I am a girl of 28 years. I was about to get married to my freind . But some misunderstanding between both of us made our relationship bitter. Now we are not together. But I keep thinking about him the whole day. I am a professional. His behaviour was too rude. Some family issues were also there. Beacuse of which I got frustrated. I tolerated many things, and finally some mistakes was committed by me. I lied to him some things . He got angry and we separated. He doesnt believe in God. But I have no issus with that. I loved him so much and still I do. It has been three months we are not together. I just miss him like anything. I want him back in my life. We were together for one and half year. I cannot marry any other person in my life. So I have decided not to get married .

My family is asking me to meet some other guy. But I am not at all interested.

What shoud I do ? I am very depressed.

i read Your message and how i understand You. I had one friend who had the similar problem. But he did left her because he entered into brahmachari ashram. She also told that she is not able to marry to anyone than him. In this way she was in create depression.

She used to cry....

then she decided to increase her devotion.

She read all Srimad Bhagavatam, heard lectures in this way 2-3 years past. Then she said that sh e won't get married and that time that Prabhuji again came to her and tld that he loves him and that he wants to marry her entering into grihastha ashram. Now soon they will marry.

In this way please understand whateve difficulty is there it is Krishna wants us to come closer to Him. Please i do not know other solution.

If he does not believe to God then do You think it will be easy for You?

Please think of this!

And know that in every person we can find something unique...

at this time i have to leave i have very less time

but after 10-15 days hope will be able to render service to You!

Please forgive me