Once i gave my heart

desires, goals and my life in complete

"allow me to serve you!" was my main thought

but all these gone! Apart broken my life's draft

Blindly wasted my years,

My energy, my wonderful thoughts

nights in tears, days in hopes

again i waited. But i feel i lose

austerities, wishes, pitiful prayers

"Give me chance! Let me be in your service!"

But "No". I said i am now lost.

Because of my mistakes in the past.

Now my Lord, i promise to remove

all thoughts from this dust bin - mind away

won't ever ask for things for my own!

Please make my heart Your tiny home!

Standing before You i cry and pray

to give me desire to serve You - all other wishes away!

Please see my tears; hear choking voice!

I belong to You, so let me be fully Your device!