Mataji, I feel my life is full of problems. I never intend to hurt anyone knowingly or unknowingly. but i end up doing that. There was a time when i had gone to depression. But Krishna had pulled me out of that. I am happy for that. I am always compared to, mataji. i dont like that. Because i Believe everyone are unique in their nature. Although i put this point forward, still I am compared. No matter what and how i do things. My husband asks me to ignore that. I am unable to do that also.

It is not in Your only life there are so many problems but all of us struggling with these problems. When one problem gets solved arises another one. For example, for few days i had bad fever and medicaments which i took damaged my stomach but cured from fever....In this problem after problem.

Only way is to cultivate our Krishna Consciousness nicely and in this life time to go back to Godhead. because of that Lord Chaitania says us that we have to be humble and TOLERANT THAN A TREE. respect all and not to wait for respect to ourselves. Because when only we become like that we won't suffer because of these problems.

You told that You are afraid of hurting others and it is good, it means You are attentive to the feelings of others.

But we do not have capacity to please all and everyone but if we just please Krishna by nicely chanting His Names then all will be pleased.

Krishna is in everyone's heart.

And He is giving you nice protection through Your nice husband so whatever true he says listen to him and whenever You have problems just open up Your heart to him when he is not tired.