I would like to admit something.
There are some people around me whom I absolutely hate !!!! They are mean and very very very bad (this is my opinion)
The point is - How do you overcome this hatred. I read somewhere, if you hate someone, serve him/her. Honestly, in my current low level of consciousness, I am not willing to do it.
Please help. I don't want to be spending my precious time thinking how bad those persons are, but unfortunately I am doing that right now - a lot !!!!
I would like to forgive and move ahead, but I just don't know how !!!
Also, a very bad thought comes to mind - I think to myself, Krishna will handle it. While in my mind I kind of hope, they will suffer for bad actions done to me - which I realize is bad !!! It is like if Krishna punishes them I will be happy, but if not - I will think why Krishna helped them.
I am a fallen soul Prabhujis and Matajis. Kindly show me the path.
- Hare Krishna