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My Experience With Lord Narasimha

The story where Lord Narasimha courageously protected his child devotee Bhakta Prahlad and killed his demoniac father Hiranyakashipu. Since today is the apperance day of Lord Narasimha, I thought it would be appropriate to share my experience with Lord Narasimha and how he protected me. It was all during the summer of 2013 when my aunt and uncle wanted to take me and my brother on a vacation to congratulate us for our success in middle school. At the time I was still getting into the whole beliefs of Krishna Conciousness and was still a rookie devotee. I was especially attracted to one of Lord Krishna's famous avatars, Narasimha. At night time I would often have troubling nightmares, because I had experienced some traumatic events in my younger life as a kid which led me to depression and anxiety. Across from my bed was my nightstand and on it was a picture of Narasimha for protection, and everytime I woke up from my nightmares I would feel relief by looking at Lord Narasimha, and I just knew he was protecting me because I could feel his protection. Anyway, onto the story of the vacation. We went to rocky mountain national park in Colorado, a very beautiful place filled with mountains. Before we left I was a bit nervous because we had to get their by plane, and I had a phobia of hights, so just to feel safe I recited the Narasimha Kavacham before leaving. After the flight we traveled by car up the mountains. The part where things got unsettling was when I realized the trail that led up the mountain was completely unguarded and had no fences to keep us from falling off. So naturally, I felt a huge wave of anxiety flood over me. I griped tightly on my icon of Narasimha and chanted his name so we wouldn't fall off the cliff, luckily I felt great relief when we didn't fall off the cliff. So a few hours past and we finally got into our cabin. That following night I stayed up later than everyone else to continue chanting my japa, when I heard a sound outside of my cabin. I considered it to be nothing, since we were around forests and what not I thought it was just a deer. So I continued chanting, when the same noise occured again. This noise was not something like a branch snapping or something cheesy like that, but rather it was the sound of hard knocking. I had woke up my brother due to the noise and I asked if we should tell our aunt and uncle what was going on. But my brother told me not to, as we might anger them if it turns out to be nothing. So instead we went back to sleep only to be awoken again by the same kind of noise a few hours later, only this time more louder than before. This time we were seriously freaked out. I made a foolish decision and decided to look out the blind but did not see anything, only a very hard depiction of a shadowy figure standing by the other side of our cabin, so I quickly shut the blind not doing anything else. We finally woke up our aunt and uncle and told them what was happening and how I saw the shadowy figure outside, they looked around the house outside but found no trace of anything being around our cabin. So I considered it to be because of my anxiety, so I went back to sleep once more. The thing that happened next was the most terrifying experience I ever had in my life. I woke up completely paralyzed and was not able to move. I could however still breath and move my eyes around, and beside me there was the same shadowy figure I saw before, only this time standing right next to my bed. And I swear it started moving closer and closer to my bed and saw the sheets also moved. At first I considered it to be just a regular case of sleep paralysis as I heard this is what usually goes on, but I changed my mind and considered it to be a real demon as it moved my sheets back. Logically, No scientist can say that the sheets moving had a logical explanation and tell me it was just a product of my imagination, because if that were true then the sheets would not be moving away from me when I had absolutely no ability to move. The demon just went above me and stared at me for a good minute, I remembered I kept a small statue of Narasimha next to me and I loudly chanted in my head "Hare Krishna! Hare Krishna!" Until I finally bursted out "Narasimha help me!" Outside in the far distance I could hear the sound of a lion and the demon instantly fled. My brother woke up from it and I informed him what had just happened. The next morning I told my aunt and uncle about the experience. My belief in God strengthened from that point as I knew for a fact Lord Narasimha had protected me. I know this story sounds extremely cheesy and artifical, but I tell you, this story is none other than the truth. Lord Narasimha is the supreme protector of all his devotees, and will stop at nothing to protect us. Sri Narasimha Ki! Jai!

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My journey into krishna consciousness.

