108 food items were
cooked. At 12.30pm all regular devotees around 1500 had prasadam and other
people had charnamrita and sugar peanuts.

Coming from United States, where the temples are smaller and where temples
face noise control and other problems-My Janmashtami in Ujjain was one of a
kind. It was the most grand, spectacular and perfect Janmashtami I had
attended. My favorite part was my meeting with Gurudev on Janmashtami about
my services for him for the next few months and his interesting classes
about Krishna’s childhood past times. As I closed my eyes that day after
getting back to my room, the images of the beautifully lit temple, midnight
dancing, madhurashtakam sounds, and Gurudev’s smile captivated my mind.

In Service,

Rasalila Devi Dasi

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