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-          You did your duty very late; you must to do this and that, like this and like that…;

-          But…

I came after my visit to Holy Dham Mayapur to my duty place. Since many days past services doubled in size so I tried my best to do things done be it late, but as a response got notices of dissatisfaction.

I thought:  ‘what to do?’

Why people do not understand me?

People whom I trusted my life, show such like suspicions in my service. I felt lost. I started to worry about my future: what will I do? What will happen next if I remain in the hands of a person who treats you like this – with less trust?

It is true, because of my sins in previous lives I am ‘rejected’ by my father and my family members are not for Krishna Consciousness. So I have to depend on Devotees’ shelter. I feel lonely in my materialistic family. I feel I lose my time doing job for materialistic people and engaging myself only in earning money. So I selected the way where I can do insignificant but direct service to the lotus feet of Devotees and other living beings.

So here also we face such like problems. So my heart cried…

Afternoon time I sat for honouring my lunch Prasadam. As usually took my phone and opened a lecture to hear.

It was a lecture of His Grace Audarya Dhama Prabhu. In between he told something that changed my views in life.

That gave me peace of mind because now I felt relief of future worries.

“Happiness is within!”

No matter what we do in this life still sufferings will come exchanged with joys. Joy and suffering are the two sides of this coin of material existence.

One day beloved one will smile to us; another day we will hear his or her abusive words; someday our body is healthy another day is it is weak and so on.

No matter what we have to chant Holy Names from within ALWAYS.

ALWAYS CHANTING HOLY NAMES WILL MAKE US REALLY HAPPY AND SATISFIED.

When we feel higher taste and when we have good relationship directly with that Son of Nanda Maharaja – Krishna other problems won’t touch our heart badly. They won’t make us sad too much.

Why?

Because we already have Someone who is perfect; who is our real Friend; who is our true beloved; who really cares for us; who really loves us; who always trusts us – Nanda Nandana – Krishna as His Holy Name – Hare Krishna Hare Krishna Krishna Krishna Hare Hare Hare Rama Hare Rama Rama Rama Hare Hare!!!!

Oh how sweet You are Sri Naam Prabhu!!!

P.S. so grateful to a Devotee who gave me to feel this pain because for sure out of this pain I was able to hear lecture with my heart and soul and get some realizations.