I had wrong thoughts about a violence victim. She was one of the most tortured victims in history. By mistake I had a thought that what happened to her was right. Will I be punished for this thought? Will karma put me through same torture? Every time I think I will be punished some loud noise occurs as if an answer to my question. Some days ago thunders rumbled when I thought I will be punished more than that girl. Is God telling me I will be punished ?