I am not of Indian decent. So the idea of me being an American devotee may seem strange to some. But let me tell you why I became a devotee of Lord krishna. So I grew up in Antioch, Illinois. My family was strictly Catholic, so as a baby I was immediately baptised and at the age of 6 received first communion, then began to altar serve. I loved it so much, and I loved meeting new friends, so life was great. However things took a dark turn. I was a victim of molestation. At that time one of the men who worked there called father Adam was very sexually intimate with me. It all happened when I finished altar serving, father afam was telling me how good I was at serving, and told me he wanted to show me something. No more details will be explained as the rest is irrelevant. I became very quiet and told my mom and dad I felt very dirty and unclean. They thought I had an issue with anxiety or something, so they went to see a psychiatrist to see what happened. She told them it might be because I was molested or violates, so I went to therapy. Years later I struggled with major anxiety and depression. In high school I met the person of my dreams. He made me feel like I had a place to be my self and let go of anxiety. However this all changed when I figured out this person was cheating on me with two other people. I felt my self worth lower beyond belief. I began to pray to Jesus for days on end asking him to help me and take away the pain, every time it was no response. So I began to invest in new religions. My first was islam. Every time there was a religious service I would go to mosque. However as I began to research islam I realized I didn't agree with its philosophy. Then I tried out jainism, sikhiam, buddhism, etc. However nothing eorked. One fatal night when my parents were working and my sister was with her friends and my brother also at work, I took pills and drank. Passing out I expected to die, but my parents actually just came home when this happened. I was rushed to the hospital and thankfully after long painful processes I survived I had to stay in the hospital for weeks to get my depression settled but nothing worked. I came back depressed and mad at life. I had to go back again. This time something amazing happened. When I woke up the nurse told me there was a gift for me from my friend. It was called bhagavan gita. It was a gift from my friend radhika. I heard a bit about her philosophy but didn't care for it, as I was done with religion. But life in the hospital was hell, every day it was the same. It was all blood tests and medication and interviews with psychiatrists so I was on the verge of insanity. So I read the book and too my surprise I actally liked it. I especially liked arjuna because he was just like me. He was crying and it felt like what I was going through. But Krishna, the Supreme Lord encouraged arjuna amidst all the sorrow. The gita taught me me many things about mental distress, peace, happiness, god, eternal life, and the purpose of life. I actually forgot I was in the hospital reading the gita.After a while I left the hospital and asked my friend if it was alright I went to her temple. She was overjoyed to tell me yes and we both went. The kirtan was so blissful. I had no idea what they were chanting, but it soothed my mind. As the kirtan was going I looked at the face of Lord krishna statue, and felt all my distress leave me, like a black cloud suffocating me vanished. I asked her who that was and she replied "Lord krishna! The Supreme personality of godhead!" I asked what that meant and she told me it meant krishna was the original supreme bring from which all energies originate from. One time at the temple I stated into an image of Lord krishna playing his flute. As I stated I forgot everything material and simply looked at the painting. I could no longer see the wooden frame surrounding the image, nor did I hear anything that was going on in the temple. Everything was silent. I couldn't think of anything. I simply saw only krishna and only his transcendental form was my only thought. Suddenly I could hear birds chirping and wind blowing on leaves, and water flowing. My soul had actually left this material world into the spiritual sky. After a while I found myself on a bed in the temple. They had found me passed out on the floor so they brought me to a bed. The people were so generous and offered me prasadam. They wanted to know what happened, and I told them what happened.They said it was samadhi, the concentration on the Supreme lord. That very night I had a dream of krishna face. The next morning I felt a wave of energy l didn't feel depressed, and my wounds from sexual abuse were gone. Traveling several months layer I lost my desire to eat meat. Whenever someone told me they were hungry for a burger or a stake or some chicken wings I would feel sick or lightheaded. One time we were at a steak house, my friends and family eating stakes. I had an uneasy feeling so I ate nothing, I just had water. As I saw them eat their stakes, something happened. I had a weird vision where the steak looked from being freshly cooked and seasoned, into gushy raw disgusting meat I gagged and ran to the bathroom and threw up. I couldn't see meat the same way ever again. I used to live the smell of meat but whenever I smelled it I would be on the verge of vommiting. On Thanksgiving my parents cooked a big turkey. Everyone enjoyed their food and prayed to god thanking them for the turkey. In my mind I thought "Why would you thank God for the murder of an animal" I went to my room and cried, in visioning all the animals in the slaughter house. Calfs being dragged away from their mothers and pigs being beaten, and the cows being slaughtered in the most gruesome way. My mom told me God gave us animals to eat and I told her that theory is like saying God gave us murderers to murder. U told her if she were to eat a hamburger made out of human meat she wouldn't taste the difference. My friend radhika took me to govindas. (Please go there!) And the food was amazing! I eat so much and always wanted more. But the moment I ate something material like a unsanctified salad I lost interest. I became so skinny and my parents insisted I ate something but I didn't care. Me not eating food never bothered me in the slightest, but when I ate prasadam I would eat nonstop. Soon I read more of prabhupadaa books like caitanya caritamrta and teachings of Lord caitanya. I loved reading these books. Finally I became a devotee of Lord krishna. In the sankirtan party at ratha yatra I became so ecstatic with love of God that I fainted! When I heard the name haribol being chanted I regained consciousness. It had been 2 years since I became a devotee and I am so happy! Srila prabhupada ki! Jai! Sri krishna caitanya Mahaprabhu Ki! Jai! Haribol!
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Happy Birthday My Dear Lord Rama

