Posted by Giriraj dasa on April 20, 2013 at 8:22am
While chanting yesterday morning I had another realization. I realized that whatever material benefits I get I try to put them as His mercy similarly whatever hardships come my way I accept them as a lenient punishment for my unpardonable past mistakes. But whatever little spiritual progress I am making I ascribe them to my own efforts, out worldly I may offer them to Krishna but deep inside me I think they are partly because of my own Sadhna Bhakti as well. Can you see Mahaprabhu how crooked my mind is ? That is why I am a 'Patita' and I need your causeless mercy, to be under the shelter of your lotus feet. You are known as 'Patita Pavana' as a worst pseudo neophyte like me can also be delivered by your mercy.
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