According to the guidance of you, I went to the temple and has taken life time memberships . It was very expensive for me. Yes, I had distributed all the books that I had received through a devotee of the temple. Since 15 - 16 months, I stopped to go to the temple. But nowadays I do my devotion service in the house. But I did not become a vaishnava. It is not improved. A poor man has felt the exploitation of everyone on every side. I chant the name of Hari nowadays. I'm sick I stay at home You do not mind, in the devotional path of ISKCON, I've been met the selfish devotees in everywhere . I have experienced it. I read all the books of Srila Prabhupada, These books says humanitarian welfare is a great religion. The devotees of ISKCON are following about it's zero. They are working in ISKCON to fulfill their own selfishness. Please forgive me for this. Hare Krishna.