Let good happen to Rama , Who is the king of Kosala, And the ocean of good qualities Let good happen to Rama, Who is son of emperor Dasaratha, And who is a very great king. Let good happen to Rama, Who is venerated by Vedas and Vedanta, Who is of the black colour of the rich cloud, Who is one of the prettiest among men, And who has a fame which is pure. Let good happen to Rama, Who is a confidant of Viswamithra, Who is the matured luck of , The king of Mithila and , Is the form of pure humility. Let good happen to Ramabhadra, Who is a devotee of his father, Who shines with Sita and his brothers, And who makes the entire world happy. Let good happen to Lord Rama, Who is courageous and kind, Who left the city of Ayodhya, And lived in the forest of Chithrakoota, And who served all great sages. Let good happen to my Lord Rama, Who was with Lakshmana and Sita, Who was armed with sword and bow, And who is always served by devotees. Let good happen to the giver of salvation, Who lived in the forest of Danda karanya, Who was the enemy of Asuras, Khara and Dhooshana, And who was greatly devoted to Jatayu , the king of birds. Let good happen to him who has lot of good qualities Who liked the fruits and roots offered by Shabhari. And can be fully realized, extremely easily. Let good happen to the God who is very brave, Who can be easily be attained by Hanuman, Who used to fulfill desires of King Sugreeva, And who wounded and killed the great Bali. Let good happen to the God who is brave in battle, Who is the valorous hero of the clan of Raghu, Who built the bridge over the sea, And who won over the king of Rakshasas. Let good happen to Lord Raghava, Who presented with happiness Lanka, To Vibheeshana due to his love, And who has the entire world as devotees. Let good happen to Lord Raghava, Who was crowned along with Sia, When he returned back to the city of Ayodhya, And who is the king of all kings. Let good happen to the Lord of the Raghu clan, Who is served by Lord Brahma and other devas, Who protected Vedas and Brahmins, And who was the king of the soul of Janaki. Let good happen to the Lord of the Raghu clan, Who was got to us by the grace of the saint Jamathru, Who is my Lord who is on of the greatest. Let good happen to the Lord who only did good, The salutary song about him is greatest by my teacher, Grater than all that is written by previous great teachers This song praying for good souls who are devoted to Lord Rama.

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What Its Like Being A Hare Krishna At School

During my first years of high school, I was introduced into Hare Krishna philosophy. It was extremely akward because NO ONE at my school knew what a Hare Krishna was. Everyone knew what a Hindu was, but at the same time no one knew who Lord Krishna was. I had originally left Christianity because it had felt too basic for me, I did not feel much energy from it. I could tell that everyone went to church just for social acceptance, and just to get it done and over with, no one was truely worshiping God. So I left Christianity to find a much more serious and deeper path of spirituality, and that was when my friend Radhika introduced to me the Bhagavad Gita. I especially loved the Bhagavad Gita because it was moral and truthful. Many other religious scriptures say it is alright to kill just because someone is different, but the Bhagavad Gita says it is only acceptable to kill when it is absolutely necessary, and that is another reason why I found the Bhagavad Gita to be moral and full of truth. After finishing the Bhagavad Gita, I bought other books by Prabhupada, and eventually without even realizing, I began pracitcing Vaishnava philosophy. I had found the truth I was looking for, I was more happy as a devotee of Krishna than I was a worshiper of Christ, however there was one problem. I was afraid what my community would think, everyone around me was Christian, or at least most was. The only closest location for Hare Krishna's was Chicago, and I lived 40 minutes away from Chicago. I really wanted to come out to my community and everyone around me that I was a Hare Krishna, so I did. I started wearing tilak and carried Hare Krishna books with me to read at school. Most of the time I would read, a student or teacher would ask me what book I'm reading and what I'm wearing on my forehead. It was akward to answer, but it was nice to let others know what a Hare Krishna is. However it got annoying, literally I could not go anywhere without someone asking me all these questions about my religion. Some even bullied me and called me a "hippie" and a "queer worshiper" Because of Krishnas feminine apperance. I was especially annoyed at their rude comments towards Krishna. I would take any negative comments towards myself, but anything negatively directed towards Lord Krishna was almost like a bullet being shot at a friend, I would jump myself in front of the bullet for Lord Krishna because I had a deep love for him.

I hanged up an image of Radha worshiping Krishna on my locker, and sometimes kids would desecrate it. Kids would somehow break into my locker and write all over my images of Krishna, and that brought me to tears. So I decided I had enough of kid's desecrating my dear lord Krishna, who was the one I worshiped. I made the bold and yet terrifying decision to make an entire speach to my whole school on Hare Krishna's and respecting other religions. I also told them that bullying one for the causes of their sexuality, race, gender, or religion is illegal and that I would not tolerate it, I would report them.  I was compassionate to everyone who insulted me, but I have a limit, a rude comment now and then is acceptable, but bullying is a whole different story. Anyway, during my speech I taught them what Hare Krishnas are because I constantly got questions for what I practiced. The people who bullied me had apologized to me, and apperantly did not realize they were bullying me, they thought they were just "joking around" (which annoyed me because how does desecrating a religious image count as "joking around") But I forgave them. I am still in high school as of now, soon to finish it. I have met several Indians at my school who are Hindu, but never heard of Lord Krishna. They mainly worship God's like Shiva, Ganesh, Vishnu, Durga, Etc. But were never introduced to Hare Krishna. I was able to make a club solely for Hare Krishnas or anyone interested in it. I feel good that I am leading others back to Lord Krishna. Anyway now I have gained acceptance and everything is fine from here on out. Thank you for listening to my story, More to come!

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Krishna Conciousness Is Ultimate Conciousness

A being who believes he is ultimately enlightened and happy, is not happy because his mind is not controlled and he does not controll his senses. This is why Lord Caitanya descended into the world, to teach us the teachings on how to be purely Krishna Conscious. Krishna Conciousness means to re awaken to our transcendental position, which is attaining love of Godhead. By being Krishna Conscious we can understand why we sorrow so much, and how being Krishna Conciouss can re awaken our transcendental love for God (Krishna). Being Krishna Conscious, we can be liberated from all mental sufferings such as distress, depression, anxiety, and diseases. Here is the proof as to why Krishna Conciousness is benefital to all beings, especially ones that suffer so much. I will reveal to you the benefits of being Krishna Concious.

1. Chanting Hare Krishna Relieves Stress, Thus Making You Live Longer

It has been scientifically proven that stress will cause you to live less longer, and it has been proven that by chanting mantras over and over, especially Hare Krishna mantras, will stop this stress and make you happier, which will make you live longer.

2. Krishna Conciousness Invokes Mindfullness

Mindfullness is essential for being happy, and because devotees are always thinking of the Supreme Lord, Sri Krishna their minds are always focused on the Supreme Lord and thus ignore all negative aspects of the material world. When engaging in material activites such as cleaning your house, eating food, watching tv, or reading a book, imagine Krishna being within that object, thus you will never be lost to him.  "Bhagavad Gita 6.30. For one who sees Me everywhere and sees everything in Me, I am never lost, nor is he ever lost to Me."

3.Being Krishna Conciousness Is Healthy

We are always as material beings finding happiness through material speculation, such as drinking, gambling, sexual activity, and  smoking and even gaming. This may seem fun, but this is NOT healthy for the mind and not for the body and its organs. Smoking will cause lung cancer and drinking will kill brain cells, and playing video games constantly will make you more likely to be depressed in the future. Chanting Hare Krishna is a more natural and positive way to deal with problems, because it will release negative hormones and create positive ones, and make them even happier. Now this doesnt mean I am saying you cant enjoy something harmless like watching TV or playing video games, but do it with mindfullness and do it less and dedicate more time to praciticing Krishna Conciousness.

4. Attaining Love Of Godhead

Have you ever seen those pictures of Lord Caitanya dancing and crying? The reason for this is not madness, it is because he is crying in ecstasy. Material things bring impermanent happiness, but this divine ecstasy can only be experienced by one who has felt the love of Krishna enter their hearts. This happiness has been experienced by many devotees and you can too. 

I hope you liked this post :) Hare Krishna!

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